Wakakak... i found something from facebook...which was posted up a long long time ago... Chef rex When he was THIN!!! yes now he is fatter XD ok la bigger size only.
Well today is a tiring day... went to college, then after ms.vivi class went to pastry room help and to see and to learn how to make tiramisu Andy's style XD
Then went lunch with edmond, charles, alvin at chicken rice near....somewhere i dunno =.= then went to edmond's house And we played...digimon =.=
then came back college, went for pastry class and did brownies... Great XD

Planning for Feb14, what to do...i hope u din make ur self busy on that day...coz i told u to make ur self free ONLY for me *haha kedekut!* i dun wan it to be like last year...sighzz, I will try again ^^ it would be more fun, interesting and so on.

Well,, i got SKIN DEASEASE!! omg!!! im gonna be a zombi =.= i got a serious problem, my skin at my neck and hands..problem, bahh i cant fix it!! and i dun wanna go hospital! dam... what to do =(

Feel like dying

I feel like dying!! Stupid Skin problem..
Bahh painfull ness
=(
This my jie... i love her ^^
why? coz of her, i found that girl. Coz of her, i got together with that girl.
Coz...She is my jie ^.^
Gosh look at my eyes and neck...Skin problem..Sigh!! =(

back to youth

Im back in youth, Calvary youth.
Not bad after so long ppl still notice who i am.. lol
I got comments like " is that who i think he is?? Asher!!!! hi.."
or " hey there's a face we dont see often"
or " hey Asher how has it been?? still working?"

Well yah that happens when you dont go back to a place for a long itme ^^
I miss Calvary youth, those old memory. place where i meet great friends, people who cared for me, who are willing to help me, who loved me =(
You look different, when u walked passed by me, i noticed ur diff. Makes me wonder, i still miss u. But not like, nvm ^.^ ill keep the feelings to my self.

Anyway Thank you erwin!! sending me to church today...i appreciate it haha ^^
Wei chin!! A.k.a mommy of calvary youth choir! to me XD
I dun know i just wanted to call her mom... Sorry wei chin=P
I dont know bout u, but i dun feel like going back to rangers. hmmm
I think its time to stop, not really interested anymore. ~no more~

Mui looks greast today ^^ im glad, she accepted me back as a friend and a brother (=
i dont wan to lose a great person like her ^^

Back to School

Day one in college =.= Again....

Aiyoo... first class...ms.vivi... "morning class, yet i am the one again teaching ur groups. I would remember ur name and faces but not all" *she never remember us* Ok class, thats all...thank you... What the...10min talk talk ...bye!! =.=

Then who's class arr...ohh english class, ms or mrs.. jacqulien? -.-" make us write a paragraph, then bye... 45min...done -.-

Last lec...mrs soo sian *so sein* suzzane gaie... Wth Kiwi girl =.= from australlia... her english essent is like.. oh Em gi -.-

Then then...nth loh...go back...hahah went to parade...sushi there...went to see desserts bar... same thing lah... Saw edmond, charles and simon there...shopping -.- eat icecream oso lol... After that took the cab back... i was having stomach ache Sigh...

Im not qualified as a player...never was and never is -.-
And im not despo -.- god dammit...i changed...slowly see lah.. u LoL Person who ever u are =.=
Im a flirt?? U can say so... coz guys flirt...and so do i...


im not perfect... if i am...ill be God or smth -.-

What pisses me off..is Backstabbers

Am i a player?? omg..
That Friend of mine told this girl i like, that im a despo for GF!!! Water Fish!!
OK la maybe i was despo...but for 1 girl only..1 girl whom i like since last year january.. And gosh..guys sure have crush on other girls rite...seeesch../
Well what have i done...to make ppl call me? is being nice to everyone, is being close to everyone? is that a sin...is that call player?? Wtf is this bullshit?


So my friend translated this for me: but this one...i dont know...but i have this great feeling its for me.. From chinese to english of coz.. chinese word i wont put here...but u can find it...slowly =.=
"me n u are too alikejavascript:void(0)
it scares me
until idk what to do
damn it! let me go
i duwan to teman u play
don't "use" my prihatin
but value me like a "sui yu" *canton = water fish
me n ur other sui yu is diff
not everything u ask for has to be urs
what u ask for that u will never get is my heart
i wil never give it to a player like u
and i won't change my attitude because of u
i tahan u enuf, dun think that u r handsome then can "wai"
diu! almost stolen my heart
-the end-"



So so...have i done anything wrong?? is loving someone really wrong?? and WHY DID THAT BITCH told her that im despo for a GF???? im not despo for a GF she said no to me...but i took it easy...just annoyed coz its the third time =.= [okay~~ thrid time] yeah...i just cant stop liking her thats all... rite? =(
Sigh..i changed...im diff..im not like wat i was ok...Bah...today u came...really make me pissed off...im glad..that i wont be talking or gonna see u for a long time...but college is college ill still see that backstabbers face....
When i told the backstabber...that girl is gonna work together with us here.. u told me what? " yer Park why u let that...that...whore??or slut...to work here..dam la... " ill remember ur words.... i will...u wait... dun have to act..like u 4goten w/e shits...i remember things...and this one ill remember for the rest of my life! u Biatch!!!

