Training

Well i officially started training. At where? look above XD
yea,...yesterday was our first day of training. Me derrick joe.. pui san and lim. We had our orientation, lots and lots of talk bout types of sushi and meaning.. lol it was fun...and boring too.. haha anyway we have no choice but to do service..but we are not normal trainies we are training to be service managers XD they are giving us coat.. to be a manager lol....then only after 1month ill be inside kitchen...YESH cant wait...but 1month is like very very fast hahaha XD. Its 3.45pm...why i can blog at this time?? XD
Well today is my off day...right after my first day of work is my off day..then tmrw! off oso PH XD dam funny...first week of work...2days off edi lol. im gonna love sakaw sushi XD
Go youtube...search for moonboy.. /=D this boy can shuffle better than many ppl i know ;) hahaha XD

byee i wanna sleep not enough sleep...im still sick sighh

I wanna be

Im trying to change my looks lol.... i wanna look like T.O.P. Only follow the eyes and the hair and pierce the ears only... Giving thought to it...and wanna see how it turns out ^^ first need to do most important thing in the world! Lose weight ~.~

Then speaking of change style...i was reading law of euki PLUS manga...interesting...his powers are now mop... so yeah as the pic above there was one part dam dam dam funny...thats haiji, Oh yeah i wanna to get his bandana!! omg so cool must read the manga to know why...and nagara's snow hat and googgles !! yumm...dam nice...but not malaysian style...but what the heck i like to be diff...soo gonna find it and try it.. hehe..
And this pic =.= was chatting with wailoon and leon till like 1am..talking bout cosplay...cloud... then mo tin tin...this picture came up hahahaha funny-ness

thats all for today...the day jsut started...maybe later ill blog more... ^^

Happy birthday Elmo

Happy birthday alvin !!!!

lol sorry i dun have pic of us XD or in a small group hahah...but spot the alvin!!! at the right side...diff hair style as u can see haha... happy birthday bro XD

Flowers of life.

Lovely isn't it, flowers... Flowers beautiful aren't they...Flowers adorable aren't they.
Flowerss, flowers, flowers...
Flowers, they are like Ones feeling for someone else,
When one is empty and lonely, it does not blossom, only leafs.
When it found someone to impress, It blossoms, showing off the beauty of it.
And the time period is over, it dies, turns black and eventually falls off.
Flowers, they represent our feelings, when we are single, lonely or alone, we are just
the leafs. We dun want to blossom, we dun want to be a pretty flower.
but when someone special enters our life, we blossom. we want to express our feelings, we bloom
presenting the flower of our feelings, at many times it looks great.
it look lovely, beautiful from the outside in.
But when that special someone leaves, leaving us heart broken. The flower
will wither, being dead inside out, all black.
So flowers flowers... When we give flowers to someone...is it the meaning? does it some how represents
our feelings when we give flowers to someone?.
flowers, flowers, flowers. I was blooming, till i withered. Dry from the inside out. Flowers..how pretty u are
, in the end u would still be hurt. no Point..
I'm not emo-ing, Its my thought.. are we like a plant..without the help of ppl watering us..can we stay alive? appreciate ur friends and family..for they have water u through out ur life...mm friends... =)

Since there is nothing much to do..at home i been viwawa all day @@~!
Holy cow, dam boring la, many ppl on holiday like david chris all in Sg now...charles dunno where edmond oso dunno where alvin oso dunno where..oh alvin..most prob training edi or....with someone rite now hahah XD
www.viwawa.com
here is my avatars ^^

Cuteness XD play la join me..seinz u know...they got chor tai teee, mahjong, some other stuffs XD fun la...but play alone seinz la XD

here's something from my brother..his friends in school...look how ganas the cute girl lolz...she is such a adorable girl lol... click here since there is no code for it.

to a certain someone.. better think twice wat u said..its fine with me, only i will feel the pain, but u better remember the words u use to say, and the action u use to make. dun think its all bout me only..ur involve in it. that settles it, u wan me off ur life. fine with me. Make sure, u think back and remember the words u use to say to me. not i love u, but others..Just remember, be happy, when no one watches u anymore, just remember I looked out for u, but now...will never happen again. Samatehga..me mo sal, the guy who once i called idiot..i use to call him tat, becoz of u. Trying to support u,,and blabla..useless now..u make me look like a fool. good for u then...

