Friday, December 14, 2007


Well I just had my hair cut!! I ask the barber i wan short. His like " ok No problem"
Cut edi he said ok?? I said " no ane shorter shorter" lolz, actually i think i wanted my hair to be shorter?? but i think
i dont have those round head? make a nice bold head hahaha.. like chester head, everytime see him i oso
wan cut my hair like his lolz.. Botak :P

Im glad thing ended, back to my old self, mmm what else...Yeah i know i need to improve my self
So, to help me, i need ppl tell me where my mistakes and wrong is so that i can be
a better person, u can anonymous ur self i dont mind..I think i will just accept anythin rite now.

Today goin through my music folder i found my, techno music folder.. while hearing it i suddenly realize how much i miss techno musics
Brings back memory during school days, since my class are like shufflers and dancers and hahaha :P
Miss school days, i think studyin there is much more, easier? lolz

Holidays just began, next week got whole week of xMas presentation practice. Everybody is invited, erm its on the 22,23,24 of dec. before xmas.
At putra stadium. on 22 its 8pm 23 is combine xmas service at 10am and 24 is 8pm again.. So please
do come entry fee is free.. free sitting bring ur whole family oso can haha.. =D
oh yea i'll be an angel singing LOLZ...for the choir of coz =.=

Well, i see that many things are getting better edi, mui me others. seem that many things are getting better
and better i hope it keeps that way.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Im done with this, no more Suffering...Today my burden is lighter.
Exams over, wow dam happy, gonna miss my friends till term 3 start...No more play play edi. its time
to work my ass up..
I still feel for her... But This the first time I let go of this feelings. Im still sad bit.. but, well i guess its much
better now..

Holiday holiday, what to do...Shopping!! shit lots of things haven buy..finding partner
to go Christmas shopping. Anybody interested Giv me a call or message on my cell phone or msn.
Like i said EXAMS OVER!! No more stress, now only worry bout the results, but i guess todays exam,
I feel that i can do quiet well, This time i did everything my self.? except Geo cheated bit, but yeah
Food Science and maths Im gonna K.o u out! woo.. i know aNdy Dam happy hah
Coz he said sure full marks, grats andy haha :P

Well anyway, I wanna wish everybody from college happy Holidays!! go out call me :P
Those Balik kampung harapan kamu semua selamat
..Those goin bak indon, like david! u better buy some sweets for me hahah :P



Im so happy like this pic!!... ahhhhhh happy happy happy.

^ _ ^

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Worst day of my life


Saturday, December 8, 2007


Happy Birthday edmond...i mean yesterday :P and a happy birthday to u Lee en.!!

Erm. Yesterday was Edmond’s and Lee en’s birthday, Well at least one of them, which is Edmond say thank you like appreciation that I wished him, but lee en ish…dunno what happen to her, a thank you also don’t have. How rude, when u wish me happy birthday at least I said thank you. Arghhh u just spoil my life, ruin my day ish, Im starting to hate you more and more.!

Well yesterday was the last service in Term2 for Dc28 group 1. It went very very well, thank u Janice and Bell for being my guest = D

Haha Janice sorry lo I didn’t know u don’t really like to eat duck.. now I know next time when go out eat I make sure I don’t order duck ( :P) Ermm, hahah Miss jasmine!! Gona miss u teaching us restaurant practical. Hahah ur nice very nice, pretty oso LOLZ. And hell no im not interested with my lecturer hahah… in love with someone else…A girl whom I believe and wishing she will love me.




Today, is Moral Final Exam….Before entering into examination hall, I was so stress! Coz I kinda like never study…So I scared I fail and must retake Moral next term, haiz..!! Anyway while doing it I realize it was quite easy…Except the last few question where I hang…Like internet lagging, lolz… So I was lagging… one of the question is.. you know the islam stone, got 5 pillars…Name at least 3 pillars that you know… My answer was Pillar 1 , pillar 2 and pillar 3.. lolz funny hahah..

Mmmm I miss her a lot, Wish she was by my side rite now, Feeling down.. =.=”

I just made kim bab. Since my brother is going to party, ask to make so help him lo…Its nice taste good. :P bangga hahah… Well I guess that’s all.

Friday, December 7, 2007

i Think this is very beautifully played...Dont u think so...its really really like wow...Amazing...
I wanna play Canon, from today goin to try! and learn...first must hav my basics again

korean Version hip hop!!...lolz

korean wanna be micheal jackson...lolz

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Currently in College rite now, Nothing much to do my class starts in 1hour and 20min time. I purposely came early today. I hate taking bus to college. I haven post any thing up in a while, I dunno wat to post, eventhough many things has happen...Lots of happiness , lots of sadness , emo ect ect...

Well you know i dont like to see you sad, when i see you sad im willing to do anything just for you, just to see your smile once again...I was crying the whole time i talk with you last night, u might not know but i was...I was really hurt,yet i accepted who u are, how you feel, ect ect... Im willing to suffer to the max just for you... And that phrase that keep me thinkin is "what if there was another who come in and help me 4get , what will happen to u" this this words make me think the whole night even rite now...Haiz...

ok enuf of the emo side, lets see what happy things happen, mmmm mmm mmm mmmm ohh janice ur green today!! hahaha... barney ehh...Green jacket with purple bag... barney :D
hahah see same color like you today... Mmm..hahah :P
...Today i was goin through the fishe technique[i think wrong spelling] Was having a look at it to see what are we goin to do in bakery class today, I guess most of the things we already done...maybe actually all of it done edi...
List to do today:
1. Study for exams
2. Go library
3. dunno
4. dunno
I dunno liau, actually nothing much to do other than study today...haiz haiz final exams are coming and im still slacking arr...ishh
Finding study partner :P got 1 edi, need more...then can make mroe noise :P

Monday, December 3, 2007

Oh my ...

