I miss u!!

At 4.22pm yesterday... oct 26 2008.. Asher quit a really bad habit and im proud of it!!!
but now all i need is to prove it right... yay!!!

Yesterday was last day of service wooohooo... from tomorrow onwards im going into the kitchen! yes la...finally been waiting for so so so long...i worked soo hard *tears* *sob sob* =P

I had this same dream for like 4days in a role...where this unknown girl...kissed me at the cheeks then we like couple...but...i dunno who...it feels like someone i know...Anyway..its just a dream rite...4days in a role...maybe coz im thinking to much about it thats why the same things keeps coming.

haha

yesterday din take much pic...actually din take any at all...but yeah love the friends and company ^^


anyway wanna see my present?? from Alvin , julia and andy if not mistaken :P
as usual the gang would get me weird stuff XD Last year andy bought me a Box of condom =.=
I never used one oso ok =.= *shy*
This year haha underwear -.- MOOOOOOO :P
Anyway thats for coming yesterday.... im proud to be 19!! hehe... im not getting older...im getting wiser day by day ^^"

Officially 19!

Today so tiring...have to take bus to pyramid and back to parade to continue work...bahhhh.. but only 1more week then KITCHEN BABY!!!

Well when i came back i saw JOANNE!! omg girl i missed u so much T_T
hahah so wanted to hug u XD
Anyway 26more min!!! then im officially older hahaha
Still hoping tmrw night NO RAIN!! if not spoil sighh...
G2g wanna rest and...prepare for tmrw ^^

RawR!!

Few words.. " i hope there is no rain tmrw "
Today is gonna be a sucky day.. i have to travel from parade to pyramid..then come back... omg..just for a stupid meeting... !! bluekkk...mind as well just dont go back work =.=

oh boy...

its been so long since i last blogged ^^ my line had some small prob...so msn blog...even facebook i cant view =.= yah i know it sux hahah... wat happened these few days...sigh...i hate it la...kena tio from customers, many times not my fault oso...but still sighh... Dun care la, only one i wont forget was yesterdaY , MATSALEH!!! ORANGPUTIH!!! i hate chu!!! =( omg scold me like no body bisness , i mean in not the supervisors , manager ect ect...come on la im a human...just because ur food din come on time no need to tio me like im ur punching bag =.= BAHHHH dun work at sakae sushi...its really hard...but i recomend those whom are doing management...once u master sakae sushi...other place is seriously piece of cake only. Bahhh... Anyway only happy thing bout yesterday is, i saw sio sen!!! ahh miss u girl hehe = ) and i baught my new shoes....why! coz while working...it broke -.- so no choice hav to spend rm70 for new cheap bata brand... my old shoe is also bata it din even last like 6months??? sighh....no money buy good shoe hahah XD waiting for pay la....then i need pay back my dad, mom, and phone bill....bahh im stressing over money :( bluekk dun care for now la.... Anyway i found a new singer i like Tamar.... < CLICK ME > there is the link...haha check her out...i love her song... new day... omg to me...its my song...coz im facing it now hahaha XD well i got to go now.... i leave u with this lyric... got to go cook lunch and go work...haiz... I LOSE 5KG amazing =.=

*Thinking of holding u again, where i left off last. But u wont want it ^^ *

tamar - new day

Verse:
Before the light I found the dark
Before tonight I feel apart
Frozen up IÂ’ve realized that somethingÂ’s gotta change

It took a crash to understand
Time kept slipping through my hands
I never used to know
The sun will shine after the rain

Chorus:
Say goodbye, say goodbye to the way I was before
Say hello, say hello to a new way
I was lost, but I found what I was looking for
Waking up, waking up to a new day
A new day

Verse:
I was sleeping in a twisted dream
Dying just to make believe
A pretty situation was far from where I was

But IÂ’m not up for giving up
Lying down and out of luck
My mistakes are in the open and know IÂ’m finally coming clean

Chorus:
Say goodbye, say goodbye to the way I was before
Say hello, say hello to a new way
I was lost, but I found what I was looking for
Waking up, waking up to a new day
A new day


Bridge:
Cause everything, everything ends at the start
IÂ’m healing and feeling all of my scars

Chorus:
Say goodbye, say goodbye to the way I was before
Say hello, say hello to a new way
I was lost, but I found what I was looking for
Waking up, waking up to a new day
A new day

shoft shell crab maki

I rather if non of u all come...u know why..politics i hate it so much...talk about *** 3months i was with u guys and girls... say, we get closer together but actually kau kau politics..thats why i hate going on Sat so much...Politics..i talk to ppl about this..and it would change...change my ass la...it will never change...only the good and real christian will be good...the politic ppl....bunch of show off... there i admite my feelings towards u ppl...gosh..i always been telling ppl...denying the facts...no point...the truth is the truth the church lies..so as u..Hate it....bahhh!!!!



To someone.: to lose someone is better than someone losing u. whose lost is it?? yes u lost that person...but the fact is..the person lost someone who loves that person alot..


Anyway work is getting more and more crazy....haiz tired...i slept for like what? 10 hours =.= open eyes and omg...still tired...i hate everything right now...bahh im not emo-ing@! im just...frus..oh well dun care la....