About MY life

2009-06-24T21:34:00.000-07:00

Im moving to a new site...
since i screwed up my everything on my blog trying to put the new templetes..so i decided to make a new link hehe http://heartandroses.blogspot.com/

2009-06-19T09:39:00.000-07:00

1 word...

Love <3

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2009-06-18T18:16:00.001-07:00

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2009-06-17T23:01:00.000-07:00

EXAM!! OVER .....

RESULTS NOT OVER!!

OMG!!

2009-06-15T17:38:00.000-07:00

These few days are so horrible.. sprain my neck...coughing...sleepy...feel so weak...sigh..cant sleep well lately..haizzz..

Today is session 4...kitchen practical final, so good Luck to all of u..hehhe

I wanna go holiday, was thinking of going to redang to see piggy, but kinda expensive for me to travel alone to see her,somemore im not good at buying bus ticket or even know where is the bus station, I really want to go this holiday, gonna graduate edi, so happy hehehe. But ill miss college alot,haizzz coz that would be the only time that i have life haha!!

To go.....or....not to go =(
Miss piggy so much...haizz

We'r partners

2009-06-12T04:19:00.000-07:00

Dc28 Group1
4Eva In my memory
4Eva In my heart
4Eva Partners
4Eva Friends

oh no....friday!!

2009-06-12T00:51:00.000-07:00

Tmrw my dooms day!! Kitchen practical final exam! oh em gi!! gg...com amen arigato sayonara byebye... chouz..dead X.x"

Sighhh Stresss sehh!!!!!! and yet its such a boring day ><" Say ello to my little cute new PINK MOUSE!! yesh..i <3

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2009-06-07T07:18:00.000-07:00

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EndLess Nights

2009-06-07T06:11:00.000-07:00

SleepLess nights,
HopeLess Dreams,
SpeechLess oral Exam.
Tomorrow, Only 2letters i can put to describe it. GG

2Years already?? Man, its too fast yet i want it to end quick but i dun wan it to end now.
Stressed up Bout exams. Once It's all over, stress bout work!! COME ON HILTON CALL ME PLEASE....

ill say it once ill say it again, " cant leave Dc28, memories and pain, Hardship and all those yelling,laughing,whacking,punching,cooking,joking,digging,riding,driving,flying,talking,sleeping,drinking,
farting,jumping,hugging,gaying,loving,boring..

All the fun we use to have, Gonna miss it.

Its like leaving form5, i hardly see my old school mates anymore, not hardly actually haven seen anyone of them, except those in my college. I wonder,once leave college will i ever see my Culinary Family again?? I hope so..

PLEASE LET ME SLEEP TONIGHT, im so tired...

2009-06-03T03:13:00.000-07:00

Is that it? Last French class ended?

wow...so fast.. Im feeling its gonna be great once out of college

The Coat shall never leave the hearts

2009-05-29T05:06:00.000-07:00

From stranger to Friends,
Friends to best Friends.

From 1 Friend to 17 Friend...
From that 17 then there were 64...
From 64 there was more....

From 02 July 2007 till 20june 2009/

I will never ever 4get all of u...

It seems like yesterday today and tomorrow

2009-05-25T10:15:00.000-07:00

There it was,
Seem like yesterday when i first Say, "Yes chef"
And today i have to say, "thx chef for everythin"
2years 3months hav passed by..
Even the wind blow endlessly no one notice it,
Time pass by like the wind
no body noticed it, till
when it comes to an end.

What was term1 yesterday, and today is term6.
Faces of my friend changes as my tears fall from my cheek, when i look back at those pictures.
Pam from glasses to contacts,
Edmond from good boy to man,
Julian from genius to The wise 1
Harris from Good to better
Derrick from the taat setia to class to missing,
charles from quiet boy to noisy,
Simon from young boy became young man,
the one that stand there but never appear anymore,
as for Asher, from the From emo to mega emo,
I guess we all grew up, except 1maybe =P *hint hint simon*
Yeah,We grew up.

Oh yesterday,yesterday and yesterday, why thou pass by so fast?
Please give me more time...
more time to be with the one i love dc28 XD
Tak sanggup hati i untuk tinggalkan kawanku.
I wan it to be longer,
ill miss it,
im missing it,
I will miss bout it.

How i wish yesterday was still today...
But everyday i have to be prepare for tomorrow..
For tomorrow is what cant be seen or heard or touch.
Oh tomorrow...i wish u will never come..
I beg u,

PLEASE!,
Don,
Make,
Me,
Say,
My,
Good Byes.

i Love my groupmates and my college friends.And Piggy

2009-05-11T11:07:00.000-07:00

Yesterday...was not a good day /=(

I need u piggy =(
sigh...really need u..rite now...miss u alot..

How fragile is this

2009-04-21T07:35:00.000-07:00

today is a tiring and stressful day for me...becoz of artistic class...2weeks ago we did sugar pulling...twisting style..this week we do sugar blowing.. making to a balloon shape..i had like 12 attempts to get 1 right.. and see the pic above..when i fail to do so =.=

This pic...for me..has another meaning... sugar after its blown to a balloon or w/e shape..its so fragile.. once drop consider gone... Remind me of..friendship and relationship... its hard to build up a relationship or friendship...and yet its so easy to be broken... thats why they say do not touch once broken considered sold...its the same..

I guess im the type who would breaks easily...sigh... im a soft hearted guy quoted from sio sen! haha..yea maybe i am ^^

2009-04-20T08:20:00.000-07:00

Dream hair style *adore*

Hot day for a Heavy heart

2009-04-18T09:37:00.000-07:00

Sometimes memory are ment to be remembered again!

Holy crap is it hot today!! Why no rain!! Why why why why!!! omg why!!! *coution* Heat is taking control over this Asher*

Damm...was so sunny yet no rain...rain lah!!! omg

12.03am " im having this COLD feeling... The feeling like someone is in TROUBLE or something has HAPPENED to someone..I keep asking omg..smth has happen smth is going on...is that person ok?
My heart is so heavy, breathing also hard...im sure something happened...

~ stressing!!! bout commies....this monday im most probally dead...gonna dig my gravev outside college...12feet under...6 is not enough... omg...commies!! why why all of them time table changed...class finish 6...too late... omg..dead dead...stress stress....mr.danials work oso haven finish...dam dam dam!!! gonna die edi =(

Haiz... Piggy!! miss u so much =( 8more weeks to go!! sigh..i hope u can make it back on time.. Love u miss u^^

To mui in ns!! hehe if u get to curi curi online..hehe kor misses u!! fun talkin to u every weekend to know what has happened to u ...wakakka!!

Omg air-cond set to 17edi!! why is it still HOT!!
Thou lord is here -.- prepare everyone...we are going soon..!! <3 Jesus

Friends never ending love

2009-04-14T09:22:00.000-07:00

_ editing _ internet too slow... to be continue...

Missing someone is like a spear piercing through ur heart

2009-04-04T10:02:00.001-07:00

Thing we do for love. Amazing isn't it.
Can make someone drive up the wall
Love can get someone killed.
Love full of sacrifices, If ur a shame of loving someone, Then ur wasted.
Ur afraid aren't u..i know. Always knew...

70Days..10weeks.. Be back for my graduation girl ^^

" Pinky Promise"

While ur gone..Thing i hav to achieve.. i will make it through..just come back to me when ur back ^^

Pinky Promise..Never Broken <3

2009-04-03T10:37:00.000-07:00

What am i?
i'm single, but not available.
Im taken, but not in a relationship.
All the above ^^ are not as important as u are to me. You are the important wan..not wats above.
I have a great day, Great moments, 70Days? 3months? +6months = 9months? =) ill wait ^^
I will never get bored with you..Ill miss u even more ^.^ cant wait for my Graduation, and of Coz i cant wait for yours.. Ill keep my promise, ill hope you keep yours..You trust me, and i will always trust u ^^

Pinky promise.

Cant wait for Term6 to end..I need to replan my self again, im gonna make it work..gonna have faith..Gonna have lots of patient.

Missing Term5 now... Yesterday seem like Term1,today seems like i just meet u few hours ago..Tomorrow..will be our future^^

Term6 is tomorrow..After that...is our future...gonna miss college friends of coz.. and gonna miss girl alot too^^

I <3 you Piggy ..
XOXOXOXOXXOXOXO!!!!!!

