Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Oh wednesday?

Today had pastry class, Ermm we did APPLE TART? lolz..yeah apple tart. Then we went CC!
DOTA DOTA...i saw the icon RO trinity, was so tempted to click on it and play haha. Miss Ro seriously so much liau..I'ma make back my private server muahahahah!! Wanted to see her^^ not gonna tell only know shes bout it haha.But terlepas so she went back first...Ermmm wat else haha, just came back from church Ate Fillet o Fish! damn its so like Tiny and perfect round now lolz..I wish it was like old days BIG AND ROUND! haha. Ermm currently Happy Dally mood so yea, gonna chat then go sleep soon..

There is Many nice song while i was finding close to u on youtube, Check them out here


Monday, October 29, 2007

i miss smth so badly!


My jie jie ask me play this ro, and i hav all the bgm again make me miss it so darn much! sadly i cant play apparently stupid anti virus is blocking it from connecting ! and i'm so angry!! ahhhh!!!!


Friday, October 26, 2007


Dunno what to do, so seinz... Later goin youth, Then got choir then come home. Ermm
I feel very very emo lately, lots of stress, anger, sadness many more. I just wanna sit down and cut my self up, i think even if i am bleeding rite now i cant feel the pain, coz so much pain has been let out this month and last month, I really been super sad since like 4ever. I think i'm living in hell rite now rather than earth. Sigh many things goin on, many many lots of negativity is thrown towards me, Sigh slowly eating me up.

I hate face book, stupid mail spamming, keep spamming me stupid notification. And so many things dam actually boring dunno why people enjoy it, sigh.!! hate so many things rite now. Yesterday damn stressful in restaurant. many mistakes many error, many shouting also! beh did i choose the correct course or not, i choose cooking not serving in stupid restaurant
that is hotel management side dammit!! I wanna explode!! and kill something!

Hate everything sigh, hate!

Thursday, October 25, 2007


Kinda Feel left out, today lunch not invited. Kinda lonely so i went library and emo there while reading book.
My blogspot something wrong, i cant change the color and align to center. Sigh, today is not my day. During Bus ride back home, i keep thinking of her. =(
I dont want to, but the things we done together keeps flashing in my mind, kinda sux Coz it slowly kills the inside of me.

Ms.nancy u sux! i hate u ur class is so damn boring, plz la dunno how to teach dont teach plz!!
At least adrian's class was great, guess the first day i tot he was boring and sucked but his a superb lecturer. We are doin HIV/AIDS awareness assignment . Alvin came up with the plan *not gonna tell*

Ermm,came back Kena firing from mom and dad left and right, coz apparently another kid was kidnap. So here comes the concern and start scolding for dunno wat hell reason. Now nothing much to do, chatting with laine, and wei chin and andy. Guess tmrw is gonna be really stressful first service in restaurant, sigh now many fridays is like holiday so all gonna replace class on saturday so sucky!!! yuck! hate it...Sigh
So yeah today is so not my day!!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Iklan iklan malaysia

I tot of using it here though.

This 1 is my fav:



All the Fast food:



Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Somebody wrote this poem for me

I hold my banner high as the flames lick at my dress and i wait 2 burn alive

tiny marks from threads of lost love ache with sorrow and pain, hurting me more than i dare b hurt again

i sit upon a stone chair and watch the distant rain

wishing my heart was like that cold and hard, but it will never be the same

It was shattered you see, though it had been fragile for a while

its how i came to be here, its how i came to realise

need no-one want nothing and u wont feel these flames

for they are the emotions and the memories that refuse to be forgotten

the slips of thought that keep you awake

they fuel the furnace of hatred, bitterness and lost faith

oh how am i to forget you when u changed my life so much

and you leave me in this living hell with no-one to hold

you say u would b ther 4 me but when the going gets rough ur gone

and ul always be ther but u delete me from ur frnd list

make up ur mind find ur path as mine has now been taken

my final words are these though i hope they are forever engraved in your memory

never treat sum1 as u treated me then leave them in the cold

one day sum1 strong will fight back and bring you to your knees

goodbye my old aqcuintence, u wise man and u fool

eternity is along time but forever i wish you adure

Sunday, October 21, 2007

I'm 18 Today

Happy Birthday me, Haha yes for some who dunno Oct 21 is Asher Park which is me, birthday.
So thank u everybody who wished me though i expected more from Aim and church and college people never the less thank u all for those who remembered. Specially u dear mui! Jennifer i love u so much, yer should had couple with u when form 3 la haha, =P Really lo among all Ur the first to wish me. Then it was Shannon, then lily then this morning in church others, haha.