Haiz haiz, Someone who knows and drop into the hole is their problem, they can get out by them self

But, if u din know and u dropped into the hole, you know you cant get out, I’m here Giving u my hand

So that you can come out from that hole and be happy together with me…Cant you see?? I been putting my hands there but why cant u reach it why cant you grab whole of my hands and come out be happy??...I don’t get it, I don’t understand, I want to understand I want to know, I wish sometimes you could see what I’m trying to do to help u..

I so wish u knew……

Well, today is Monday the most stress day. Coz Monday is the start of the week so yeah…Had accounts, geography and FnB and food science. .Then went library to do accounts, waiting for 4pm to meet the Dh ppl :p

They had front office assessment? Lolz, they look so stress but yea good Luck guys and girls :P

Then continue studying accounts in student lounge, ask Janice to teach me lolz… teach teach teach till she beh tahan then angry di, scold me lolz… Then I try harder and harder to do till I eventually burst out with anger…Got dam pissed off, when I’m angry hahah damn scary??

I just want you to be happy, want you to have my heart..I will wait till you are ready to accept my heart, and I will wait till you give ur heart to me…I will wait………………….

On my way back home, after come out from Ktm walking beside carefour, I saw GAYS!! Yes gays. Actually I don’t mind them? But holding hands and kissing in public…omg over the limit edi.. I got damn scared hahah…Took bus home, reach home got this and that to settle…reach home my mom was like “ BOY food out edi faster change and eat” I was like oh ok….

I guess that’s all for today,… tata

Saturday, December 1, 2007

today? normal day.

Well, today had college…hmmm had maths class and geography presentation.

I guess I did badly!! In geography, can see from that idiot boew tuck sai! His name oso can be kanasai since he oso got sai…

Meet Janice and bell at mamak, on my way to meet them, bumped into bebe miki Rebecca esther.

Wanted to cut my damn hair!! But, well lazy hahahah.. Well I got nothing much to blog about today, nothing special really happen… mmm soo I guess I’ll end with this word

This Message is only for her:사랑해요 귀중한

Well that’s all I guess till further update.

Friday, November 30, 2007

Title today : Sadness

Sadness is a mood Characterized by feeling of disadvantage and loss. When sad, people often become quiet, less energetic and withdrawn. Sadness is considered to be the opposite of happiness, and is similar to the emotions of sorrow, grief misery and melancholy. The philosopher Baruch Spinoza defined sadness as the “transfer of a person from a large perfection to a smaller one.”

Sadness is a temporary lowering of mood ('feeling blue'), whereas clinical depression is characterized by a persistent and intense lowered mood, as well as disruption to one's ability to function in day to day matters.

Well, When your lonely. All alone in any situation, usually not many will think about the happy times, we still think bout them but for those whose had been heart broken, insulted, teased at, ect ect. Well they would think of those words we use and said to them. Example “ omg girl ur fat!” This girl she could go home maybe during the night she, when she is lonely she would think bout this words which was said to her earlier….when human think negative, it really hurts them. So why is there no cure? Why must we cry? Why must there be sadness?? I mean Sadness will slowly kill us bit by bit…

I keep thinking of what happened few days ago, I mean I taught I had it, but I still say its ok. And don’t worry bout it.

Every night I keep thinking of it, well I was surprise though. Can blame me,

I hare to know and see u cry, hate to see its coz I want to do something bout it, but in just not capable?

I’m afraid it makes things worst between u and me.

I dumnoe, I just wish that…nvm

Well today was a good day, We manage to achieve our goal, which is have a break during kitchen practical, and yes! We manage to do it, chef Vincent , the guys and girls we are just so proud with out self today.. and yes the abuye PAM PAM PAM =P Pam today I double thumbs up for u, only for today =p

After that The guys wanted go dota, well I din follow I wanted teman her, so yeaa. Hmmm well went there suppose to study accounts but ended up sleeping…lolz, I had fun time though, laugh a lot talk a lot so that’s a god thing.

Took ktm back, this idiot MALAY, sorry I wanna be racist for awhile. THIS MALAY MAN, Gosh he from college Ktm keep following me like want to Rob me or rape me. Come out from Ktm oso follow, I walk inside carefour oso follow..walk to McD oso follow!!! WTF!!?!!?!? Then I stun man, go inside toilet…he followed wor!! I was like F***, so I went into a cubical, I heard him go inside oso near by la, then I hear the door lock I ran out… then run to the stairs cabut to the bus stop. Then lost him phew!!! I tot his going to sodomize me or something. Julian in not angry laa, so don’t worry =D

I quote this from []

What Is Sadness?

Sadness is a feeling — it's one of the many normal human emotions, or moods, we all have. Sadness is the emotion people feel when they've lost something important, or when they have been disappointed about something, or when something sad has happened to them or to someone else. When they're lonely, people often feel sad.

When you're sad, the world may seem dark and unfriendly. You might feel like you have nothing to look forward to. The hurt deep inside may crush your usually good mood.

Sadness makes you feel like crying, and sometimes the tears are hard to stop. Crying often makes you feel better.

Sometimes when your mood is sad, you just feel like being alone for a little while. Or you might want someone to comfort you or just keep you company while you go through the sad feeling. Talking about what has made you sad usually helps the sad feeling melt away.

When sadness starts to go away, it can feel like a heavy blanket is being lifted from your shoulders.

I Just want do many things for u, make u love me. Why is he in the way!! Dammit!!.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007


Today…..hmmm today?? Well I went college at my normal time which is 7.30am :P

Went for pastry , we did the Rice pudding…Chef Vincent said,, today you guys are goin to make the most tastiest shit…or something for dessert today…Anyway it came out quite well…its nice hahaha..