2009-03-31T00:38:00.000-07:00

I wanna Scream!!!!!!
\=(

Whats happen

2009-03-30T04:16:00.000-07:00

I dont know why, Im just hurt so much.
As i close my eyes, i just remember all the time i spend with u.
As memories flashes by, Tears drop down my cheeks.
Im thinking of you tonight, Oh girl
i'm missing you.
When ur gone...So as my heart.It's leaving..its..Gone...I cant find it..
Ill be...missing you..

Today os just a dark day...everything i do..its under the shadow...in the darkness..where was the light i use to have...Sigh...

Home ^^ Korea

2009-03-29T09:32:00.000-07:00

2nd Eldest causin in korea wedding ^^ i din know my family is actually dam dam dam big... there is more than just this pic...there are even more!! apparently my grandfather in korea has 4brothers 2sisters.. the list goes on...i think my korean family if all combine we can have a small army of soldiers..

What if i Lied?

2009-03-29T08:56:00.000-07:00

Will i regret what i just said?
Is it worth sacrificing?
Does my action and words comes with a price?
God is not on my side..and i know it,
In front im just a gentle bear but inside im very fragile. Im broken and torn apart.
I lied...im not F**e im actually very depress, problems with my family...Even 5min of my time spend is something that of worth so much to me. I want to see u, i want to hold u before u leave, i never wanted my goodbyes to u inside the college at the library,i dun wan that coz that is a sad goodbye, WTF am i saying...its like we're not gonna see ea other 4eva ~.~
I just wnt to say...the inside and outside..totally diff...If u really care bout me? u might noticed it...if not,ill just have to try harder and be more patient

What seem to be outside

is Much diff from the inside.

Ill miss u...3months passes by really quick... Dont worry..ill be fine

I love The new Thing

2009-03-27T06:10:00.001-07:00

Restaurant City?? the new " thing " ?? dunno maybe hahaha...PLZ play!! for those who have facebook play RestaurantCity
Its really...interesting =.=

Anyway day 2 of holiday!! woohoo term5 ended =( Term6 coming..bahh...nightmare time...
Time to study harder!!! *Fighting*

Batch29 off to training...gonna miss some of u alot ^^
Whole day bum at home....computer computer computer....ro > lune online > ro > restaurant city > ro > maple > restaurant city > maple > died =.=

Soo seinzz...pokai somemore phonebill now GG...oh well
heheheh

WonderFul Day

2009-03-19T06:58:00.000-07:00

ITs a miracle day!! HA HA HA HA!!!! ; )
Last day of studies for term5!!! in taylors college!! now 2days of mad exams!!! Oh em gi...
Today was our last apply tech class, and Things happen... =) great things happen hahahaha!!!
Anyway...DAvid thanks for partnering me today ^.^ sry i got stressed out...and i felt we were far behind so i just wanted to rush...hehehe no hard feelings bro XD

Then bump at aiman;s house with edmond... till like 4.15pm ^^ Then...Went out...Suppose go to...time square haha mistake...i made some reservations oso :) its ok had lots of great time..

I wanted take her out today coz..it might be one of the last time i can see her, she is going training far away from kl... YAH im sad :(
We watched Race to witch mountain... Its good!! must watch...great movie... Ill make a summary ALIENS and A TAXI driver...ok thats all ^^ must see u know hahah its good
But, i will never 4get today ^^
Lob u piggy^.^

Sigh im missing term 5 already ^^

Monday Night...fever night

2009-03-16T07:15:00.000-07:00

Aww its last day of law.. =( *sobs sobs* Eerr...whats our lecturer name again?? *lameee*
Miss soo sian... gonna miss her class.. good lecturer but bad students like me..
Nothing much today...just kitchen and a quick miss vivi class thats all bout it

2009-03-14T09:43:00.000-07:00

go to hell andy...leave cole alone...dun even visit her blog...u wn kacau..u kacau me..not her..
For ur info..ur plate...looks horrible all the time..dunno how chef see only...dick. No point talkin bout u...

Today saturday, girl smsed..wanted go movie..so..went meet her sister o.o"
both look so alike o.o" Watch DragonBall! hahah its funny...with the weird accent.. oh well...Enjoyed it though...

Then came home...studies...oh YES asher Studies o.o" just awhile then played computer lolz...
Reading blogs...then saw that ..... .... ... ... ...... sigh...
Its late...
Oink oink Time... Z.z"

TO LOSERS And FAKERS

2009-03-08T05:02:00.000-07:00

okay...who is being so childish
using other ppl's name
for starters...why using joseph name on my tagbox when i just smsed joe..that he haven even view my blog for like days... Stop it...if its u..please la..its not working dumbshit...
NExt, using my name in pam's blog??

Sun, Mar 8th 2009, 01:26 PM

Asher: Pam why u always go movie with andy one?... I ajak u that time u always say busy...T.T u like andy is it...

for starters i dun use the word one...ill usually use wan...then pam never tell me that she is busy...she will say.......PLUS mainly i dun use T.T that is stupid......so what for i wan ask again...so dumb...u ppl who is doin this..please stop lah...ppl saying ur names edi...if it weren't true or its true...ppl's name is bringin out now... Losers

World like never b4

2009-02-26T06:57:00.000-08:00

ITs public again...Anyway pic!!!! XD

Bahh...4get it for now..internet bloody slow...
And not in the mood for blogging...Wait lah...maybe tmrw ill put up pic on what been happening lately ^^ lol

Foggy

2009-02-20T03:51:00.000-08:00

Like i said...we are not perfect..i am not perfect u are not too...
Just the Garghh!!! PMS-ING MOMENTS!
That black armpit will always be black armpit...trying to act cool but actually like so hai...i got no misunderstanding with u...i just dun like ur ego-ness...THATS ALL..
And cock-y ness oso... bluehh....1Advise lah from me...during apply tech...after food comment from chef...or during or before dun have to talk about other ppl dish..dun laugh at it or w/e keep the comments to ur self...dun act so pro infront...suggest ppl dun tell them what to do...ur not the bos..ur just older...and bit more skillfull...nth else

-The end- i wont say anymore edi.. i say what i want to say edi...now ill tahan till the next time i explode inside my blog again...behh...

Starting to hate blog... =(

Dear Andy

2009-02-20T01:43:00.001-08:00

To andy...the Dick

I dun giv a dam about u... MY past is my past Janice and me already put it to past...u still like a dick never change.. Steamboat? Up urs, i did nothing I was being nice to pam..im nice to everyone eXcept u...coz ur a shit...ur a fool...u dunno u type all this things on my blog is actually to embaress ur self more..I got nothing to say to u.. U think im childish...yes maybe i am but u...u never change never grew up and self centered bitch...u wan me look in the mirror...im MUCH MUCH MORE HANDSOME THAN U...pimple shit face...I dun care bout u...College will be College...and i think and what many ppl alrdy think is when u go out to the industry...many ppl will NOT ACCEPT u as a chef...maybe steward...give u face abit...

I made mistakes in my life...i never said i was perfect, and im a guy i flirt...memories in college yah alot...and u...cause trouble to me, somethings that i can avoid u made it worst...so whos the stupider person now... ITS U ANDY LIM... Act big act as BIG AS U WAN... i dun give a dam...U do not deserve to be even called friend. What an ass of me to look up at u, u got some skills in the kitchen but ur attitude is like F**ed up...everyone hates u...it doesn't hurt me if u take my friends away...it only hurts me that ur being an ass a SORE LOSER all this while... Think propelly andy...ur actions make ppl talk bout u...i know my actions very well, u dun have to remind me..i am what i am...and dun sing ur shit song on my blog or anywhere near it...it sounds like Frog...just like ur face...

Worthless Andy...blahh why am i wasting my time talking bout u...Say what u wan....u dun even know how to treat a girl...I kesian pam alot, u urut her till she feels so much pain and ask u to stop oso...u never did somemore hit her whack her with book pen w/e tease her... ur such A NOT GENTLEMAN.... Coz we all know ur a frigging GAY!!

I dun wan anything related to u edi....Group project is group project ill just do my part...F with u...go to hell..

Its a Foggy Day

2009-02-19T04:44:00.000-08:00

I'm Sad =(
I miss the sound of ur voice, I miss the rush of ur skin, I miss the still of the silence...as u breath out and i breath in..