Its 1year edi..wow i just realise its 1year now

Yeah training is going to start soon... sept 29. I'm missing college now, i want to go see my friends and sleep in class, walk around find people...so many things to do...now 1week holiday, stuck at home...seinz till wan die edi...somemore..got some other problem that, i can never settle = (
6more days, meet new people in the industry and learn new experience.


Sometime Survey:

Sometimes..

sometimes i just need: You

somtimes i want: company

somtimes i like to: wonder around

sometimes all it takes: is just...

somtimes i picture: my self drowning in the ocean

sometimes i wish: I could reverse time and re-do my mistakes

sometimes i find: blond girls annoying.

sometimes i take: a deep breath..and never let it out till i almost choke to death

sometimes i look: at girls in the eye to tell them im here for u

sometimes i hate: people who talks big but going no where

sometimes it’s nice: to Hug someone you love.

sometimes it hurts: to see the one you love got hurt

sometimes it makes me happy: to see ur smile

sometimes it’s sad: when someone passes on

sometimes i listen: to people's advice till it sounds like they are scolding me

sometimes i sleep: I dream of us, during our older days

sometimes i like to watch: Anime bleach [porn O.O" haha XD.]

sometimes i feel: Like a total stranger to u..i am now

sometimes i rant: on my life

sometimes i never: wish that we could end 1 year agoo... its 1year edi...wow that is fast..

sometimes i really: want to jump from a cliff

When I’m .. alone i tend to be emo

sad, i want: Sushi queen

happy, i need: My kitty shirt... meeooowww

mad, i wish: u F off..who ever u are?? xD

overjoyed, i find: my self in heaven

indifferent, i like to: wear shirt with lots of dots in it... for a change o.o"

content, i never: watch tv??

frustrated, all it takes: to kill someone

If..

you saw your best friend on one side of the road, but you also saw one of your close family members on the other side, and they were both in serious danger, who would you go to help first? and jesus was standing right infront of you, what would you say to him?

I'll say.. Lord take my life, spare my family members and my close friends life..take mine instead and let them live on..for i have sin alot and deserve to be punish for my sins...forgive me and safe them dear lord. ^^

you had the choice of going back in time to or go forward in time to see the future, which would you choose?

ill choose non of the above...i like the present...not everything i like but its ok laa...

Ehh its 1 year already...i knew it was at September but cant remember the date...but i saw my old post...and i realize its 23 sept which is today.. wow time flies so fast...1year edi.. i cant believe we are separated for so long now. Lots of changes huh, we grew up and have life on our own now... But till now i still wish i could share my life with u ^.^

no regrets in life...may god bless us more... study hard girl...be someone great in the future...and ill do my best as well ^^ Im glad we are still friends ^^ Lee en

I know now...Gonna let it go..Sorry for everything..I wanted us to be more..Guess its...not gonna be..
I still love u...but, since u decide to do so...ill just let it be...and let us be a mere memory..

Another Wave...

im not really in the mood... but i only want to hear korean song which is..From big bang..I have no feelings now...but this 2 songs...kinda speak for me...So enjoy it

1..





2..

I find

I find kari byron hot!
check this out...




I need you =(

PaInt Ball

As you can see...today is paintball day!!! we were finalist but due to my ..miscomunication with the reff... we lost :( could had won rm500 in CASH~~!?!?!? damm laa.... soo tired...paint ball is very very fun!! omg i love it.... i wanna go again....more more !!!

After that went cc with charles....go home...and now blog bout paintball then...going to sleep edi... dam tired XD..

tata...time no oink oink

End of Term4!

Term 4 is Officially OVER!!!
Parttyyy..!!

First of Happy Birthday to
Piggy!! [ cole]


And

David!!

Its been a long time since i blog ^^ due to some reason set ups.. My internet was block...DUN USE KAPESKY!!! sux wei lol... but good la when configure properly hehe
Anyway this week exam week, i last minute study alot!! kau alot..thanks to Alvin, simon, pam, ju whole of group 1 la...hehe last minute study moment really helped alot ^^ thanks Guys and Gurls ^^ .. Exam, was easier than mid term...dam WTF... hahaha i hope i get a good global avarage...if not sigh...

well starting 19 sept 2008 im going for my second training...at parade in sakae sushi ^^ sux when our 2nd training suppose to be all kitchen but i have to do service for 1month sigh....