Pam sry to say this la…. UR ANDY SUX!!! MAN… I don’t mean andy lim :P the

“Bar Tender” for today… hahah his Lemonade? Is like Water with a little squeeze of Lemon :P

Well pretty much nothing to do now…just that need study for F/S tmrw

Havin some with with u is all I need.

Monday, November 26, 2007

Edmond..asked me

Edmond asked me to watch this, i found it interesting so i gonna post it up here...

Criss angel...

Any body watched criss Angel show?? Its called

Criss Angel Mind Freak..

Ok Im gonna show u some of what he does. And plz don’t don’t!! u ever

Puke. Those weak heart plz..close ur eyes..big warning to u lolz!!. >.<”

I was watching it with nick yesterday, we were like OMG...lolz

see this
He cut him self to half...
The ending..." MUAHAHAHAHAH"

Feeling sad coz I waited and she waited and she left so I oso leave

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Another Sunday

Today Is just an ordinary Sunday. I woke up made breakfast, bath get ready for church. Went to church, had lunch with Samuel kah leong, kah meng, Carmen, esther, and1more… after that, had xMas practice we did the full rehearsal for pastors preview. Not sure what comment they give but it should be ok I guess since we did it once a few years ago..

Why did I fall in love with a Princess??

I gave everything I can yet I be the one getting scolding and hated,

Why cant she Love me, why cant she forget him,

Why am I hurting my self,

Many ppl tell me to forget about her, I do want to but I cant

I love her so much, I cant forget about it, maybe its because I just broke up with

Too fast I fell for another one just to cover up my heart, made my self worst.

She/he told me, Bro after break always like that

Finding something to cover up the scars,

If keep up like that, everyone that you love will end up

Hurting u more and more, and sooner or later you will just DIE.!

Just take a break, be steady awhile be single awhile.

What if I say I cant?

I hate to be single and yet I Hate t o fall in love

How do I fix this problem??

Is there anything that can or could help me??

I don’t want to be in love and meanwhile I want to be in love

How can I forget these scars? How am I going to remove them away from me.

I just dunno, I wish something or someone can help me… =(

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Sleepy tired and all....

Just came home from church, I stayed in church coz rangers had an since i am a Jr.commander i am needed there la, i went church yesterday bout 8.50opm i was actually damn tired. Stayed awake till like 3.30am, woke up every 30min coz i slept on the floor...woke up bout I only had like 2hours sleep?? or other words nap. So tired, this morning need to do marching and some other stuff. Thank u samuel for sending me home, ur a good friend.

I don’t like when, after break ups we become like stranger. Avoiding each other, talk less and many more.

Its like, I don’t wanna be or get involve in ur or u get involve in my business. This morning I sms u, and they way u reply is like, im annoying u so much? I was just Telling I saw ur bro in church, wondering where were u…that’s all..

My heart is torn once again, Feeling bit emo rite now, kinda no mood to talk to anybody..


Anybody tell me, when love someone and that someone might or may not love u, for its own reason can u stop loving that someone?? Forget the feelings?

Well, I cant get this feelings over, no matter how much it would hurt or kills me, I will still love u.

I dunno how long I could wait, but I know while I’m waiting for that moment to come, I will do my very best for u, no matter how much it would kill me….

Finally, I need a hair cut, if not i can make my hair look like those korean guys hair, hahaha ehhh im a korean wat...but a big round


lolz...Well i dunno la currently how i feel but i know, I will slowly devour my self bit by bit, till i actually vanish.

Man are to give no matter what, Neva ask in return but when Man wants something in return,
He might not get what he desires, unless he does a dramatic action

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Today is a Good day =)

hehehe, i got a few mails from my Friends, haha some of them are quiet unique... i show them to u.

Computer It girls, the future is in ur hands!

emmmm, wat to choose???

vrooom...but goin no where...

Soo, i must call them if they dont complain to me?? lolz

Funny weather forecasting system hahahah

A camel...of...lolz

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

I found something really interesting

I got this email from a friend...I was amused..coz its like wow...hahaha Some i did before so i know, many not yet and its wow! lolz.....enlarge the pic by clicking on it... i think its to small to see the yeah, Comment bout this plz =D

lolz...see this one, they teach u how to do it oso
Scary House Illusion - Click here for more home videos

Monday, November 19, 2007


Actually i found a website that tell me 179 language translating I love u, but apparently my bookmark died.So yeah everything is gone...ish i wanted to post it up, but i haven finish kacauin ppl yet hahaha

English - I love you
Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian - Yes kez sirumem Thank you Ani!
Bambara - M'bi fe
Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee)
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a
Catalan - T'estimo
Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i (Thanks Nancy!)
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)
Cree - Kisakihitin (Thanks Shirley!)
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Elvish - Amin mela lle (from The Lord of The Rings, by J.R.R. Tolkien)
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian - Afgreki'
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
Frisian - Ik h�ld fan dy
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe
Hebrew (Thanks Lilach)
Hebrew to male: "ani ohev otcha" (said by male) "Ohevet ot'cha" (said by female)
Hebrew to female: "ani ohev otach" (said by male) "ohevet Otach" (said by female) Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek(Thanks D�ra!)
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru
anata ga daisuki desu
Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
Korean - Sarang Heyo
Nanun tangshinul sarang hamnida
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Luxembourgeois - Ech hun dech g�er
Macedonian - Te Sakam
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Maltese - Inhobbok
Mandarin Chinese - Wo ai ni
Marathi - Me tula prem karto
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Norwegian - Jeg Elsker Deg
Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Setswana - Ke a go rata
Sign Language - ,\,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing'I Love You')
Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Surinam - Mi lobi joe
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
Thai - Chan rak khun (to male)
Thai - Phom rak khun (to female)
Thai (informal) Rak te (thx CAF!)
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
Vietnamese - Anh ye^u em (to female)
Vietnamese - Em ye^u anh (to male)
Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di
Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh
Yoruba - Mo ni fe