But most of all, the most special person for today is Ee laine. Thank u for the cake^^ and spend the whole time with me, thank u. anyway, got dinner now from parents.
Well thats all.

this is my Bd cake!

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Soon, i be a diff person tomorrow

I kinda like this song, though its suppose be emo but i like it.

I like it the lyrics is on the song, so sing along.
Anyway today is saturday, as my title is today tomorrow diff person, well yeah. I am gonna change everythin i am from tomorrow, not all my self but apart which is been apart of me, so i hope many people can accept my changes, Kinda worries me.

Ermm, i got a new wallet it looks nice. I like it, thank u aunt esther.

Friday, October 19, 2007


Today kitchen was quite well actually Bad. Lots things messed up, no organization, team work oso tak da, many things din go well today. Even the customers complain there was hair in the Food then the whole class kena kau kau from Chef vincent.

Then went pool, played like 1 hour. Went to maths class, which sux like hell!! I mean teaching us like form3 maths. which is sooo OMG easy and dumb. Sigh

I guess i got nothing better to do now, I need to find a commie for my tai jie jie Eve in dc23, her friend is looking for a commie coming monday nite, any Dc or Dh 28 who is interested plz inform me, need help lo hhaa. plz arr really need help.

I'm planning to buy new phone, my phone is screwed up. It hangs then sometimes it auto reset reset and restart restart, so can consider my phone a retard what to do is sony ericsson T610 sigh.

I miss someone, maybe its just me but yeah cant help it haha. Other than that nothing else la. G2g now, i think my mom wants me to help her cook.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

joke.... see the picture omg....

Malaysia Bolih

Giving the taxi driver direction......

Driver: Nak ke mana cik?

Saya nak ke bandar Sunway. Dekat jer, rumah saya kat

Cik, kita ni orang Melayu. Tak boleh ke gunakan bahasa
yang lebih sopan.

Nak sopan macam mana lagi bang. Dah memang itu nama

Driver: !!!**????

now Look at the picture.


Rumors rumors rumors. First of all i'm not hiting on anybody ok. After wat happened last month, no way. Like in the song good charlote-dance floor anthem i dont wan be in luv. that is me now, If u think i'm hitting on people now, u people are so wrong this is me. I do wat i do, i know where is my limit and when to stop ok. So know me more then u know how i do so.

Pam, wat the hell was wrong with u, one second ur pissed with me then try to calm me and say u still merajuk. I tell u, u dont simply pissed me off or i will be ur worst nitemare. Think i wat, yes maybe i am soft, i care for ppl and many more. But hell no, if anyone pissed me off i tell u thats the end. Making it straight here so dont think i'm easy.

ONE more thing to all stupid annonymous ppl out there, why the hell u all so scared??? wat do u hav to lose if u tell me who u are, if ur not even related to me plz la, dont simply talk. Want to annonymous. specially that stranger telling me i'm not a man?? wTF WTF WTF??? u hide ur name for wat, ur the chicken dont even wan tell who u are scared is it.. come la

Waste my time being angry, anyway today. Pastry class, started off with stupid fight with pam, warn u arr pam then made breads creme puff choc paste.. Good la taste good XD
Edmond kesian kena accident. lucky din panic, first time liau. edmond jia you! then we went cc
i was killing and dying so..yeah ying and yang seimband lolz.

Ermmm got nth else to say, so yeah thats it.

Monday, October 15, 2007

Sick and down

*cough cough cough* * achuu achuu achuu*

DAmn laa, i damn sick edi. Sigh

I found out something bout me. Even though i'm happy or something, i'm actually really sad. Sad that why this things is happening? cant i have a better life? I mean, i want a new phone i wan a laptop of my own, so i dont need to suffer with this crappy 3com wireless shit. Sometimes i wish i have lots of money, though i cant buy happiness i can buy stuff to make my self happy. Sigh , but god gave me a purpose to live this life, so i have to face everyday a new challenge with a big heart.