You look pretty today, i cant stop smilling as i saw u earlier.. Your smile made my day wonderful...
But..I stayed back, wanting to go out with u today but i guess that din happened..But i spend time with my mui... its been a long time pun wei chi^^ guess what we did today XD

Mine was better looking though but i din save it XDXD was in the library...while i was waiting for piggy's reply we did this hahah^^ Finally get to spend bit of time with PUN!! =) cookiess***

Emo...Why is it that...sometimes,
When i commit to something,
It ends up back fire on me..
Why do i wait so long for a girl who wont be with me?
Why when i dun feel like coupling, someone would be there to hold me.
When there is no someone..i tend to find someone to hold..And i choose u..over 1 year now..i still have feelings for u...Many things happened to us, went through...
I still wanna tell u, i love u, still wanna do things for u with u etc..
Coz i dun plan to lose someone like u...

Now pissed! coz ANDY LIM MUNKOK! JEALOUS OF MY BREAD!! AND BROKE IT THREW INTO MY SOUP!!!
WAKAKAKAK!!! i dont care... im only angry coz, coz u broke it that cause no body got to try my bread..... Loser lah u andy...!! loser... Bluekk... dun la serve paper to chef..wan kill ur customer meh XD

Now happy... ANdy andy!! haha im happy coz, I dont know lah..ur funny like joker...i think ur cute! wanna gay? lolz...

Bluekk moments...like what i said earlier

Sorry im just sad and hyper at the moment!! I <3 RO!! and i <3 Piggy ^^
ro ro ro ro ro ro ro ro ro...of becoz of ro i got hyper -.- LOLZ i dun care what ur gonna say bout ro...but i still <3 ro!! dun care....

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2009-02-10T02:47:00.000-08:00

Dont ever!!! bahh
I was damn pissed off awhile ago!! omg...

First Thing dont ever ask me, " ASher!! u got gf edi is it?"
If i say yes means yes, if i say no means NO. and if i say i dont know means i dont know lah..
ITs currently very complicated and confusing..and i dun wanna think of it..

Second! Dun ask me, " You Broke up with ur gf rite?? "
Yes i broke up but thats a long time ago...and its my worst memory. I dont tend to think bout it again coz it hurted too much... "Its not easy giving up someone, eventhough its almost a year now,i finally let go...i dun wanna be emo again k.... ISH! so dun ask silly question u,,,,bahh words can discribe ur!! bluekk-ness =.=

Im asher, always will be asher...
I have
Feeling for 1 girl
Crush on some
and hate ONE alot...

Done...The end!

Anyway Pastry class over...made cheese cake!! yummm!!! I think mine was the best!! LOL *proud ness*
Work of Alvin and me hahaha!! it was NICE ok...even Andy ter-said it!! opps XD hahahaha
Back home...no more angry edi....kinda disappointed...but...it will ware off in awhile..so yeah ^^

What do u know that i dunno...i really wanna know

2009-02-07T07:29:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Charles!
haha had lots of fun...with Eggs =.= dam why must i kena oso
LOGEN!!! Celaka XD
I dont get it, what u all know that i dunno...and then not telling me...did i do smth...sooo confusing!!
Im gonna make tiramisu!! now, i realize my machine is crappy-ly old and its not working...SPOILED =.=

Well today, went to aunt betty's place, my family made korean bbq... mmmm PORK'S BELLY AGAIN!!
omg whole day eat eat eat eat, roast chicken.....eat eat eat eat...then just only came back from anw! eat eat eat eat =.=
Dam full.... got back my internet but...its wireless now..and i hate wireless =.=

sooo long

2009-02-02T01:17:00.000-08:00

Gosh its been so long...haha sorry...very very very lazy to update... Anyway

Gong xi fa Cai

i know its dam late edi..but Cny is 15days rite? =P
What i been up to...before that some photos before Cny

Well back to college edi..wohoo...headache starts again!!! PRPRPRPRPRPRPRPRPRP dieeeeeee
Law law law law law dieeeeee
English!!!! DIEEEE

sigh...Term5 edi...need to work hard!!! *fighting*

Well, i got LEFT 4 DEAD on my com!! woohoo....
Yah i bought it..and i love it..and...its not as good as the CC
..damm..
And back with RO
XD
For fun lah...i missed ro... haha...
Tmrw pastry...sigh., hope for the best...

asher needs to go shopping
for?
utensils,knife,brush,spatula,tongs..ect.ect
Who wanna go?? Oh and shannon's tag =.=

1. Take a picture of yourself right now.

2. Don' change your clothes, don't fix your hair. Just take a picture.

3. Post the Photo with NO EDITING

4. Post these instructions wit your photo.

5. Tag 5 people.

2009-01-20T06:38:00.001-08:00

Wakakak... i found something from facebook...which was posted up a long long time ago... Chef rex When he was THIN!!! yes now he is fatter XD ok la bigger size only.
Well today is a tiring day... went to college, then after ms.vivi class went to pastry room help and to see and to learn how to make tiramisu Andy's style XD
Then went lunch with edmond, charles, alvin at chicken rice near....somewhere i dunno =.= then went to edmond's house And we played...digimon =.=
then came back college, went for pastry class and did brownies... Great XD

Planning for Feb14, what to do...i hope u din make ur self busy on that day...coz i told u to make ur self free ONLY for me *haha kedekut!* i dun wan it to be like last year...sighzz, I will try again ^^ it would be more fun, interesting and so on.

Well,, i got SKIN DEASEASE!! omg!!! im gonna be a zombi =.= i got a serious problem, my skin at my neck and hands..problem, bahh i cant fix it!! and i dun wanna go hospital! dam... what to do =(

Feel like dying

2009-01-18T03:47:00.000-08:00

I feel like dying!! Stupid Skin problem..
Bahh painfull ness
=(
This my jie... i love her ^^
why? coz of her, i found that girl. Coz of her, i got together with that girl.
Coz...She is my jie ^.^
Gosh look at my eyes and neck...Skin problem..Sigh!! =(

back to youth

2009-01-17T05:58:00.000-08:00

Im back in youth, Calvary youth.
Not bad after so long ppl still notice who i am.. lol
I got comments like " is that who i think he is?? Asher!!!! hi.."
or " hey there's a face we dont see often"
or " hey Asher how has it been?? still working?"

Well yah that happens when you dont go back to a place for a long itme ^^
I miss Calvary youth, those old memory. place where i meet great friends, people who cared for me, who are willing to help me, who loved me =(
You look different, when u walked passed by me, i noticed ur diff. Makes me wonder, i still miss u. But not like, nvm ^.^ ill keep the feelings to my self.

Anyway Thank you erwin!! sending me to church today...i appreciate it haha ^^
Wei chin!! A.k.a mommy of calvary youth choir! to me XD
I dun know i just wanted to call her mom... Sorry wei chin=P
I dont know bout u, but i dun feel like going back to rangers. hmmm
I think its time to stop, not really interested anymore. ~no more~

Mui looks greast today ^^ im glad, she accepted me back as a friend and a brother (=
i dont wan to lose a great person like her ^^

Back to School

2009-01-05T01:10:00.000-08:00

Day one in college =.= Again....

Aiyoo... first class...ms.vivi... "morning class, yet i am the one again teaching ur groups. I would remember ur name and faces but not all" *she never remember us* Ok class, thats all...thank you... What the...10min talk talk ...bye!! =.=

Then who's class arr...ohh english class, ms or mrs.. jacqulien? -.-" make us write a paragraph, then bye... 45min...done -.-

Last lec...mrs soo sian *so sein* suzzane gaie... Wth Kiwi girl =.= from australlia... her english essent is like.. oh Em gi -.-

Then then...nth loh...go back...hahah went to parade...sushi there...went to see desserts bar... same thing lah... Saw edmond, charles and simon there...shopping -.- eat icecream oso lol... After that took the cab back... i was having stomach ache Sigh...