I told u i would stop loving u, but hahah what to do im a big lier. Its hard to stop when u start something,I din sleep whole night thinking what i would do when ur no longer there. I dunno why I keep loving u...dont know..hurt me so much, yet i love u more...haiz weird world..very very weird

On the way home, in the bus This feller, mother i tell u he arr, like sot sot tei edi wan. Like talkin to own self, then look here look there go randomly ask ppl for phone number, seriously ask for phone number, then this lady shouted " oi, u mau nomber i ke, kalau mau u pergi mati dulu"
I mean come on laa, haiz nvm la some malaysians memang like that la, ish...

Restaurant assessment today, actually its easy?? but hard to answer lolz....had lunch at 7th floor ate thier kueh teow, dam laa its only thick sauce and si yao only...then fry, now when i burp can feel that 2 ingredient only...somemore the food come so slow,hahaha i complain so much but what to do, join this course changes the point of view of that service rite?...yea im rite Even mr danial said so...soo yea! lolz..

Lastly Simon sorry if i shouted at u in Clsroom 23, i Seriously paid that frigging RM10 u know. I paid to u at the restaurant, haiz i dunno la, w/e la...ish

Sunday, November 18, 2007

The hate of being in love,
When ur in love with someone, you know you cant control yourself but just to give in, what ever you have, what ever ur abilities are, what ever you have in that pocket of yours, everything you just want the best for that special someone. To be the truth, i am in love again. yes i am, I know its just 2months after i broke up with lee en dear, she still runs on my mind...but the love i have for her is fading away only small small pieces of her is left in me. 2weeks ago, i fall in love with her[someone else].

I know she was in pain, so i decided to help. But then when i look at her, i knew i was in love But i dunno whether my mind of feelings is playing tricks on me, I know after break ups that person will feel very lonely, and maybe desperately find for someone to replace that broken heart. I think i found someone to replace my broken heart, knowing this relationship would be a rebound. I gave it all my best, end up today. Telling my self "Asher is best that you stop loving her" I think i didn;t actually had any feelings for her, but then why did i cried? why did i feel hurt when the words she said to me? why do i always want to be close and look at her? just so many why!..

I hate single-hood yet i hate being in love, either way both side will slowly eat us up from the inside, causing lots of depression, sadness, emo, many more. Wei chin asked me once, " asher what do u want now? " I was in a conversation with her bout my feelings still towards others and lee en. I replied, I'm not sure,not sure what i want for i dunno wat i currently want rite now.
I guess now i can say that, I want to be Free from sadness, free from getting hurt. Saying things in life is such an easy thing to do, but doin the talk? Nah not easy. People can say your diff, cant suit me, cant this cant that and all we can say is, I will do my best and try to suit u this and that, but doin it is so hard that in conclusion is just ending what ever which has been build up.

How nice, if at this age we can find a lover who would be steady?? i know this too young but, yeah wont it hurt less?? knowing both side wont stop loving ea other, sacrifices would be made, this and that... isn't it nice??

I guess everything has its own goodness and badness, Choices we make, everything we do is our choices, and all we want or all i want rite now is someone to accept my choice. Finding that someone is so hard. And after finding it, keepin it is hard. Yet everything which is hurtful comes back... So??? SO?? what am i goin to do?? wat am i goin to say?? how is this goin to end up??

Currently my answer is: I DONT KNOW.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

words of wisdom

We do not what we ought,
What we ought not, we do,
And lean upon the thought
That Chance will bring us through.

If a man will begin with certainties, he shall end in doubts; but if he will be content to begin with doubts, he shall end in certainties.

You are successful the moment you start moving toward a worthwhile good

Without music, life is a journey through a desert.

Malaysian Demo

Haiz, see the news. In BBC, al jazera, CNN all talk about the malaysian Demo few days ago...

sometimes its quiet embarrassing to be a Malaysian sometimes, but what the heck, Malaysia is a fun place too, you get to see idiots doing many stuff, in Malaysia Mat rempit, ppl who want to demo but dunno how to talk properly.

ok ok, example see this. See how this joker talk

i know his shouting. But come on la, speak proper malay please, ur a damn malaysian.Then the news all over

and got one more, i took this from melvin's blog. Listen properly he didn't give that poor lady a chance to talk man, somemore his the Minister of infomation

haiz! Oh well, Malaysian oh wait i am a Malaysian too, lolz.. WELL MALAYSIA WILL ALWAYS BE GOOD at 1 thing! which is being MALAYSIAN! woohoo

Thursday, November 15, 2007

I just tot of smth

I was talking to a Friend on msn, she's from Aussie.... Well she is my online game friend.
We were talking, we were like talking about romantic stuff, like how she would like her romantic scene.. She was telling hers, but i cant remember lolz.. Then i suggested this scene. Girls lolz out there, comment plz lolz! i dunno la but she said its a good scene haha...

It goes like this, a couple in a park. Surrounding Fresh air, trees, birds singing, near night from evening. Sitting on the bench, arms on her shoulders. Talking for hours, as the night comes. It seems cloudy, going to rain. Rains pours down, Quickly grabs her hands starts running. Guy accidentally trips, bringing the girl down with her, but in slow motion before landing, everything slows down. [ now there is 2part]

[guy part]
While falling down to the ground, turns body into a position where you can see the girl, u pull her hand gently not to let her fall on the ground, as u drop on the ground you can see the girls face as she slowly drops to your chest, as you spread your arms ready to catch her, just look at her coming your way. As she gently lands on your chest, you hold her in ur arms, telling her " dear i'm sorry, i hope ur ok".. And you can feel how much love you have for her, as she replies " darling its ok" you can just feel her holding on to u, under that rain under that tree.