While working part time in Parade...i meet my very very old friend...her name is Emily ^^ if i remember the last time i saw her is when form 3...if not mistaken..its been so long!! but today too tired cannot see her...lol. I organize to meet her wan today, haha but i think its ok la...since she got assignment to do.. Anyway tmrw im going for paint ball competition...organize by college, first time in my life im playing paint ball wanna experience it...lol then need go give resign?regisn...w/e letter to desert's bar, since stop edi...sad..but get to see them everyday hahah...during training of coz..

I miss church people alot...specially aim, and love ones haha...just when i wanna go back youth training, ill try make sat off so i can go youth ^^ Church church..haizz
Muiii!!! did i do something wrong?? must tell me, plz dont ignore me =(

Well i guess thats all for today...wanna go DOTA!! kick some AIs ass!!!

Tatata!! ^^

gonna miss term 4, how time flies. Just started day 1 and now ended...sigh

sorry aunty... lol

Kesian her




man Singapore radio station are much better than malaysian one i guess
I guess im ok now...controlled my emotions..lol... but there was something i did not want to hear...but nvm la...i can understand ^^



this is the best one

I hate today

Look man...i know i sucked badly today ok...dun think i dun know , dun have to remind me..
I did my homework...it did not turn out the way i wanted to..i dun blame the ppl who came late..woke up late..ok im blaming my self rite now, i dun even know how to face tomorrow to my group. i feel like an ass, i tried my best i really did, if i didn't i wouldn't even come today. I wouldn't even care. sorry la i screwed it up... I love pastry but its not my field, i tried to be organize but it doesn't seem to happen... SORRY LA DAVID...im not good enough.
Once the wound is stabbed, dun punch it in. Im hurt, really i am, this is a nightmare my first dissaster. We are learning,, so am i. I even threw away my pride and appologize to EVERYONE in the group. If im a bad chef today, plz do so say it. Wanna make the wound deeper please do so!! ok..

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I hate TODAY!!!!!!!!!! I HATE IT , I HATE IT!!!!!!!!

if wan me to appologize again... IM SORRY GROUP1 SOOOOOO F....SORRY I SCREW UP TODAY...

OMG!!!

Currently dam dam dam dam dam dam!!
Stress ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
i scared monday not enuf ingredients.
I scared what i plan all wrong..
omg im in a panic state rite now, i dun care bout food science rite now
All i wan is monday to over quick and Steady going...i am scared!!!
terrified... feel like im standing alone..
I hope im not...i hope my group stand by me....SORRY GUYS IF I FAIL U!!
Ill hang my self never to come back T_T

Today, went out with u.

I thought it was gonna be fun, walk around at time square w/e.
But i know this is important for u.. so i bare with it, When the whole time i was there i just felt...
Left out..haiz,, ur my mui, we should be closer than bf and gf.. Sorry i ruin ur day with my
emotions.. sorry

[PART 2] of What A day

Today, is like POW~!~!~! Full of Crazyness and all..
AS you can see, pictures down there, hehe
erm. there was presentation for french is like our assignment la,
so we have to act a celeb scene, but everything in french. And make it as interesting
as possible la. So we had singers, Gay actor[me], and [mr.anonymous] X.x [Shemale.]
hahahah its all fun la, learning is all bout fun,specially when comes to french.. mad-ness
With the lecturer lagi GG...