Somebody called my house? stupid la my maid dunno how to ask for name... now i finding for who called me, but dunno where to start. Sigh

Good charlote- dance floor anthem well i keep hearing this song, i think i memorize the lyrics edi, i really like it. I feel like thats the song of my current mood, current status. Sigh. * cough cough*

Simon happy Birthday! haha.

Emmm just ignore this part people. I got new pic of my self" syock sendiri moment" taken from Julian's phone lolz. ty Julian

Well thats all good nite. *achuuu*

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Memories~! and Ending of Feelings

Ok, where shall i start.

yesterday, i sms her. Asking is there a second chance for us to, maybe not now but in the future. She replied no there isn't.

Ok, this is my conclusion. I tried so hard, yet it has failed, i guess this last sms was my last try to see if there was any chances eventhough i really wanted her to say maybe only maybe that will ease my heart. But no it failed, so last night in aunt betty house I told my self each deep breath i let go represents the every memory from the very starting moment i fall in luv with her till the end of it. breath 1 is when i meet her before AIM,2 during aim we went out with darren and ian eat at sushi king. goes on to calvary youth field day,friday prayer meets, easter practise emmy lou's house when it was our first day of relationship, that nite , sundays, saturdays, I can remember everythin we ever done together since day 1. Like after this skit i perform as devil, we went to burger king then went practice. Till her klpac every wed we like meet in amcorp and i would buy her dinner at mcD. Till rach soon house many more. All this are so precious memory to me, i guess i let everything go last nite, even my love for her. Now i'm neutral just only left a big hole a big scar in my heart. It would heal but not going to be fast. Like just now, when i sat next to rach though i knew she came wearing white shirt, i din even looked at her. i know its like i dont care anymore. I guess its over, and i'm happy with it.

Okayy~~ too much about the past. now i'm all bout the future, so one last message to lee en if ur reading this, Dear erm, u be a good girl now and take care of ur self, u know i will be fine and i know u too so keep ur dreams high and i'm here if u need help ok^^

Now, yesterday i cook spaghetti, learn form college. ermm, i'm suppose to like go camp today but sry too malas hahaha. oh on the way back from church i heard this song, let me find it then i edit and post it up here.
Good Charlotte Dance Floor Anthem Lyrics

She’s going out to forget they were together

All that time he was taking her for granted

She wants to see if there’s more

than he gave she’s looking for

He calls her up

He’s trippin on the phone now

He doesn’t want her out there

And alone now

He knows she’s movin it

Knows she’s using it

Now he’s losing it

She don’t care

Everybody put up your hands

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

to the beat now

If you’ve got nothing left

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Back it up now

You’ve got a reason to live

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Feelin' good now

Don’t be afraid to get down

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

He was always giving her attention

Looking hard to find the things she mentioned

He was dedicated

But most suckers hate it

That girl was fine

But she didn’t appreciate him

She calls him up

She’s tripping on the phone now

He had to get up

And he ain’t comin home now

He’s tryin to forget her

That’s how we come with him

When he first met her

When they first got together

Everybody put up your hands

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

to the beat now

If you got nothing left

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Back it up now

You got a reason to live

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Feelin' good now

Don’t be afraid to get down

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

To the beat (x3)

You got nothing to lose

Don’t be afraid to get down

We break up

It’s something that we do now

Everyone has got to do it sometime

It’s okay, let it go

Get out there and find someone

It’s too late to be trippin' on the phone here

Get off the wire

You know everything is good here

Stop what you’re doin'

You don’t wanna ruin

The chance that you got to

find a new one

Everybody put up your hands

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

to the beat now

If you got nothing left

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be alone

Back it up now

You got a reason to live

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Feelin' good now

Don’t be afraid to get down

Say I don’t wanna be in love

I don’t wanna be in love

Now you know what to do, so come on feelin' good

Friday, October 12, 2007

wat i upload today xD

Kinda dumb coz Uncle peter send this video to me...talkin about i-rack and i-ran lolz enjoy

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Lolz,doin this in college

Take a look at this stuffz:

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...erotic
Your hugs are...warm
Your eyes...light up a day
Your touch is...heart warming
Your smell is...exotic
Your smile is...encouraging
Your love of a kind

lolz. Say it in a manner like ur sooo drawn towards it. Uh, yourr kiss are sooo erotic~ ur hugs ahh so warm your eyes just lights up a day. Your touch is heart waming, ur smell is exotic. Your smile is so encouraging. Your! love is just one of a kind. Lolz say it like ur dragging it or in a romantic date where u tell ur date: ur eyes are so shiny like the stars in the sky, ur lips are so , so , so??? i dunno ur lips lolz.

ok now see this:
What Makes You.. by SheBangs12
Your name?
Your gender?
What makes you sexy?Everything
What makes you pretty?Your figure
What makes you loveable?How fun you are
What makes you fun?Your positive attitude
What makes you irresistable?Your flirtatious nature
What makes you cute?How you talk

and this:
Who is your buffy or angel (female) true love?
by buffygirlfranny
Your Name
When You Will MeetFebruary 18, 2030
Who Will It BeKendra
Will You MarryMaybe

How gangsta are you? by Aladinsane85
Your Name
Your New Gangster NameMilla Killa
Your Gangster Percent
Your Money You'll Make Hustling$816,057
Number of People In Your gang56
Number Of Times You'll Get Shot2
What You'll Look Like Gangster

Funny laa
How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
...believe in true love?
Your hands sayWith me, you'll never be lost.
Your eyes sayI'm so lucky.
Your hugs sayI promise I will try to keep you safe.
Your kisses sayYou mean the world to me.
Your body saysI want to wake up beside you.
Your heart saysI love you.

got more
Your Superhero Persona
by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero NameThe Ferret
Super PowerCan Cry On Command
EnemyThe Gangsta
Mode Of TransportationSkateboard

lolz my weopan sux man XD. sorry just had to do this
You make me smile because... by xLiL PreP1x
Your Laugh ....Is envied by many
Your Smile ...Is inspired
Your eyes ...Are mysterious
Your scent is....Too cute
Your lips are...Perfect
Your hair ....Looks great on you
Your friendship ....Is Trusting
Your hug ...Makes me feel safe
Your kiss ...A perfect 10!
Your love ....Outta this world!
You .....are one of a kind!

and lolz
How would you do on American Idol? by geela
Simon saysSuperb
Paula saysTerrific!
Randy saysGreat personality
Success levelYou are the World Idol!

Your secret Addiction
by khaiptah
Name ?
Your Secret Addiction is ...the National/State Lottery
When you Discovered thisMarch 20, 2026
Where were you when you found out?naked in a fish tank
How much it will cost you by the time you die ..$236
Treatment OptionsElectro Shock Treatment

thats all i'm goin now bye

Tuesday, October 9, 2007


Nick chew happy birthday dumb dumb XD!

Hmm, my life is now getting back to normal so thats good. I still miss her alot, watching all those couples in college make me soo jealous haha, Even my Best fren was like teasing me by kissing his gf infront of my. I was like Wat the hell man, i know laa lolz. No comment but *cough cough* cant say name, u sux at kissing. no not u lee en, my best fren haha. Some more through webcam wor....i'm sure when he go off9 , G G ! dunno wat they gonna do lolz.

Hmmm Eve, haha smiled at me today so i guess, she's ok and thats good. Eerrr problems, many moral project, geo project, bahh and many more haha.

Hmm, i guess single is ok la. though i was single for like 3 years then cpl with her, I'm still thinking back of the days we were together. Cried bout it, tears just come out. Hey i'm a korean ok, we cry alot! XD neva see those korean show meh. hahah. well All i wan is to see u happy and continue loving u though ur no longer there, Well i'm such a simple guy Neva ask for alot. ^^ So yeah miss the old Sweet days. *cough cough*

Hmm, thank u derrick for sending me home today, its raining even now While i'm typing its raining. And i dont like politics in college, but no choice have to live with it. Oh and i dunno why my pool so called "PRO SKILLS" karat edi. Sigh soooooo sad! lolz

Well got nothing much to do now, I guess i go Cs or something.