[Girl part]
you realize ur goin to fall, you get worried if anythin is goin to happen to ur guy, everything in slow mo. u know ur going to drop, so u tuck in and slowly land, while ur goin to land on the guys chest, you can see him opening his arms awaiting just to catch u, as you land on him, u were concern if u migh break any of his bones, but hearing him say" dear i'm sry i hope ur ok" knowing he cares so much, you rest ur head on him, at the moment ur breathing slows down, hearing sense rises up, when ur on him you feel how warm he is, you can hear his heart beat. And u know u feel so much loves he has for u. you can hear the rain pour down, every drop,

Both of u can notice everything about the each other as both of u just stare and look at each other.

Actually i kinda 4got many parts, so i think i screw up writing up there, but never the less try think in a matter, imagine ur in thier position, and that person u love so much, happens to be in the same scene, how would u feel? hahah!!

anyway today is thursday, Hanis happy birthday! hehe, Had food science. Ms. Nancy haiz!! she arr come in 30min late, the last time after 30min we all left class coz she din come, today we waited for 30min! then we going to chou edi, when goin to the lift, she appear infront of the lift, we were like WTF so late, so ma fan pack back edi goin to leave... haiz nvm la

Then moral, eer moral is moral very fun and nice, just that Adrian got pissed coz he got something, dunno la who so pandai Give that thing to fat kelly to give to adrian then he got pissed... haiz....

now on9 and chatting and blogging lolz....

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Nelly Furtado - all things comes to an end

Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.

Monday, November 12, 2007

. . .

Today, When i thought everything was going to be Alright. Problems appear, When problems appear, stress appear, when stress appears, emo will appear then the chain goes on goes on and on.

I'm still sick. First i feel so sorry For eve, Jie today sorry i couldn't be your commies I"m just not Strong and well enough to do any kitchen work today.

Went college then go mamak meet the guys there, since every morning the guys will be there. I only thought today got F&B theory exam? Turns out its postpone to next week monday. Then i Didn't know that there was Food Science! assessment... I ask Janice to study hard while my own self never study at all. Haiz, dunno la but I copy Simon since i Didn't study. Some of the Question i did my self so i'm proud of it =D

Geo will always and going to be forever suck! Geo subject should be ban! Its pointless to learn when the Lecturer is a Idiot ass, His eyes so small its like his sleeping while teaching, the only thing good about his class is that I can sleep!

I really Dislike tonight? not the day its just the night, I feel that everything i put effort in to, always back fires on me. It's either I give it all I got in return a towel? I'm just so Sad right now?? Feeling that, I wanna be a useful person but its not working. Whats wrong with me?? I know i can't Do many things others can, one thing i can do is To lend and Give my heart to you, Even though it will hurt me like shit, Because I love you so much i will bare the pain Just to help you. I would do the same to anyone out there, although i am choosy on who to help but yeah ask me and I can help, Come on what am i here for! dammit...dammit dammit dammit! I just feel so worthless right now, i feel like jumping off a building right now.

I guess the only problem with me, is that I give I give I give and not receiving, now i wanna receive. I want to receive something anything, anything...

Sunday, November 11, 2007

this is just too cute!!! thats all..

Friday, November 9, 2007

Another fro muncle Peter ...

A Catholic Heart Attack

A man suffered a serious heart attack and had open
heart bypass surgery.

He woke from the surgery to find himself in the
care of nuns at a Catholic Hospital. As he was
recovering, a nun asked him questions regarding
how he was going to pay for his treatment.

She asked if he had health insurance.

He replied, in a raspy voice, "No health insurance."

The nun asked if he had money in the bank.

He replied, "No money in the bank."

The nun asked:
"Do you have a relative who could help you?"

He said:
"I only have a spinster sister, who is a nun."

The nun became agitated and announced loudly,
"Nuns are not spinsters! Nuns are married to God."

The patient replied,
"Send the bill to my brother-in-law."

(author unknown)

Mmmm I guess?

Well, today is Friday. Usually Friday is A Good day for me. But not Today, it sux alot.
Morning started off, Mom asked me go work in the office this is so last minute. DAm i hate last minute stuff, Kinda got plans wan Lucky its canceled, If not i dunno what to say to her. Beh, morning morning make me shout and angry edi.

Then ok lo, nvm i went to work. Damn boring there!, nothing to do customer oso BO liau! Nothing much so i just sat there and stare at the computer..Ish sell computer at there some more stare at one!! ish ish ish!

About 3, 4? pm ish. Was talkin to Janice, Allicia,kayra and a few more ppl on msn, Ermm, things happen Became emo, frustrated But at least i. Sigh nvm la, I was so Sad till i have this SUPER bad headache! dam dizzy and guess what! I vomited =(

Humpfz, I dunno la Many things i cant say here, even though its free to write w/e we wan into a blog. Feel like giving up, really felt like giving up but then i saw a chance i saw a new light. And i know That there is hope, There is a chance. Just believe and have faith and it will be done.

Just now mood swing.. Now ok edi, thank u dear. U mean so much to me, sigh. Bit dizzy but i'm ok...

Well here is something from Great old friend uncle Peter!
All about Lulu

Lulu was a prostitute. One day there was a raid.
All the prostitutes were lined up outside the
police station as they took them in one by one.

As Lulu stood in line, she saw her Grandma coming down
the street and was so ashamed. Grandma didn't know her
occupation. Grandma stopped to say hi,
and asked what the line was for.