Im not qualified as a player...never was and never is -.-
And im not despo -.- god dammit...i changed...slowly see lah.. u LoL Person who ever u are =.=
Im a flirt?? U can say so... coz guys flirt...and so do i...

im not perfect... if i am...ill be God or smth -.-

What pisses me off..is Backstabbers

2009-01-04T07:32:00.000-08:00

Am i a player?? omg..
That Friend of mine told this girl i like, that im a despo for GF!!! Water Fish!!
OK la maybe i was despo...but for 1 girl only..1 girl whom i like since last year january.. And gosh..guys sure have crush on other girls rite...seeesch../
Well what have i done...to make ppl call me? is being nice to everyone, is being close to everyone? is that a sin...is that call player?? Wtf is this bullshit?

So my friend translated this for me: but this one...i dont know...but i have this great feeling its for me.. From chinese to english of coz.. chinese word i wont put here...but u can find it...slowly =.=
"me n u are too alikejavascript:void(0)
it scares me
until idk what to do
damn it! let me go
i duwan to teman u play
don't "use" my prihatin
but value me like a "sui yu" *canton = water fish
me n ur other sui yu is diff
not everything u ask for has to be urs
what u ask for that u will never get is my heart
i wil never give it to a player like u
and i won't change my attitude because of u
i tahan u enuf, dun think that u r handsome then can "wai"
diu! almost stolen my heart
-the end-"

So so...have i done anything wrong?? is loving someone really wrong?? and WHY DID THAT BITCH told her that im despo for a GF???? im not despo for a GF she said no to me...but i took it easy...just annoyed coz its the third time =.= [okay~~ thrid time] yeah...i just cant stop liking her thats all... rite? =(
Sigh..i changed...im diff..im not like wat i was ok...Bah...today u came...really make me pissed off...im glad..that i wont be talking or gonna see u for a long time...but college is college ill still see that backstabbers face....
When i told the backstabber...that girl is gonna work together with us here.. u told me what? " yer Park why u let that...that...whore??or slut...to work here..dam la... " ill remember ur words.... i will...u wait... dun have to act..like u 4goten w/e shits...i remember things...and this one ill remember for the rest of my life! u Biatch!!!

Miss Korea

2009-01-01T20:14:00.000-08:00

I miss my korean family T_T
my brother and dad..went to korea..me and my mom couldn't go coz..too exp Plus its winter..so its too cold and spending should be alot.
the last pic...that girl with my brother? she is my Fav causie..coz she can speak english and i LOVE HER!! *sarangheo*
aww i missed her so much..she should be about 30 next year...sigh find a husband causie...i missed u =(

before 2009

2008-12-31T07:20:00.000-08:00

Well before 2009 comes!! things i must say... things i must tell...

First of all pic...
This is my causie.. from korea...my brother and dad. went there..she was thinner =.= haha but still pretty ^^ i know why its winter they eat more i guess to keep warm haha XD

anyway...
First of all: Sorry
IM sorry to everybody..If i have been a jack ass... loser... a bad friend..too much of a flirt..and to a mui whom i love alot..Carmen..im sorry for what i done, I just wanted to treat u more than a Fake brother..i wantd to be a real brother to u, sorry...Sorry if i disbehave..sorry if i shouted at anyone..sorry if i hurt ur feeling if i tease you too much.. Everybody im sorry from the deep deep deepest down in my heart...and im honest.. really i am sorry..lets put it all to a past and leave it all behind in 2008.. mui..or carmen...i hope we still can be friends or brother sister =(

Second!...
I wanna say thank you to everybody!! =}
Thank you for being there for me,
Thank you for being my friend,
Thank you for taking care of me,
Thank you for giving me Things,
Thank you for the Friendship we have,
Thank you for Everything ^^
Thanks guys and Girls of coz.. for a wonderful 2008..
I meet, I get, I gone through alot alot of things, it helped me to change alot, 2009 would be a big change in my life. Things that i promise my self that i would stop doing, things that im gonnna work hard for. Im Bless with everything..and i wanna thank God for giving me a blessed 2008.. and i hope 2009 would be a better one.

As all the people who are born in 1989! wooho :P We are all growing up. We are no longer gonna be teens anymore.. we are going to be 20!! Young adult =D
So as part of growing up, i wanna be matured, in everything. Thinking acting playin all.. Try my best...And F**** the rest hahaha... sakae sushi..MOTO!! created by : Park, sunny, norman, bong, ahlong.

Third and final:
Next year resolutions:
1. Stop..a bad habbit
2. Study hard.
3. Find a Gf =.= [ see how ]
4. Find a good job once grad
5. grow up and mature.
6. Less FLIRTING! 100% sure, coz it sucks when someone hates you for that.
7.Try to get my own car
8. Get back all my friends that i was bad to..
9. To be a Better man.
10. LOVE GOD MORE WOOHOO!!

Lastly i wanted to say this, To the girl i know, i love, happy new year. Soon our friendship as friends will reach 1year.. since the day i meet u till now its gonna be 1year edi haha ^^Be a good girl..

I just wanna be me! My rules, our love life, one hand, together all one heart!!

Happy new year!!! 2009 HERE I COME BABY!!

What is it...

2008-12-30T07:47:00.000-08:00

What the thing thats keep me going...

I am who i am, i go by my own rules.
I like to , Think..
Thinking helps alot.. But thinking of only 1 matter is like... Thinking of A,
But the thing is... there is Item B and C that usually many or alot of people dont notice it.
When people are sad... Things usually go.. Why this happen to me.? Why am i so unlucky.? Why doesn't she/he likes me.. why he/she hates me?
For me.. yes i admit ill think of that A to..why this why that..why me..why.why..why... But as i said thinking is nice... I think of..u know if this happen to me, whats the benefit, of me and her?? I keep saying to my self, If i continue emo-ing.. how would the other person feel... simple..its either they feel bad..or they think bout u... worst =.=
I dont know...its the way i think that keep me going on... I just got Re***ted.. Fine i am very sad bout it...almost a year i like this girl.. All i wanted is just us to be together, I don like to prison my Gf's i like to keep it free, Its the i trust u thing.. and u trust me.. but don go over the limit.. I dont mind that type of relationship where.. go out less, meet less, or anything.. for me..thats fine..it makes u happy and makes me happy that all matters. Why must one person jail his Gf? it gets so stuffy, stuck up, and wont last long... aT least when meet less, go out less, but still together, can really appreciate the time when we are together. I dont know why i wanted to type this out... maybe its becoz i want someone to read it, But...hmm i need go think more and more again..

I emo-ed while working, everyone could see it. I wasn't cured from the effects yet. But after awhile, while emo-ing and not many custermors I think, Ppl would talk bad bout me, and whats the point of emo-ing when whats done is already done.. So, have to go back my normal self.. I have no regrets. I still like her, i still love her and.. Will do anything for her... Even die..give all my money...clothes what ever.. MY life belongs to her..its up to her to keep it..break it... throw it..used it...anything...I just want to see her smiling, and always be close to me...coz i dont wanna lose, A girl like her...

Tied up from work, i wanted to like... go eat CRAB!!! with my mom..and her staff and partners on new year eve... But i have to work..leaving my poor dog at home..lonely...no food... SAD!!! Shift starts at 1..finish 10..i think i would need to rush home..and settle house hold stuffs..

Eh...i want to play RO!! yes RagnaRok Online!! again... aww i missed it... kinda forgoten how to make my own server... who got the latest cd... give me..or donate =.= i wanna play ro Again soo badly...tired of dota-ing... Sigh...

Thanks mui and her bf nick..sending me home today!1 and had a great time eating and drinking..and playing cards with JOE...and dammit..he always win it all... DAM DAM DAM DAM... oh well..

a Sunday morning

2008-12-27T19:16:00.000-08:00

난 사랑에 빠진 소녀와 함께 해요.
하지만 난 깨진 느낌

J'espère que vous apprécierez les nouilles aujourd'hui, c'est parce que vous ne mangez pas le riz, je vous ai donné hier.

私の心、それが痛い。
そして、まだ私はまだあなたを愛し

I'll grow better in time.."nekorb treah"

I just love cosplay

2008-12-27T08:39:00.000-08:00

I just love to see ppl cosplay...make me wanna try it too haha..but malaysia..sigh..
the amount of money they spend just for a costume
..I wanna cosplay T_T
If i get a chance..i wanna try ^.^

i'll never regret loving u
No matter how long..i still love u..
Sarangheo "i love you"
Yohbo..