Miss Korea

I miss my korean family T_T
my brother and dad..went to korea..me and my mom couldn't go coz..too exp Plus its winter..so its too cold and spending should be alot.
the last pic...that girl with my brother? she is my Fav causie..coz she can speak english and i LOVE HER!! *sarangheo*
aww i missed her so much..she should be about 30 next year...sigh find a husband causie...i missed u =(

before 2009

Well before 2009 comes!! things i must say... things i must tell...

First of all pic...
This is my causie.. from korea...my brother and dad. went there..she was thinner =.= haha but still pretty ^^ i know why its winter they eat more i guess to keep warm haha XD

anyway...
First of all: Sorry
IM sorry to everybody..If i have been a jack ass... loser... a bad friend..too much of a flirt..and to a mui whom i love alot..Carmen..im sorry for what i done, I just wanted to treat u more than a Fake brother..i wantd to be a real brother to u, sorry...Sorry if i disbehave..sorry if i shouted at anyone..sorry if i hurt ur feeling if i tease you too much.. Everybody im sorry from the deep deep deepest down in my heart...and im honest.. really i am sorry..lets put it all to a past and leave it all behind in 2008.. mui..or carmen...i hope we still can be friends or brother sister =(

Second!...
I wanna say thank you to everybody!! =}
Thank you for being there for me,
Thank you for being my friend,
Thank you for taking care of me,
Thank you for giving me Things,
Thank you for the Friendship we have,
Thank you for Everything ^^
Thanks guys and Girls of coz.. for a wonderful 2008..
I meet, I get, I gone through alot alot of things, it helped me to change alot, 2009 would be a big change in my life. Things that i promise my self that i would stop doing, things that im gonnna work hard for. Im Bless with everything..and i wanna thank God for giving me a blessed 2008.. and i hope 2009 would be a better one.

As all the people who are born in 1989! wooho :P We are all growing up. We are no longer gonna be teens anymore.. we are going to be 20!! Young adult =D
So as part of growing up, i wanna be matured, in everything. Thinking acting playin all.. Try my best...And F**** the rest hahaha... sakae sushi..MOTO!! created by : Park, sunny, norman, bong, ahlong.

Third and final:
Next year resolutions:
1. Stop..a bad habbit
2. Study hard.
3. Find a Gf =.= [ see how ]
4. Find a good job once grad
5. grow up and mature.
6. Less FLIRTING! 100% sure, coz it sucks when someone hates you for that.
7.Try to get my own car
8. Get back all my friends that i was bad to..
9. To be a Better man.
10. LOVE GOD MORE WOOHOO!!

Lastly i wanted to say this, To the girl i know, i love, happy new year. Soon our friendship as friends will reach 1year.. since the day i meet u till now its gonna be 1year edi haha ^^Be a good girl..

I just wanna be me! My rules, our love life, one hand, together all one heart!!

Happy new year!!! 2009 HERE I COME BABY!!

What is it...

What the thing thats keep me going...

I am who i am, i go by my own rules.
I like to , Think..
Thinking helps alot.. But thinking of only 1 matter is like... Thinking of A,
But the thing is... there is Item B and C that usually many or alot of people dont notice it.
When people are sad... Things usually go.. Why this happen to me.? Why am i so unlucky.? Why doesn't she/he likes me.. why he/she hates me?
For me.. yes i admit ill think of that A to..why this why that..why me..why.why..why... But as i said thinking is nice... I think of..u know if this happen to me, whats the benefit, of me and her?? I keep saying to my self, If i continue emo-ing.. how would the other person feel... simple..its either they feel bad..or they think bout u... worst =.=
I dont know...its the way i think that keep me going on... I just got Re***ted.. Fine i am very sad bout it...almost a year i like this girl.. All i wanted is just us to be together, I don like to prison my Gf's i like to keep it free, Its the i trust u thing.. and u trust me.. but don go over the limit.. I dont mind that type of relationship where.. go out less, meet less, or anything.. for me..thats fine..it makes u happy and makes me happy that all matters. Why must one person jail his Gf? it gets so stuffy, stuck up, and wont last long... aT least when meet less, go out less, but still together, can really appreciate the time when we are together. I dont know why i wanted to type this out... maybe its becoz i want someone to read it, But...hmm i need go think more and more again..

I emo-ed while working, everyone could see it. I wasn't cured from the effects yet. But after awhile, while emo-ing and not many custermors I think, Ppl would talk bad bout me, and whats the point of emo-ing when whats done is already done.. So, have to go back my normal self.. I have no regrets. I still like her, i still love her and.. Will do anything for her... Even die..give all my money...clothes what ever.. MY life belongs to her..its up to her to keep it..break it... throw it..used it...anything...I just want to see her smiling, and always be close to me...coz i dont wanna lose, A girl like her...

Tied up from work, i wanted to like... go eat CRAB!!! with my mom..and her staff and partners on new year eve... But i have to work..leaving my poor dog at home..lonely...no food... SAD!!! Shift starts at 1..finish 10..i think i would need to rush home..and settle house hold stuffs..

Eh...i want to play RO!! yes RagnaRok Online!! again... aww i missed it... kinda forgoten how to make my own server... who got the latest cd... give me..or donate =.= i wanna play ro Again soo badly...tired of dota-ing... Sigh...

Thanks mui and her bf nick..sending me home today!1 and had a great time eating and drinking..and playing cards with JOE...and dammit..he always win it all... DAM DAM DAM DAM... oh well..