Lulu, saving face, said that the police were giving
away fresh Oranges to those waiting.

Grandma said wonderful, she loved oranges and got at
the end of the line.

When the policeman got to the end and saw her, he was

He said "How the heck do you do this at your age?"

She said "I just take out my teeth, rip the skin back
and suck' em dry!"

The policeman fainted.

lolz, Sorry i got nothing better to do...well i guess thats all for today

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Wat the World of Japs has it been

I just received this email, God Why jap people are so Frigging sick! Cant they do something better. Dam la!! for those with Weak Heart and Has much love For babies.. PLz PLEASE try not to see this pictures!

Dam u Japanese ppl i Hope u Burn in hell Eating this poor babies!!

Anyway Happy deepavali!! To all the Indian out there! happy deepavali XD
Just ate Mutton at My grand Parents house!! and yeah i'm a 1/3 of indian too haha!!
I;m a super mix...other word ROJAK! :P
Ermm, now waiting for her. Sigh so boring when phone no cred to call or sms!...Have to wait till she come online...Faster come online laaa =S

Hehehe anyway i goin to try new Dota ai map...Laterz

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

hehe...deepavali eve??

Well, i like this song since. Like it since i watch bleach.
Ermm tired sehh. Just came back from GrandDad's house. My family went and help him clean the house up.....SO TIRED :P

I did my assessment today..!! moral got 11/15 and food science got 41/50..hehe
so proud coz i have friends who was beside me helping hahah!!! CHAR DOU!

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

How would i put this??

Know why its blank??? Coz i'm currently blank dunno wat to say or do...So stress...! stress!

Monday, November 5, 2007

Monday? Stress....

Monday somemore its the first monday of the month! dam la sooo giler stress..
Somemore today we sit for Geo exams, i tell u The question they ask is like not related to GEO! dammit the questions are just so hard. =(

Other class is ok la i guess, cant wait for tomorrow to come ^.^ Hehe why cannot wait for tomorrow meh! =P

Ermm had lunch at college, apparently we wanted go chap fun"mix rice" but dunno how the hell the roads soo giler JAM! Jam till like giler babi long lolz.

Then after class went do commies, i dunno why but i just love being EVE's commie fun laa,though got like nothing much to do, is so fun!!

Took Ktm back to subang parade din know at night so many ppl inside...Sigh this lady gives me this face. I KNOW LA MY CHEF UNIFORM SMELLY dont show that ugly face to me plz.. XD

hahah, now back home Bloggin chatting with Darling! =P betty and lily,... lolz anyway thats all..

Friday, November 2, 2007


I think since yesterday movie, i have this really really bad headache =(
Sigh~! no college today so darn boring seh. Nothing to do at home, some more
must visit some unnecessary people. Nonsense la if not i can go out dating XD
Lolz, now i sitting in front computer dunno whether to dota or cs. Dota boring when play with AI Cs bots damn noob..Lau friging nth to do. Ro dont ask la my internet settings somewhere dunno where screw up edi, cant play any online games! omg that so sux man!!!!
Blehh!! sigh! My old maple friends message me this morning, haha apparently they want to restart maple, means play again. Dunno la they all ask me join so i'm downloading maple now xD
Such a boring week, but talkin to her make it enjoyable and interesting week hehe, thank u dear :P

Ermm, what to do now ehh. nothing

Currently: having frigin bad headache!!

Thursday, November 1, 2007

The vamPs are Watching!

Today Just now Watch! 30Days of Night!!

Yesh i just watched this...Ermm haha too me not scary except the surprise part, usually that will only shock u haha!!. Anyway went there with Alvin,derrick,julian,simon,edmond,charles,daniel,ivan, ivan friend. Yes bachelor night! lolz,
Ok la the story to me, hehe i know Julian daniel and Comfirm siMon! was scared..Daniel dam funny! Sometimes during the movie he shouts! omg! allah!! ahhh . Lol most the time we were laughing haha, coz apparently we talk alot and lots of lame and good jokes come out!
There was this VAmp Kid a small girl that was turn to a vampire..She was so Cute omg! i so want to pinch her, haha Her line was "*****" sry dont wan spoil it and i think ppl around me got scared i was the only 1 laughing haha!! weird man me.and I think one Vamp girl in white shirt! she is hawt! i also wan to keep her XD
Ermm yea!! shit man half way to the end when "HEROIC" part coming out tat the ending everything black out! the whole cinema black out dunno bout outside but poof black, lolz then there were small light, then as usually the noisy gang![Good sense arr guys] we talk alot make loads of noise like "aiyer wTF! i want back my money la" lots more made a big commotion there!! Some ppl wanted go toilet but scared, then we make jokes like omg! the vamps is here gonna kill us all hahah, Hehe great time! Love it hahah... Then go home and now Blog...Tired and i miss her so much^^ :P u know who u are..hehe *winks winks*
Well maybe i sleep after she sleep then i would be happy^^ haha

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Oh wednesday?

Today had pastry class, Ermm we did APPLE TART? lolz..yeah apple tart. Then we went CC!
DOTA DOTA...i saw the icon RO trinity, was so tempted to click on it and play haha. Miss Ro seriously so much liau..I'ma make back my private server muahahahah!! Wanted to see her^^ not gonna tell only know shes bout it haha.But terlepas so she went back first...Ermmm wat else haha, just came back from church Ate Fillet o Fish! damn its so like Tiny and perfect round now lolz..I wish it was like old days BIG AND ROUND! haha. Ermm currently Happy Dally mood so yea, gonna chat then go sleep soon..

There is Many nice song while i was finding close to u on youtube, Check them out here


Monday, October 29, 2007

i miss smth so badly!