Xmas~~!! babyy

2008-12-25T07:22:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas! too all mahh dahlings ^^

Just came back from work.. Tired, even though i started work at 5.50pm XD
This morning i send my dad and younger brother to klcc...so i had to wake up like giler early. Drive the car to and back.. I dont like big cars but big cars has lots of power ^.^

im kinda disappointed, kinda forgot to tell fahmi that today i cant work eventhough yesterday i told him that i could work today.. I wanted spend some time with mom this xmas, but sadly i rushed to work..coz there was like lack of staff.

When i arrived Gosh it was busy =.= today we hit our target! we broke the old record few days ago rm1500 today!! we reached rm1950!! almost 2k..but that time was already like 10pm..so sweep mop everything..

Teman piggy to ktm, scared smth happen to her haha...now i dont wan that to happen rite *wink wink*

No need to ommit,
Just have ea other, be very close
and most important...always have fun and always be happy thats
all We need..

I love you, and i hopt you would love me too =S

2008-12-23T17:17:00.000-08:00

So many people gonna say that they want you,
To try to get you thinking they really care,
But there's nothing like the warmth of the one
who has put in the time and you know is gonna be there,
Back your border when she knows someone crossed it,
Don't let nobody put you down, who your with
Take the pain of protecting your name,
from the crutch to the cane to the highwire

[Chorus:]
I'm in love with a girl who knows me better,
Fell for the woman just when I met her,
Took my sweet time when I was bitter,
Someone understands,
And she knows how to treat a fella right,
Give me that feeling every night,
Wants to make love when I wanna fight,
Now someone understand me,
I'm in love with a girl (I'm in love with) [x2]

After many broken backdoors and windows,
Through the valley of the love of the lost,
Is a hole that is cut through the souls falling down
from the thrones without any innuendos,
But you drown in a piece for the moment,
The moment was over in time,
Then its gone the hit and run the guiltless one has a short life

I'm in love with a girl who knows me better,
Fell for the woman just when I met her,

Took my sweet time when I was bitter,
Someone understands,
And she knows how to treat a fella right,
Give me that feeling every night,
Wants to make love when I wanna fight,
Now someone understand me,
I'm in love with a girl (I'm in love with) [x2]

Gonna tell you what you do to think you practice what you preach,
Now I know there's nothing we can't reach,
'cause the heart can't erase once it finds a place to be warm and welcome,
To be held in shelter

[Chorus:]
I'm in love with a girl who knows me better,
Fell for the woman just when I met her
Took my sweet time when I was bitter
Someone understands,
And she knows how to treat a fella right
Give me that feeling every night
Wants to make love when I wanna fight
Now someone understands me
I'm in love with a girl (I'm in love with) [x3]
Who knows me better
Wants to make love when I wanna fight
now someone understand me

Im in love with that girl.

I officially lost 11kg!! im 79kg now Happy-ness!!!!.

2008-12-21T17:39:00.001-08:00

What's a blog..??

-its something that a person cannot express their feelings by words so they type it out instead.
-Its when an emotion runs through and there is no body to talk to, write it out so ppl can read it.

For me, Blog is where my feelings are. blogging is like an insult, when u cant tell a person straight to their face that u hate then or you love them or w/e. I remembered when we had this conversation between me, derrick, aiman, david and joseph. And aiman pointed out some true facts, when u dont dare tell someone in the face,k u just type it out and figure that no one would ever read it.. its when someone cant release thier emotions. I dont know why i use my blog like an excuse to talk bad bout someone, but i actually dont really ment it, Piggy she is a nice girl, but the way i type bout her its like insulting her, and i find that is wrong. I love her, and all i want is for her to love me back, which i know it might be imposibble. I wanna blog, write bout my life coz its boring and only a few people would read how i feel. and JEEZ i surely dont want my parents to read it, they would like blow up at me. So back to my point When time is hard, i will blog. and ill blog bout my hard times, but when i read it back again...its like talking bad about the people i love..

then blablabla.....

I feel like an idiot writing this now =.=

Well anyhow im going to work soon...again ~.~ many ppl say " wei asher take holiday la...what for work so fast" And i will always and continue to say this " My holidays are screwed up... stay at home...eat sleep computer and get fatter -.- i rather go work lose some weight and be expose to the outside world more"

Where im working? " Desserts bar again =) " i like that place. Not becoz of smth but i dont know why i have that feel to go back there and work...but i wont go back to sakae sushi...maybe coz the kitchen boss are jack-asses XD
Well they are... long story but i shall write it down in my next post...now i hav to dry my hair...its getting longer...and im lazy to cut my hair hahaha :P

Life Sux!

2008-12-21T05:22:00.000-08:00

Yeah i know....everybody says it too " Life sux!! "
well it does...even for the one who has everything... and even worst for those who dont have everything and even worst for those who wants something but can never get..

I hate my family...keep complaining bout me...look i did my best to find a part time job so i can lift up some burden of taking their money...and...keep saying i would fail as a chef just coz i dont cook at home... I do cook..is just that YOU WERE NEVER THERE TO EAT!!

Sigh... I love someone...but i dont know if it could happen.. I try so hard..yet not succeed. its almost a year now..whats bothering me is..i keep helping her, give her this that...being nice..and we are close..and i can feel it..but..i dont know why, its just now happening.. its not like "others"
I was so happy to see her again, and after today..i feel like i dont wanna see her... weird..its really weird..

i hate holidays. I usually spend time at home...playing computer or eating or sleeping or just cock stare in the ceiling.. i hate it =.=
I rather go work..and thank god im working but my mom..keeps complaining again!!! bahh...i wanna MOVE out of here!!! HELPPP MEE!!!
Get rid of this pain im going through...hold me...be with me..most importantly.love me.... I'm Lonely =(

2008-12-20T07:29:00.000-08:00

Training ended... Great work..bad place to work..

Now...nice place to work...nice girl to love ^^

and yes i love u ^^

2008-12-15T19:42:00.000-08:00

no mood for blogging...maybe continue next time...

- Temporary Unavaliable -
Officially Closed for weeks.

Not around

2008-12-04T06:27:00.000-08:00

I wont be around for a couple of days...going for my holiday..and damn...i haven pack..and i have to leave like in 6hours time =.=

Off to where?? thailand!! yeah... piggy...dont worry porkie will be home..i promise! ^.^

Anyway have a great time...taking lots of pic..with my new camera! Canon ixus..i know its old modal but its new! .. have fun shopping new clothes and all.. dun worry ill bring things back.. bye

2008-12-02T07:37:00.000-08:00

I'm so LOVEHOLIC

Sakae??? NOOOOOOOOOOOO

2008-11-27T16:28:00.000-08:00

Been working alot...and i mean alot..this week my schedual is like 10-10.15..everyday...sigh.

no time to spend at home..LEss time with family..less time with friends...less time with the people you love most..

5 Facts of why one shouldn't go to sakae sushi:

Food is horrible.
No worth buying such exp food but the inexpedience are like cheap.
Kitchen tool and board are really not clean even how many times its been clean.
Lack of real CHEF inside kitchen.
Not worth a sen,if your gonna pay for service tax and gov tax..but the food..sux =.=

Well as i was saying...But here are the reasons why one should go to sakae sushi:

Some food are tasty
Dim environment. Cozy type of place
...
,,,,
''''

Cant say much good things bout it...Blahh.
Now why one shouldn't work in sakae sushi:

People there sux.
Service is OH MY GOD standard.
Not organize at all.
They want you to OT *over time* more but with less pay.
Nothing to learn after few weeks.
Pay is horrible

I love food any type of food...But sakae...worst thing i ever experience...Sigh

Love her..But..never gonna happen
How i wish.we could put our fingers together point at the sky..And yes thats our star
I dont know who i love.
Asher Loves Everyone..Except somefewone

Waitingforyoutocomeback.Makesureyouholdmetight..justonceagain.

Hihi

2008-11-19T16:49:00.000-08:00

Its been...another super tiring..oMG day that just passed =.=
This time 3 reasons to be tired... :
1.] Coz work more than 12hours
2.]Coz...only person who hates me in work is AUNTY! *A.k.a Old B*tCh
3.] got lost in puchong with aaron joe and denise =.=

lolz..anyway here is some pic...oh yeah and i hav a video clip for u!! :P
Its that day punya funny thing during the rain... the moving cone.. enjoy^^

Bluekkk.... tui tui tui...