Monday, October 8, 2007

Sorry eVe

Eve! so sorry if bala Scold u for my mistakes!
Aiyo i feel so terrible if she kena scolding man! I first time commie, Experience was great, haha they really c an work their ass out.! they all like super man and woman in the kitchen. And very wise and smart, if got not enuf ingredient ask ppl and take lolz. Lots of time manging,team work effort and partnership. So i give all my respect to the seniors in DC23! *tapett*

Well i'm dead tired gonna fall asleep haha, ok bye bye

Sunday, October 7, 2007

Today, during church i was actually having bad headache. Maybe not enough of rest. And I cant believe i cant stop thinking about My break up, what i been through I mean this stuff not suppose to come to my mind edi, It should be washed off. =(
Sigh, Really wish time can fly backwards. Tomorrow i'm commie for Eve, senior in culinary arts, edmond julian simon as well would be there. Dunno who else but its gonna be a surprise if i see whole of DC28 group 1 there haha.
Didn't go for evening service,Having bad headache. I just close my eyes on the bed and feel asleep. Haha felicia, ur rite I menangpun desperado haha. Well, the pain is still there and i dunno how to aid it, maybe finding new GF or just stay loyal and wait for things to happen. This matter all i really dunno how to deal with it, People even my self can easily say " Let go, just let go" But in reality letting go isn't easy, letting something go does not just give in without a fight. I still love her, yes i do no matter what the hell u guys tell me what she is, how she is or w/e i dont care! Maybe i'm stupid/dumb/idiot to keep falling for her, i dont care man. Its my life i choose who i want to love and care for.

I found CS bots!! weee feel so happy lolz. finally can shot something!! die bots die!!
actually i got no idea wat to type edi, whether to write a message or go sleep.
Lee en Girl, my heart is open for u anyday. =) your Ex bf sitting here in front of the computer ready to help u at any time =) just ask and it will be done depending on the situation.

Hmmm i think i said too much, i write sooo much bout u lee en, during our relationship and now after i still write about u. Dunno why maybe i got no topic to write in my blog *slaps head* stupidity XD

Anyway good nite everybody who ever who read this

Saturday, October 6, 2007


First! : Now i dunno why i still love u, everytime i just see u, I know i feel that feeling of love. Its edi over for us i know, but how i wish we could get back but not gonna happen rite?? Now i wish i could stop loving u, but i cant i try soo hard but i still cant let go of that darn feeling. Sorry u were in the bad mood, i wanted to talk to u, suppose to tell u something. U had bad mood, I was only trying to help, do dont blame me if i say wrong thing, coz i dunno why ur angry. All this time u neva tell me anything, so dont expect i would know ok.

Second: just came back from AIM reU dinner, wAaaaa syock man the porridge steam boat. Eat till so full! John yee!! u arr, Food Lover but dunno how to see Food XD *wink wink* aim ppl i'm sure u know wat i'm talkin about hahah. Crack egg also @.@" Lolz

Third: I DONATED BLOOD, I'm like so proud of my self rite now, its my first time some more!! i thought it was gonna hurt real bad! but no it din, lol even they poke with the needle also no pain.... IMMUNE man!! haha no laaa,coz in college chop veggy meat all cut finger many times, soo cant feel the small pain lolz.

Anyway i'm off now, Lee en sorry if i offended u ok?? i Just want to care for u. Sorry

Friday, October 5, 2007


Why every time i just look at that picture, i keep falling for u. Sigh, i wish i stoped loving u, but i dunno why i cant. Cant i stop loving u?? i dunno liau.

Anyway i'm goin to church soon to donate blood, my first time

NaNa naan nanan a aaa

A deserve rest after a super long day of work!> haha well today we were doin service, Group 1 is inc charge of the kitchen . We made salad, chicken and the desert was prepared by the other culinary arts students. mmmm the comment was salad was great, chicken was:bluehh and desert was @.@" lolz no need to say also u know. I can cook the ckicken , i remembered all the steps. Hehe

Ok i cant really see white while typing blog coz stupid background is white when u are typing haha. Hmmm i'm really really tired now, close eyes sure sleep edi lolz. hmm i have this mood for Foosball rite now haha. I wanna so to Aussie Tasmania, who want to go invite me, i promise a good good friend of mine that i would go there and find her^^ "Im coming soon dear wait for me!! haha