My jie jie ask me play this ro, and i hav all the bgm again make me miss it so darn much! sadly i cant play apparently stupid anti virus is blocking it from connecting ! and i'm so angry!! ahhhh!!!!


Friday, October 26, 2007


Dunno what to do, so seinz... Later goin youth, Then got choir then come home. Ermm
I feel very very emo lately, lots of stress, anger, sadness many more. I just wanna sit down and cut my self up, i think even if i am bleeding rite now i cant feel the pain, coz so much pain has been let out this month and last month, I really been super sad since like 4ever. I think i'm living in hell rite now rather than earth. Sigh many things goin on, many many lots of negativity is thrown towards me, Sigh slowly eating me up.

I hate face book, stupid mail spamming, keep spamming me stupid notification. And so many things dam actually boring dunno why people enjoy it, sigh.!! hate so many things rite now. Yesterday damn stressful in restaurant. many mistakes many error, many shouting also! beh did i choose the correct course or not, i choose cooking not serving in stupid restaurant
that is hotel management side dammit!! I wanna explode!! and kill something!

Hate everything sigh, hate!

Thursday, October 25, 2007


Kinda Feel left out, today lunch not invited. Kinda lonely so i went library and emo there while reading book.
My blogspot something wrong, i cant change the color and align to center. Sigh, today is not my day. During Bus ride back home, i keep thinking of her. =(
I dont want to, but the things we done together keeps flashing in my mind, kinda sux Coz it slowly kills the inside of me.

Ms.nancy u sux! i hate u ur class is so damn boring, plz la dunno how to teach dont teach plz!!
At least adrian's class was great, guess the first day i tot he was boring and sucked but his a superb lecturer. We are doin HIV/AIDS awareness assignment . Alvin came up with the plan *not gonna tell*

Ermm,came back Kena firing from mom and dad left and right, coz apparently another kid was kidnap. So here comes the concern and start scolding for dunno wat hell reason. Now nothing much to do, chatting with laine, and wei chin and andy. Guess tmrw is gonna be really stressful first service in restaurant, sigh now many fridays is like holiday so all gonna replace class on saturday so sucky!!! yuck! hate it...Sigh
So yeah today is so not my day!!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Iklan iklan malaysia

I tot of using it here though.

This 1 is my fav:



All the Fast food:



Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Somebody wrote this poem for me

I hold my banner high as the flames lick at my dress and i wait 2 burn alive

tiny marks from threads of lost love ache with sorrow and pain, hurting me more than i dare b hurt again

i sit upon a stone chair and watch the distant rain

wishing my heart was like that cold and hard, but it will never be the same

It was shattered you see, though it had been fragile for a while

its how i came to be here, its how i came to realise

need no-one want nothing and u wont feel these flames

for they are the emotions and the memories that refuse to be forgotten

the slips of thought that keep you awake

they fuel the furnace of hatred, bitterness and lost faith

oh how am i to forget you when u changed my life so much

and you leave me in this living hell with no-one to hold

you say u would b ther 4 me but when the going gets rough ur gone

and ul always be ther but u delete me from ur frnd list

make up ur mind find ur path as mine has now been taken

my final words are these though i hope they are forever engraved in your memory

never treat sum1 as u treated me then leave them in the cold

one day sum1 strong will fight back and bring you to your knees

goodbye my old aqcuintence, u wise man and u fool

eternity is along time but forever i wish you adure

Sunday, October 21, 2007

I'm 18 Today

Happy Birthday me, Haha yes for some who dunno Oct 21 is Asher Park which is me, birthday.
So thank u everybody who wished me though i expected more from Aim and church and college people never the less thank u all for those who remembered. Specially u dear mui! Jennifer i love u so much, yer should had couple with u when form 3 la haha, =P Really lo among all Ur the first to wish me. Then it was Shannon, then lily then this morning in church others, haha.

But most of all, the most special person for today is Ee laine. Thank u for the cake^^ and spend the whole time with me, thank u. anyway, got dinner now from parents.
Well thats all.

this is my Bd cake!

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Soon, i be a diff person tomorrow

I kinda like this song, though its suppose be emo but i like it.

I like it the lyrics is on the song, so sing along.
Anyway today is saturday, as my title is today tomorrow diff person, well yeah. I am gonna change everythin i am from tomorrow, not all my self but apart which is been apart of me, so i hope many people can accept my changes, Kinda worries me.

Ermm, i got a new wallet it looks nice. I like it, thank u aunt esther.

Friday, October 19, 2007


Today kitchen was quite well actually Bad. Lots things messed up, no organization, team work oso tak da, many things din go well today. Even the customers complain there was hair in the Food then the whole class kena kau kau from Chef vincent.

Then went pool, played like 1 hour. Went to maths class, which sux like hell!! I mean teaching us like form3 maths. which is sooo OMG easy and dumb. Sigh

I guess i got nothing better to do now, I need to find a commie for my tai jie jie Eve in dc23, her friend is looking for a commie coming monday nite, any Dc or Dh 28 who is interested plz inform me, need help lo hhaa. plz arr really need help.

I'm planning to buy new phone, my phone is screwed up. It hangs then sometimes it auto reset reset and restart restart, so can consider my phone a retard what to do is sony ericsson T610 sigh.

I miss someone, maybe its just me but yeah cant help it haha. Other than that nothing else la. G2g now, i think my mom wants me to help her cook.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

joke.... see the picture omg....

Malaysia Bolih

Giving the taxi driver direction......

Driver: Nak ke mana cik?

Saya nak ke bandar Sunway. Dekat jer, rumah saya kat

Cik, kita ni orang Melayu. Tak boleh ke gunakan bahasa
yang lebih sopan.

Nak sopan macam mana lagi bang. Dah memang itu nama

Driver: !!!**????

now Look at the picture.