2008-11-17T08:43:00.000-08:00

*Sobs sobs sobs* just finish watch a last episode of.. "im sorry, I love you"
omg...i cant believe they repeat it...and i get to watch the last ep...i missed that show so much... korean drama... never fail to make me emotional... Should watch it..its a great drama... if u get into the story..its just too nice...great starting and ending... Great@@!!

Well today i work full shift =.= 10-10.30pm =.=
Tiring...lucky today is my off day [Tuesday] gonna sleep kau kau!!! XD
pretty much nth to say..coz nth interesting happen...ooooo i hav smth..but haven upload to computer yet...that day rain...was having like break...with derrick and joe...at some mamak in parade...then i notice...smth...the kon...outside...those kon to stop car from w/e..la...well rain was so heavy...it looks like the kon was like walking..away running away to be exact...i hav the video...wait la ill upload it soon hahha...very cute..so i and derrick decided to record lol :P

Hmm...

My heart is empty...
Why do i feel like someone important is there..
who is it...i wanna know..
Empty-ness..
Darkness..
Where is the answer when i need it..
I know ur close..
But... i cant find u..
Who are u miss right?..
will i ever find u?..

Maybe....Maybe not..
Im not emo-ing..
Im just feeling..very empty right now..
Someone..
Helpme~

0.O" v

2008-11-11T18:05:00.000-08:00

Its been awhile since i bloged :P quite a number of things happened...got weird ones... lol
First one...few days ago...i was kinda gonna be late for work...so i took the taxi to work...usually i will take the bus.. Anyway stop a taxi..got in..say to subang parade.. that guy said ok... Usually u dun really talk much with the taxi driver... but his uncle...keeps on talking to me...then he said..smth bout my smile?? yeah anyway...then he said in the quran got smth bout the smile...blessed or smth.. lol... *shy* hahah perasan pulak...then he was liketalking bout youngster these days..asking where i work..how old =.= so i just tell lohh..then when reach parade...i saw the meter rm4.90 he said " dik , hari ini uncle sangat gembira dapat bertemu dgn kamu...saya hanya charge anda rm3 saja" I was like... u know when things are cheaper of coz la pay...and dun fight back... but then...its not nice...taxi workers only have like 7days off in a year...i gav him rm5...he giv me back rm2...then i say...i cant do that...but ill giv u rm4... lol..Sometimes things happen for What ever reason..But i know God blessed me that day..haha =)

Guess what... i tried dying my hair for the 2nd time... purple is the color...this time i still din bleach..but i left it on for like 2hours 30minutes... lol can see the diff but dark place..looks black LOL...im happy with it.. but this morning i think i kena allergy from it...i woke up like 4am... and it was darn hard to breathe for like 2hours....i keep hitting my chest...struggle like hell... then i calm my self down.. breathe slowly...then i manage then fell asleep again coz too tired...

DAm wei...i miss college... haha but when go college.. i miss training... go training i miss college... Whats the point =.=
Last night my mom asked me again... "boy do u really want to become chef"
Well u know la how mothers are...im not sure bout urs.. but mine..everyday come home...like PMs... scold scold scold...smallest thing in the world... shout!! arghh...for 20years im suffering...bahh sometimes i wish she just get too old and tired to shout anymore... when im not happy...i usually only say only few words...wont talk much....wont be around.... So she asked me again... " wanna be a chef? " then i din answer her...omg i been taking culinary for like wat/...2years now?? and all i do is cook cook cook...see cooking show... i soo wanted to shout back... NO...F**K CHEF LINE...F*cK..... Coz of u mom...many times i tell me self...why am i doing chef line...why sometimes i hate it so much!!! i got a confesion la... i dun cook at home... u know why...when i wan get the stuff to cook..mom will biliblalbabilbialbll...make noise..then say too much steps this that...omg...thats why i dun cook at home ... Andy u know rite...my mom told u...i dun cook at home... thats why i hate cooking at home...the only person i would cook for at home now is only my brother...and my dad when he ates at home for lunch...if not...hell with it laa...

At the brighter side...im inside cold kitchen now...for like 2weeks edi...i should be goin into hot kitchen today...and omg...its dam hot...imagine kitchen so small deep fryer at the left handside of the wall and salamander just on the top right...at the right...is the machine to boil water and next to that is the stove... giler giler kau panas inside... and u know la FAT guys..when feeling HAWT XD "hot" sweat mahh... i sweat sweatr sweat....like sauna can lose weight fast....haha...

Purple... Cool-ness

2008-11-05T05:28:00.000-08:00

*sobs sobs* im suppose to have purple color hair today!!
hahah i first time dye my own hair...purple color though...well i kept it for like 1hour but but...during shower can see the color...but but...other ppl say looks the same...i was so char tou... hahah i know why edi...purple can see when bleach the hair.. then color and and...i use little only coz i scared wont work...hehehe gonna put more again!! =)

Anyway today went parade...saw dessert's bar guys and girls...sakae sushi...then i saw an angel XD
no la i went makan with mui mui ^^ went shopping...toy's r us. then went home...now blogging..and thinking what to do... oh yah... Tamar!!! < Tamar >
i love this singer...specially purified and transcend... support support ppl...

Oh yes one more thing.. BabyShn just opened ThinkGlamz... and i wanna support oso..girls if u love earrings...handphone stuff..dress..shoes? have a look at this website..and give ur support please ^^ < Think glamz>
well thats all for now!! Teehee XD

~Nightmares~

2008-11-02T17:32:00.000-08:00

This is bad...i keep having this stupid working nightmares. when im sleeping...the dreams are like so real...its like im still working...it just makes me more and more tired...bahh i hate this------ im totally pissed rite now lol....

Hehe tmrw i hav half day....fun-ness gonna go find my mui...maybe catch a movie...haven see her for a long time edi...like few months?? but before that i din see her for like 3years ++ hahah XD
I hope she does well for pmr....oh wells..

Derrick is coming in kitchen!!! good la ...less headache for me...hoho but his off today...dammit...arghh.... and this sore eyes...and itchy-ness are like killing me...i think im allergic to something but i cant figure it out....gosh my hands are so itchy now.... *scratch scratch*

Got to go now...gonna watch HSM3 online haha...For free...since i cant go movies often...so see online la...

2008-10-29T21:00:00.000-07:00

I miss u!!

2008-10-26T18:18:00.000-07:00

At 4.22pm yesterday... oct 26 2008.. Asher quit a really bad habit and im proud of it!!!
but now all i need is to prove it right... yay!!!

Yesterday was last day of service wooohooo... from tomorrow onwards im going into the kitchen! yes la...finally been waiting for so so so long...i worked soo hard *tears* *sob sob* =P

I had this same dream for like 4days in a role...where this unknown girl...kissed me at the cheeks then we like couple...but...i dunno who...it feels like someone i know...Anyway..its just a dream rite...4days in a role...maybe coz im thinking to much about it thats why the same things keeps coming.

haha

2008-10-21T18:39:00.000-07:00

yesterday din take much pic...actually din take any at all...but yeah love the friends and company ^^

anyway wanna see my present?? from Alvin , julia and andy if not mistaken :P
as usual the gang would get me weird stuff XD Last year andy bought me a Box of condom =.=
I never used one oso ok =.= *shy*
This year haha underwear -.- MOOOOOOO :P
Anyway thats for coming yesterday.... im proud to be 19!! hehe... im not getting older...im getting wiser day by day ^^"

2008-10-21T02:35:00.000-07:00

Officially 19!

2008-10-20T08:34:00.000-07:00

Today so tiring...have to take bus to pyramid and back to parade to continue work...bahhhh.. but only 1more week then KITCHEN BABY!!!

Well when i came back i saw JOANNE!! omg girl i missed u so much T_T
hahah so wanted to hug u XD
Anyway 26more min!!! then im officially older hahaha
Still hoping tmrw night NO RAIN!! if not spoil sighh...
G2g wanna rest and...prepare for tmrw ^^

RawR!!

2008-10-19T18:22:00.000-07:00

Few words.. " i hope there is no rain tmrw "
Today is gonna be a sucky day.. i have to travel from parade to pyramid..then come back... omg..just for a stupid meeting... !! bluekkk...mind as well just dont go back work =.=

oh boy...