Hmmm, single-hood so far ok la, i think I feel being like more in college these days, well actually i dunno but i feel that way. Feeling for dota, now soo weird laa XD from foosball to dota... Hmm well i think thats all i'm gonna write for today

Thursday, October 4, 2007

*poke Poke*

Hmmm, poke poke. Ok today class wasn't sooo boring at least Mr.adrian was Good haha. Wooo!! go moral.
I saw Ian walking passed by me, and he hit me lolz. Saw my senior at Pool, dam scared to talk to her becoz i stole her pool table! senior so sorry^.^

Tomorrow is gonna a tiring day, we are gonna work in the kitchen for service. I hope can remember the steps and make delicious food haha. Anyway i'm gonna take pic of the class bringing my cam inside! dont care bring lolz!!!

I miss u!! Yes u!! miss u soo darn much. ^.^ Glad ur happy

Ashley tisdale *Drolls alot* Just look at her!!!!!!

Look at that smile look at the pose sooo WOW! *drolls* ashley! almost like my name Asher.
Asher ashley asher ashley!!! see our name match. hehe

Hmmm ASHLEY!! lolz, aww great smile! lolz
Currently doing: blogging msn and hearing elliott yamin: wait for you
I really like elliot yamin's song, ongs have lots of message to it,by the lyrics slowly listen there is a message in every song, So lee en! if ur reading baby i will wait for u

Well, I dunno wat to say edi. But really hope you would come back to my arms again. Sigh, Asher !! stop being emo, sorry i am.

Well got to go now tata!

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Joke of the day:
Irish joke
John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said,
"Here's to spending the rest of me life, between the
legs of me wife!!!"

That won him the top prize at the pub for the best
toast of the night!

He went home and told his wife, Mary,
"I won the prize for the best toast of the night"

She said "Aye, did ye now. And what was your toast?"

John said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life,
sitting in church beside me wife."

"Oh, that is very nice indeed, John!" Mary said.

The next day, Mary ran into one of John's drinking
buddies on the street corner. The man chuckled
leeringly and said,
"John won the prize the other night at the pub with
a toast about you, Mary."

She said,
"Aye, he told me, and I was a bit surprised myself.
You know, he's only been there twice in the last four
years. Once he fell asleep, and the other time I had
to pull him by the ears to make him come."

6 Reasons not to mess with children.


A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales.

The teacher said it was physically impossible for a
whale to swallow a human because even though it was
a very large mammal its throat was very small.

The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a

Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could
not swallow a human; it was physically impossible.

The little girl said...
"When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah."

The teacher asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?"

The little girl replied, "Then you ask him."



A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom
of children while they were drawing. She would
occasionally walk around to see each child's work.

As she got to one little girl who was working
diligently, she asked what the drawing was.

The girl replied, "I'm drawing God."

The teacher paused and said...
"But no one knows wh at God looks like."

Without missing a beat, or looking up from her
drawing, the girl replied...
"They will in a minute."



A Sunday school teacher was discussing the Ten
Commandments with her five and six year olds.

After explaining the commandment to "honor" thy Father
and thy Mother, she asked....
"Is there a commandment that teaches us how to treat
our brothers and sisters?"

Without missing a beat one little boy (the oldest of a
family) answered, "Thou shall not kill."



The children had all been photographed, and the
teacher was trying to persuade them each to buy
a copy of the group picture.

"Just think how nice it will be to look at it when you
are all grown up and say, 'There's Jennifer, she's a
lawyer,' or 'That's Michael, He's a doctor.'

A small voice at the back of the room rang out,
"And there's the teacher, she's dead."



A teacher was giving a lesson on the circulation of
the blood.

Trying to make the matter clearer, she said...
"Now, class, if I stood on my head, the blood, as
you know, would run into it, and I would turn red
in the face."

"Yes," the class said.

"Then why is it that while I am standing upright in
the ordinary position the blood doesn't run into my

A little fellow shouted.....
"Cause your feet ain't empty."



The children were lined up in the cafeteria of a
Catholic elementary school for lunch. At the head
of the table was a large pile of apples.

