Lovely isn't it, flowers... Flowers beautiful aren't they...Flowers adorable aren't they.
Flowerss, flowers, flowers...
Flowers, they are like Ones feeling for someone else,
When one is empty and lonely, it does not blossom, only leafs.
When it found someone to impress, It blossoms, showing off the beauty of it.
And the time period is over, it dies, turns black and eventually falls off.
Flowers, they represent our feelings, when we are single, lonely or alone, we are just
the leafs. We dun want to blossom, we dun want to be a pretty flower.
but when someone special enters our life, we blossom. we want to express our feelings, we bloom
presenting the flower of our feelings, at many times it looks great.
it look lovely, beautiful from the outside in.
But when that special someone leaves, leaving us heart broken. The flower
will wither, being dead inside out, all black.
So flowers flowers... When we give flowers to someone...is it the meaning? does it some how represents
our feelings when we give flowers to someone?.
flowers, flowers, flowers. I was blooming, till i withered. Dry from the inside out. Flowers..how pretty u are
, in the end u would still be hurt. no Point..
I'm not emo-ing, Its my thought.. are we like a plant..without the help of ppl watering us..can we stay alive? appreciate ur friends and family..for they have water u through out ur life...mm friends... =)
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Flowers of life.
Since there is nothing much to do..at home i been viwawa all day @@~!
Holy cow, dam boring la, many ppl on holiday like david chris all in Sg now...charles dunno where edmond oso dunno where alvin oso dunno where..oh alvin..most prob training edi or....with someone rite now hahah XD
www.viwawa.com
here is my avatars ^^
Cuteness XD play la join me..seinz u know...they got chor tai teee, mahjong, some other stuffs XD fun la...but play alone seinz la XD
here's something from my brother..his friends in school...look how ganas the cute girl lolz...she is such a adorable girl lol... click here since there is no code for it.
to a certain someone.. better think twice wat u said..its fine with me, only i will feel the pain, but u better remember the words u use to say, and the action u use to make. dun think its all bout me only..ur involve in it. that settles it, u wan me off ur life. fine with me. Make sure, u think back and remember the words u use to say to me. not i love u, but others..Just remember, be happy, when no one watches u anymore, just remember I looked out for u, but now...will never happen again. Samatehga..me mo sal, the guy who once i called idiot..i use to call him tat, becoz of u. Trying to support u,,and blabla..useless now..u make me look like a fool. good for u then...
Monday, September 22, 2008
Its 1year edi..wow i just realise its 1year now
Yeah training is going to start soon... sept 29. I'm missing college now, i want to go see my friends and sleep in class, walk around find people...so many things to do...now 1week holiday, stuck at home...seinz till wan die edi...somemore..got some other problem that, i can never settle = (
6more days, meet new people in the industry and learn new experience.
Sometime Survey:
Sometimes..
sometimes i just need: You
somtimes i want: company
somtimes i like to: wonder around
sometimes all it takes: is just...
somtimes i picture: my self drowning in the ocean
sometimes i wish: I could reverse time and re-do my mistakes
sometimes i find: blond girls annoying.
sometimes i take: a deep breath..and never let it out till i almost choke to death
sometimes i look: at girls in the eye to tell them im here for u
sometimes i hate: people who talks big but going no where
sometimes it’s nice: to Hug someone you love.
sometimes it hurts: to see the one you love got hurt
sometimes it makes me happy: to see ur smile
sometimes it’s sad: when someone passes on
sometimes i listen: to people's advice till it sounds like they are scolding me
sometimes i sleep: I dream of us, during our older days
sometimes i like to watch: Anime bleach [porn O.O" haha XD.]
sometimes i feel: Like a total stranger to u..i am now
sometimes i rant: on my life
sometimes i never: wish that we could end 1 year agoo... its 1year edi...wow that is fast..
sometimes i really: want to jump from a cliff
When I’m .. alone i tend to be emo
sad, i want: Sushi queen
happy, i need: My kitty shirt... meeooowww
mad, i wish: u F off..who ever u are?? xD
overjoyed, i find: my self in heaven
indifferent, i like to: wear shirt with lots of dots in it... for a change o.o"
content, i never: watch tv??
frustrated, all it takes: to kill someone
If..
you saw your best friend on one side of the road, but you also saw one of your close family members on the other side, and they were both in serious danger, who would you go to help first? and jesus was standing right infront of you, what would you say to him?
I'll say.. Lord take my life, spare my family members and my close friends life..take mine instead and let them live on..for i have sin alot and deserve to be punish for my sins...forgive me and safe them dear lord. ^^
you had the choice of going back in time to or go forward in time to see the future, which would you choose?
ill choose non of the above...i like the present...not everything i like but its ok laa...
Ehh its 1 year already...i knew it was at September but cant remember the date...but i saw my old post...and i realize its 23 sept which is today.. wow time flies so fast...1year edi.. i cant believe we are separated for so long now. Lots of changes huh, we grew up and have life on our own now... But till now i still wish i could share my life with u ^.^
no regrets in life...may god bless us more... study hard girl...be someone great in the future...and ill do my best as well ^^ Im glad we are still friends ^^ Lee en
I still love u...but, since u decide to do so...ill just let it be...and let us be a mere memory..
Another Wave...
im not really in the mood... but i only want to hear korean song which is..From big bang..I have no feelings now...but this 2 songs...kinda speak for me...So enjoy it
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Sunday, September 21, 2008
Saturday, September 20, 2008
PaInt Ball
As you can see...today is paintball day!!! we were finalist but due to my ..miscomunication with the reff... we lost :( could had won rm500 in CASH~~!?!?!? damm laa.... soo tired...paint ball is very very fun!! omg i love it.... i wanna go again....more more !!!
After that went cc with charles....go home...and now blog bout paintball then...going to sleep edi... dam tired XD..
tata...time no oink oink