2008-10-16T19:31:00.000-07:00

its been so long since i last blogged ^^ my line had some small prob...so msn blog...even facebook i cant view =.= yah i know it sux hahah... wat happened these few days...sigh...i hate it la...kena tio from customers, many times not my fault oso...but still sighh... Dun care la, only one i wont forget was yesterdaY , MATSALEH!!! ORANGPUTIH!!! i hate chu!!! =( omg scold me like no body bisness , i mean in not the supervisors , manager ect ect...come on la im a human...just because ur food din come on time no need to tio me like im ur punching bag =.= BAHHHH dun work at sakae sushi...its really hard...but i recomend those whom are doing management...once u master sakae sushi...other place is seriously piece of cake only. Bahhh... Anyway only happy thing bout yesterday is, i saw sio sen!!! ahh miss u girl hehe = ) and i baught my new shoes....why! coz while working...it broke -.- so no choice hav to spend rm70 for new cheap bata brand... my old shoe is also bata it din even last like 6months??? sighh....no money buy good shoe hahah XD waiting for pay la....then i need pay back my dad, mom, and phone bill....bahh im stressing over money :( bluekk dun care for now la.... Anyway i found a new singer i like Tamar.... < CLICK ME > there is the link...haha check her out...i love her song... new day... omg to me...its my song...coz im facing it now hahaha XD well i got to go now.... i leave u with this lyric... got to go cook lunch and go work...haiz... I LOSE 5KG amazing =.=

Thinking of holding u again, where i left off last. But u wont want it ^^

tamar - new day

Verse:
Before the light I found the dark
Before tonight I feel apart
Frozen up IÂ’ve realized that somethingÂ’s gotta change

It took a crash to understand
Time kept slipping through my hands
I never used to know
The sun will shine after the rain

Chorus:
Say goodbye, say goodbye to the way I was before
Say hello, say hello to a new way
I was lost, but I found what I was looking for
Waking up, waking up to a new day
A new day

Verse:
I was sleeping in a twisted dream
Dying just to make believe
A pretty situation was far from where I was

But IÂ’m not up for giving up
Lying down and out of luck
My mistakes are in the open and know IÂ’m finally coming clean

Chorus:
Say goodbye, say goodbye to the way I was before
Say hello, say hello to a new way
I was lost, but I found what I was looking for
Waking up, waking up to a new day
A new day

Bridge:
Cause everything, everything ends at the start
IÂ’m healing and feeling all of my scars

Chorus:
Say goodbye, say goodbye to the way I was before
Say hello, say hello to a new way
I was lost, but I found what I was looking for
Waking up, waking up to a new day
A new day

shoft shell crab maki

2008-10-12T08:48:00.000-07:00

I rather if non of u all come...u know why..politics i hate it so much...talk about *** 3months i was with u guys and girls... say, we get closer together but actually kau kau politics..thats why i hate going on Sat so much...Politics..i talk to ppl about this..and it would change...change my ass la...it will never change...only the good and real christian will be good...the politic ppl....bunch of show off... there i admite my feelings towards u ppl...gosh..i always been telling ppl...denying the facts...no point...the truth is the truth the church lies..so as u..Hate it....bahhh!!!!

To someone.: to lose someone is better than someone losing u. whose lost is it?? yes u lost that person...but the fact is..the person lost someone who loves that person alot..

Anyway work is getting more and more crazy....haiz tired...i slept for like what? 10 hours =.= open eyes and omg...still tired...i hate everything right now...bahh im not emo-ing@! im just...frus..oh well dun care la....

It seems so...Far yet so near

2008-10-09T18:21:00.000-07:00

Im such a mess...gosh...working at sakae sushi now... service side...pic bad quality, blame the phone -.-
First time in 2weeks!!! sakae sushi was empty for like 30mins =.= only...sadness T_T
During this training.. meet alot of type of customers , got friendly, bitchy, noughty O.o", sexy, funny, ugly, tall, short, big, small , understanding, inpatient [ alot =.=] , EGO and many more... The people whom i hate most who come and ate at sakae sushi is those office workers : /
They berlagak like giler kau! Thinking that thier job is like so super...acting so big great and all mighty, the story is like this, u see the I.M was bit cacat, so i told them can sit another table since that table is actually for 12ppl seating, then this ass said Look Around i dun see the restaurant busy at akk. So i was like " oh ok sir if u insist but sir.. the computer here is abit cacat, Then he shouted Just let us sit here!! and go greet someone else.. THANK YOU!!! then i no choice lo yes sir. After that they keep calling for me, i told them got service delay for 15min, food would come slow.. then every 5min keep calling me, keep saying where is our food?? why so long. i Said " sir i informed u about the service delay sir. Then he macam DUN UNDERSTAND...so Stupid =.= Then as i was saying the computer bit cacat, the list became long, he choose food comes out double. he called me, Boy what happened to your computer arr??? why is it so Stupid.. why u cannot do anything.... check all my orders and cancel alot. That time i so wanted to say F*** U SIR I TOLD U EDI!! BIT*H @!!!@!@!@!@#!@&uytr#@#$%^&%$#@!#$%&$#@!#$%^&*^%$#@
so i said lo...sir earlier i told u bout this computer, u did not want to listen... he shouted JUST SHUT UP AND CANCEL!! he so dam ego wei!! infront all his friends, so i said ok..which ever food is going to come out edi im not canceling it, since sir ur the one who is controling the mouse, food which not yet prepared i will cancel as u ordered me...then i walked away... then when they wan to pay edi...this Jack ass complain about me....then pay and went off...manager like wanna sound me edi...then one of the girl who was with that ass h**e came and told Me, That feller ordered wrongly, and his ego just too MUCH so proud of him self, sorry to cause trouble... OMG EVEN a lady can stand up for him...he own self WTF laaaa omg....haizz...

Any from today on..should be having more staff, so mine and derricks weight would be lifted....So short of man power.. haiz...

I been thinking, What am i feeling lately. Thinking of how my life was in the past, its just some random thoughts.. And i figured out, even though my grades are not tooooo good mostly bad all the times, friends love like and hate me... Im blessed ^^
Im blessed by many ppl, meeting great friends, family, neighbour. Yeah its true, meeting people whom i felt love for the first time. My ex haha well, the truth i hav other ex before her, but i know its puppy love or crush, but her..It was diff, i Felt " u know hey asher if someone can love u, then we are consider blessed edi" Im very thankful now for the people i meet. I just wished i realise this earlier, Change my fate with her, I wanna let go. I tried.. not working..Even its like 1year now, i tried falling inlove with anohter just to let go...when i was talking to Cy...mui said kor i know edi, its actually u like Those girls, not love. We can feel we can see...thats when i realise it, Hahah thanks mui now im awaken, Love u haha... Yes chooi yin is now my Fav mui ^^ vicky too...but she got boo now hahah...

Now i'm changed i guess..i wanna grow up, i dun wanna be who i was anymore...Dun wanna be much of a flirt but i wanna be more of a good friend, Tell u a secret, i go out with friends,, but when other ppl go out,its diff. i always wanna know how its like for real friends to hang out ^^ I dun have a bestie yet...best best friend is hard to find..comes once a life time..once lost..thats it so hard to gain back.. And i told my self...Time to stop emo-ing.. and im gonna stop..think reality...

so tired

2008-10-04T09:05:00.000-07:00

I am soo tired, yet im blogging... hehe coz baby shn is doing my header..well it was to cheer me up...coz of lausy work.haiz. sakae...arghh dun wan think bout it...give me more headache only...hehehe biii ur header..cheered me up alot..hehe thanks ^^

Anyway today...Work again...sucky place.... but this time derrick was here =.=
omg first time i can see how pissed he was...haha i am pissed too...we are trainees come on where is the human rights?? we are trainee come in fresh dunno shits. dun la treat us like we worked there for like 5years that time u wan scold us..its ok wan...dun la when after we do mistake...then tell us..and scold at the same time...babi i hope u 2 so hais there just die la...DIE DAMMIT..

Well anyway...saw pam eddie and su sing...oppss i 4got!!!! he wanted gas ppl phone number and i 4got...swttt..hhahah dun care la give him later hehehe.. got to go...dam tired wanna sleeep early today....sacrifice some computer time for rest..

oowww my feet hurts =(

I hate Sakae sushi!!!!