Then kitchen, we had basket style? if thats how u call it, it means
no guidance. like no recipe hehe, so everything if own skill and style.
I partner pam, hehe she kept saying sorry, aiya pam no need say sorry yah^^ im not
sooooo GOOD like someONE heheh ;) so yeah we learn from our mistakes''
[ANDY I WROTE BOUT PAM HAPPY NOW??]
So as i was saying, during studies we can aim to be number one. But like
when me , derrick, david and aiman were discussing, when we go out and work
its either big or small, skills is skills no more the best no more the number one
yes we still have our rankings and all, but it all comes down to that person... hehe
So yeah, we are not born perfect, so whoever pandai pandai say we are perfect and all,
go CHURCH ok, learn the truth seek the truth ok! xD

Today, i told her i would wait for her to finish dinner service, and like go home with her
Then, i only have like one reason to wait *Something laa* and i feel kinda bad coz
I left and went home first, im not trying to be bad ok, i did my very best to
contact her, but her cellphone was off, i even tried calling her friends to give her the message.
So i hope she dont think me as a fangkuater or something, Im soft xD what to do
ahahahah

Haizz,,,now i dam stress lo, thinking bout next monday.
Im the exu chef for pastry next monday. I hope it turns out well =(
I'm afriad that things would fall apart, i know im not good in all this
But Dc28~~!! group 1 i promist ill do my best to stay awake and organize.
Bare with me ok for just 1 day, then later hate me or love me la kk^^
If ur readin this...group1 hehehe im like pleading ok XD coz im very worried =(

What a DAy XD [part 1]

Omg what a Crazy day!!! ill explain in PART 2

Hmm

There are somethings in life which i wish it would repeat but..i guess it will never happen.

Girl keep it to ur self ok. I know its been a long time now, As i sit here staring at the computer *not a good idea* its so random thoughts of you just appear. I remember the day, first day where we were watching p.o.t.c2. At first u were on the beach chair, then u came down sat beside me. As time passes by u made me hold ur waist. I didn't made the move, i was scared, i was afriad, i thought it was only like flirting around kinda stuff. But when you gave the kiss at the cheek, i knew u were mine. We stoned there for a minute and i replied u with a kiss and say " i love u" . Hearing u saying it back to me made me so alive. But now, i cant seem to hear those words anymore. I cant seem to find it anywhere, As i sit here not sure to cry or to smile. Memories memories memories, no matter how sweet u can be memories there is always the bitterness in it. Thinking of my emotions right now, and i wanna cry eventhough im a guy, but as i sit here thinking of the old days, i realize its time to smile again. Let the tears fall and never to climb back up to the eyes, but a smile even if it falls no matter what it comes back with a smile. =)
I miss u, no one has replaced u yet, i know someone replace me long time ago, im happy that ur ok,good condition,when u emo dont forget in here, here to listen. there is always a 10% of u in my heart no matter where i go or what ill do. I just wish i could fix the mistake i done once, so that it would not break our hearts. Im the one who is selffish , im the one who made our breakup big. Im sorry for it, trully i am.


ok Here what just happen!! 9pm sharp!!! charles asked me for translator website from english to french, ok la i tell him. propelly the very good website i kinda lost it since stupid destop formated and all the bookmarks are gone. Then he blackmail me pulak, but i know him he wont do so.. Then ANDY!!! yeah andy im talkin bout u...blackmailer =P i know la ur kitchen very geng but...those poor ones like me, aiyo help la sikit =.= no need black mail me ma.... u should listen to mr.yeoh more la... ish...BLACK MAILER!!!!!! BLACK BLACK BLACK ANDY IS BLACKMAILER...carefull ppl andy lim mun kong can scam u!! and black mail!!! wakakakak!!!! [ Sorry la andy i just feel like writing bout u rite now.. heeh Blog page number 24 www.andylimslife.blogspot.com *fake* Today arrr i blackmail asher!! its so funny hahaha!!!!!!!!!!! ]

ok done... XD
Kinda stress bout next week monday, haiz... But when its time to shine...lets shine!! and Defeat the enemy ANDY LIM!! opss i ter say it again!! hahah... play play only ma...we are friends ma andy XD oppss. So yeah thinking of putting a target... rm1500 profit...dunno can make it or not, BUT I DUN WAN GIV ALL THIS MONEY TO college...so im planning take back wat we earn wakak!! not fair ma..we pay college like hell, then give us rm250 budget then take all the profit away without giving it to the students who work so hard to sell it. Even outside if we were treated like shit! we oso get pain for what we do...so...not fair...darn taylors money eaters ishh!!!

Anyway g2g now...need do the costing heheh and hang clothes =.=

tata..
-Andy lim- [nice name la i shall name my son andy lim park... second thought...nehhh]