Rumors rumors rumors. First of all i'm not hiting on anybody ok. After wat happened last month, no way. Like in the song good charlote-dance floor anthem i dont wan be in luv. that is me now, If u think i'm hitting on people now, u people are so wrong this is me. I do wat i do, i know where is my limit and when to stop ok. So know me more then u know how i do so.

Pam, wat the hell was wrong with u, one second ur pissed with me then try to calm me and say u still merajuk. I tell u, u dont simply pissed me off or i will be ur worst nitemare. Think i wat, yes maybe i am soft, i care for ppl and many more. But hell no, if anyone pissed me off i tell u thats the end. Making it straight here so dont think i'm easy.

ONE more thing to all stupid annonymous ppl out there, why the hell u all so scared??? wat do u hav to lose if u tell me who u are, if ur not even related to me plz la, dont simply talk. Want to annonymous. specially that stranger telling me i'm not a man?? wTF WTF WTF??? u hide ur name for wat, ur the chicken dont even wan tell who u are scared is it.. come la

Waste my time being angry, anyway today. Pastry class, started off with stupid fight with pam, warn u arr pam then made breads creme puff choc paste.. Good la taste good XD
Edmond kesian kena accident. lucky din panic, first time liau. edmond jia you! then we went cc
i was killing and dying so..yeah ying and yang seimband lolz.

Ermmm got nth else to say, so yeah thats it.

Monday, October 15, 2007

Sick and down

*cough cough cough* * achuu achuu achuu*

DAmn laa, i damn sick edi. Sigh

I found out something bout me. Even though i'm happy or something, i'm actually really sad. Sad that why this things is happening? cant i have a better life? I mean, i want a new phone i wan a laptop of my own, so i dont need to suffer with this crappy 3com wireless shit. Sometimes i wish i have lots of money, though i cant buy happiness i can buy stuff to make my self happy. Sigh , but god gave me a purpose to live this life, so i have to face everyday a new challenge with a big heart.

Somebody called my house? stupid la my maid dunno how to ask for name... now i finding for who called me, but dunno where to start. Sigh

Good charlote- dance floor anthem well i keep hearing this song, i think i memorize the lyrics edi, i really like it. I feel like thats the song of my current mood, current status. Sigh. * cough cough*

Simon happy Birthday! haha.

Emmm just ignore this part people. I got new pic of my self" syock sendiri moment" taken from Julian's phone lolz. ty Julian

Well thats all good nite. *achuuu*

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Memories~! and Ending of Feelings

Ok, where shall i start.

yesterday, i sms her. Asking is there a second chance for us to, maybe not now but in the future. She replied no there isn't.

Ok, this is my conclusion. I tried so hard, yet it has failed, i guess this last sms was my last try to see if there was any chances eventhough i really wanted her to say maybe only maybe that will ease my heart. But no it failed, so last night in aunt betty house I told my self each deep breath i let go represents the every memory from the very starting moment i fall in luv with her till the end of it. breath 1 is when i meet her before AIM,2 during aim we went out with darren and ian eat at sushi king. goes on to calvary youth field day,friday prayer meets, easter practise emmy lou's house when it was our first day of relationship, that nite , sundays, saturdays, I can remember everythin we ever done together since day 1. Like after this skit i perform as devil, we went to burger king then went practice. Till her klpac every wed we like meet in amcorp and i would buy her dinner at mcD. Till rach soon house many more. All this are so precious memory to me, i guess i let everything go last nite, even my love for her. Now i'm neutral just only left a big hole a big scar in my heart. It would heal but not going to be fast. Like just now, when i sat next to rach though i knew she came wearing white shirt, i din even looked at her. i know its like i dont care anymore. I guess its over, and i'm happy with it.

Okayy~~ too much about the past. now i'm all bout the future, so one last message to lee en if ur reading this, Dear erm, u be a good girl now and take care of ur self, u know i will be fine and i know u too so keep ur dreams high and i'm here if u need help ok^^

Now, yesterday i cook spaghetti, learn form college. ermm, i'm suppose to like go camp today but sry too malas hahaha. oh on the way back from church i heard this song, let me find it then i edit and post it up here.
Good Charlotte Dance Floor Anthem Lyrics

She’s going out to forget they were together

All that time he was taking her for granted

She wants to see if there’s more

than he gave she’s looking for

He calls her up

He’s trippin on the phone now

He doesn’t want her out there

And alone now

He knows she’s movin it

Knows she’s using it

Now he’s losing it

She don’t care

Everybody put up your hands

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

to the beat now

If you’ve got nothing left

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Back it up now

You’ve got a reason to live

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Feelin' good now

Don’t be afraid to get down

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

He was always giving her attention

Looking hard to find the things she mentioned

He was dedicated

But most suckers hate it

That girl was fine

But she didn’t appreciate him

She calls him up

She’s tripping on the phone now

He had to get up

And he ain’t comin home now

He’s tryin to forget her

That’s how we come with him

When he first met her

When they first got together

Everybody put up your hands

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

to the beat now

If you got nothing left

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Back it up now

You got a reason to live

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Feelin' good now

Don’t be afraid to get down

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

To the beat (x3)

You got nothing to lose

Don’t be afraid to get down

We break up

It’s something that we do now

Everyone has got to do it sometime

It’s okay, let it go

Get out there and find someone

It’s too late to be trippin' on the phone here

Get off the wire

You know everything is good here

Stop what you’re doin'

You don’t wanna ruin

The chance that you got to

find a new one

Everybody put up your hands

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

to the beat now

If you got nothing left

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be alone

Back it up now

You got a reason to live

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Feelin' good now

Don’t be afraid to get down

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Now you know what to do, so come on feelin' good