The nun made a note, and posted on the apple tray:
"Take only ONE. God is watching."

Moving further along the lunch line, at the other
end of the table was a large pile of chocolate
chip cookies.

A child had written a note...

"Take all you want. God is watching the apples."

Ahhh!!! I"m in love with Ashley tisdale!! wooohooo ur the BOMB!! *drolls*
Hear her music man! there before this post i put the youtube, the song rox and she rox!!
Ok i'm finding people to fill my heart again, not as in getting a new Gf to kill off the old pain, Finding people to hang out, to care for ea other aiya! you would know wat i mean la. Now single,hmmm people ask me, sooo Asher how is single life now? My answer : Very very Boring and lonely. =P O.o" now is 10.41pm they playing High school musical song,haha. Apparently I want to hear music now on my computer,but my Audio Driver like Just vanish, out of the bluez its Pooof gone!. weird man....Cant find my driver now, sigh suffering, computer without sound is SCARY~ its Silent-ness! *shivers*
Tmrw is Geography in PMR so Good luck pmr student! woo u go! jia you, gambateh.
Ermmm i got nothing else better to do edi. Time to sleep then nite!!!

MY dream girl lolz, i been admiring this girl for so long XD....see now she is singing o.o

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

This pic well its only 1 and i think my lantern is inside..So post this first then later add more


Ok, today I'm confess everything.
Yes, I want her back so badly till i cant sleep everynite just thiking bout her.
No,i'm not gay.
Yes, i think i'm sensitive
No, I love being with people around.
Yes, i hate lonely-ness
No, i dont study
Yes, doin is better than writing for me
No, i cant drive yet
Yes,i miss being a couple
No, i wont find other Gf than her.
Yes, i will continue MY life.
No, i Dislike some of my friends but not all
Yes, i would help the ppl back if they help me, and i will help as much as i can for them
No,i'm not a rich guy
Yes, I'm simple

I want to spill it out, i cant tahan being alone. I know i have friends,family,love one i really cant. I have the same dream again,this time i din wake up at the white flash. The dream continue and i think its a vision from God above. And not gonna tell it coz its personal, it involves many life me,hers,church,college and friends. I think its a sign from God, but i'm gonna slowly fulfill it.

One of my old fren during prim school called me earlier in the bus, he told me he got a GF asked me whether i can bring my gf out together with his. Sadly i told him i'm single now, he says" well asher it sux sometimes u know, but keep loving that person, and if that person really loved u once, she will come back to u." I"m not sure bout this words he says, yes i want her back but i guess i can neva make her to Love me again, I dunno why i just feel that she is going to be gone forever. I really wish,breaking up is something just quiet and silent so nobody would comment or disturb bout it.
And finally


-I'm out now,bye!-

Monday, October 1, 2007


Well, Term2 started. Meet with friends again, got a few hugs well they miss me haha.
I have this crazy for pool now, haha just killed John and chester, but its by luck only thanks to jia loong for teaching me how to play.

I dont really wanna talk bout this topic anymore,but blog is a place where u can express your feelings freely, I been feeling awful lonely, ever since that week. Every nite, this is the truth. I been dreaming of her, well we were in the beach with her friends and mine, but i keep trying to talk to her, she couldn't listen. Well, i been praying bout this things to stop somehow it keeps coming back. I'm quite down now,I keep thinking when i walk on the beach, go to a mall, watch movie I would had to sit alone i mean with my friends but feel lonely. I given up everything and left it few days ago, and i actually stopped loving her. But now, tears just come as I keep on... keep on...Realize i haven let go of everything. I"ll be ok, i usually can dump this feelings fast,but its not happening to me this time. One thing i really cant believe is, while i was with her, there was like no changes in the environment in college, though ppl know its been hard and sad for me, nth much changed ITs feels awkward.

Hmmm,Well back to college stuff Accounts sux! i hate it. MAde lots of jokes, many is lame. Have great time laughing like an Ass. I would like to know, If anybody would to love me, how would you like to have the relationship?? Plz leave comments on the tag board, this is more like a discussion to me. I have people who loved me and now hates me, Its not bout lee en its some one else, hmmm, i wonder. Anyway i'm off now to dinner adious!