Ok, where shall i start.
yesterday, i sms her. Asking is there a second chance for us to, maybe not now but in the future. She replied no there isn't.
Ok, this is my conclusion. I tried so hard, yet it has failed, i guess this last sms was my last try to see if there was any chances eventhough i really wanted her to say maybe only maybe that will ease my heart. But no it failed, so last night in aunt betty house I told my self each deep breath i let go represents the every memory from the very starting moment i fall in luv with her till the end of it. breath 1 is when i meet her before AIM,2 during aim we went out with darren and ian eat at sushi king. goes on to calvary youth field day,friday prayer meets, easter practise emmy lou's house when it was our first day of relationship, that nite , sundays, saturdays, I can remember everythin we ever done together since day 1. Like after this skit i perform as devil, we went to burger king then went practice. Till her klpac every wed we like meet in amcorp and i would buy her dinner at mcD. Till rach soon house many more. All this are so precious memory to me, i guess i let everything go last nite, even my love for her. Now i'm neutral just only left a big hole a big scar in my heart. It would heal but not going to be fast. Like just now, when i sat next to rach though i knew she came wearing white shirt, i din even looked at her. i know its like i dont care anymore. I guess its over, and i'm happy with it.
Okayy~~ too much about the past. now i'm all bout the future, so one last message to lee en if ur reading this, Dear erm, u be a good girl now and take care of ur self, u know i will be fine and i know u too so keep ur dreams high and i'm here if u need help ok^^
Now, yesterday i cook spaghetti, learn form college. ermm, i'm suppose to like go camp today but sry too malas hahaha. oh on the way back from church i heard this song, let me find it then i edit and post it up here.
Good Charlotte Dance Floor Anthem Lyrics
She’s going out to forget they were together
All that time he was taking her for granted
She wants to see if there’s more
than he gave she’s looking for
He calls her up
He’s trippin on the phone now
He doesn’t want her out there
And alone now
He knows she’s movin it
Knows she’s using it
Now he’s losing it
She don’t care
Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
to the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
He was always giving her attention
Looking hard to find the things she mentioned
He was dedicated
But most suckers hate it
That girl was fine
But she didn’t appreciate him
She calls him up
She’s tripping on the phone now
He had to get up
And he ain’t comin home now
He’s tryin to forget her
That’s how we come with him
When he first met her
When they first got together
Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
to the beat now
If you got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Back it up now
You got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
To the beat (x3)
You got nothing to lose
Don’t be afraid to get down
We break up
It’s something that we do now
Everyone has got to do it sometime
It’s okay, let it go
Get out there and find someone
It’s too late to be trippin' on the phone here
Get off the wire
You know everything is good here
Stop what you’re doin'
You don’t wanna ruin
The chance that you got to
find a new one
Everybody put up your hands
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
to the beat now
If you got nothing left
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be alone
Back it up now
You got a reason to live
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Feelin' good now
Don’t be afraid to get down
Say I don’t wanna be in love
I don’t wanna be in love
Now you know what to do, so come on feelin' good
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