2008-10-02T08:08:00.000-07:00

Asher is anti - sakae sushi!!!!!!

sakae sushi is the worst place on earth to train!!! they treat trainee like dog..no worst than dogs... as today is my first official day working..soi dont know thier operation system..so i nicely with a smile ask them. Tai kor, how to do? what must i do ? the best part was he started scolding me,.... he said we never teach u anything meh? why u so stupid look around and see la. we dun need tell u anythin u should know edi... WTF is this, dun tell anything on what to do or brief then i would know everything WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HIM!!!!
When i was gonna go for break...they say... late 1min deduct 1hour of worktime salary...15min late half day worth of salary 1hour late!!! 3days of salary is deducted!! mind as well dun go work....STUPID PLACE....dun go sakae sushi i hope it dies!!! burned down...or just kill that fucking fuck faces there..

Training

2008-09-30T00:40:00.000-07:00

Well i officially started training. At where? look above XD
yea,...yesterday was our first day of training. Me derrick joe.. pui san and lim. We had our orientation, lots and lots of talk bout types of sushi and meaning.. lol it was fun...and boring too.. haha anyway we have no choice but to do service..but we are not normal trainies we are training to be service managers XD they are giving us coat.. to be a manager lol....then only after 1month ill be inside kitchen...YESH cant wait...but 1month is like very very fast hahaha XD. Its 3.45pm...why i can blog at this time?? XD
Well today is my off day...right after my first day of work is my off day..then tmrw! off oso PH XD dam funny...first week of work...2days off edi lol. im gonna love sakaw sushi XD
Go youtube...search for moonboy.. /=D this boy can shuffle better than many ppl i know ;) hahaha XD

byee i wanna sleep not enough sleep...im still sick sighh

I wanna be

2008-09-25T19:22:00.000-07:00

Im trying to change my looks lol.... i wanna look like T.O.P. Only follow the eyes and the hair and pierce the ears only... Giving thought to it...and wanna see how it turns out ^^ first need to do most important thing in the world! Lose weight ~.~

Then speaking of change style...i was reading law of euki PLUS manga...interesting...his powers are now mop... so yeah as the pic above there was one part dam dam dam funny...thats haiji, Oh yeah i wanna to get his bandana!! omg so cool must read the manga to know why...and nagara's snow hat and googgles !! yumm...dam nice...but not malaysian style...but what the heck i like to be diff...soo gonna find it and try it.. hehe..
And this pic =.= was chatting with wailoon and leon till like 1am..talking bout cosplay...cloud... then mo tin tin...this picture came up hahahaha funny-ness

thats all for today...the day jsut started...maybe later ill blog more... ^^

Happy birthday Elmo

2008-09-24T22:20:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday alvin !!!!

lol sorry i dun have pic of us XD or in a small group hahah...but spot the alvin!!! at the right side...diff hair style as u can see haha... happy birthday bro XD

Flowers of life.

2008-09-23T23:26:00.000-07:00

Lovely isn't it, flowers... Flowers beautiful aren't they...Flowers adorable aren't they.
Flowerss, flowers, flowers...
Flowers, they are like Ones feeling for someone else,
When one is empty and lonely, it does not blossom, only leafs.
When it found someone to impress, It blossoms, showing off the beauty of it.
And the time period is over, it dies, turns black and eventually falls off.
Flowers, they represent our feelings, when we are single, lonely or alone, we are just
the leafs. We dun want to blossom, we dun want to be a pretty flower.
but when someone special enters our life, we blossom. we want to express our feelings, we bloom
presenting the flower of our feelings, at many times it looks great.
it look lovely, beautiful from the outside in.
But when that special someone leaves, leaving us heart broken. The flower
will wither, being dead inside out, all black.
So flowers flowers... When we give flowers to someone...is it the meaning? does it some how represents
our feelings when we give flowers to someone?.
flowers, flowers, flowers. I was blooming, till i withered. Dry from the inside out. Flowers..how pretty u are
, in the end u would still be hurt. no Point..
I'm not emo-ing, Its my thought.. are we like a plant..without the help of ppl watering us..can we stay alive? appreciate ur friends and family..for they have water u through out ur life...mm friends... =)

2008-09-23T02:26:00.000-07:00

Since there is nothing much to do..at home i been viwawa all day @@~!
Holy cow, dam boring la, many ppl on holiday like david chris all in Sg now...charles dunno where edmond oso dunno where alvin oso dunno where..oh alvin..most prob training edi or....with someone rite now hahah XD
www.viwawa.com
here is my avatars ^^

Cuteness XD play la join me..seinz u know...they got chor tai teee, mahjong, some other stuffs XD fun la...but play alone seinz la XD

here's something from my brother..his friends in school...look how ganas the cute girl lolz...she is such a adorable girl lol... click here since there is no code for it.

2008-09-23T02:13:00.000-07:00

to a certain someone.. better think twice wat u said..its fine with me, only i will feel the pain, but u better remember the words u use to say, and the action u use to make. dun think its all bout me only..ur involve in it. that settles it, u wan me off ur life. fine with me. Make sure, u think back and remember the words u use to say to me. not i love u, but others..Just remember, be happy, when no one watches u anymore, just remember I looked out for u, but now...will never happen again. Samatehga..me mo sal, the guy who once i called idiot..i use to call him tat, becoz of u. Trying to support u,,and blabla..useless now..u make me look like a fool. good for u then...

Its 1year edi..wow i just realise its 1year now

2008-09-22T19:47:00.001-07:00

Yeah training is going to start soon... sept 29. I'm missing college now, i want to go see my friends and sleep in class, walk around find people...so many things to do...now 1week holiday, stuck at home...seinz till wan die edi...somemore..got some other problem that, i can never settle = (
6more days, meet new people in the industry and learn new experience.

Sometime Survey:

Sometimes..

sometimes i just need: You

somtimes i want: company

somtimes i like to: wonder around

sometimes all it takes: is just...

somtimes i picture: my self drowning in the ocean

sometimes i wish: I could reverse time and re-do my mistakes

sometimes i find: blond girls annoying.

sometimes i take: a deep breath..and never let it out till i almost choke to death

sometimes i look: at girls in the eye to tell them im here for u

sometimes i hate: people who talks big but going no where

sometimes it’s nice: to Hug someone you love.

sometimes it hurts: to see the one you love got hurt

sometimes it makes me happy: to see ur smile

sometimes it’s sad: when someone passes on

sometimes i listen: to people's advice till it sounds like they are scolding me

sometimes i sleep: I dream of us, during our older days

sometimes i like to watch: Anime bleach [porn O.O" haha XD.]

sometimes i feel: Like a total stranger to u..i am now

sometimes i rant: on my life

sometimes i never: wish that we could end 1 year agoo... its 1year edi...wow that is fast..

sometimes i really: want to jump from a cliff

When I’m .. alone i tend to be emo

sad, i want: Sushi queen

happy, i need: My kitty shirt... meeooowww

mad, i wish: u F off..who ever u are?? xD

overjoyed, i find: my self in heaven

indifferent, i like to: wear shirt with lots of dots in it... for a change o.o"

content, i never: watch tv??

frustrated, all it takes: to kill someone

If..

you saw your best friend on one side of the road, but you also saw one of your close family members on the other side, and they were both in serious danger, who would you go to help first? and jesus was standing right infront of you, what would you say to him?

I'll say.. Lord take my life, spare my family members and my close friends life..take mine instead and let them live on..for i have sin alot and deserve to be punish for my sins...forgive me and safe them dear lord. ^^

you had the choice of going back in time to or go forward in time to see the future, which would you choose?

ill choose non of the above...i like the present...not everything i like but its ok laa...

Ehh its 1 year already...i knew it was at September but cant remember the date...but i saw my old post...and i realize its 23 sept which is today.. wow time flies so fast...1year edi.. i cant believe we are separated for so long now. Lots of changes huh, we grew up and have life on our own now... But till now i still wish i could share my life with u ^.^

no regrets in life...may god bless us more... study hard girl...be someone great in the future...and ill do my best as well ^^ Im glad we are still friends ^^ Lee en

2008-09-22T08:03:00.000-07:00

I know now...Gonna let it go..Sorry for everything..I wanted us to be more..Guess its...not gonna be..
I still love u...but, since u decide to do so...ill just let it be...and let us be a mere memory..

Another Wave...

2008-09-22T06:01:00.000-07:00

im not really in the mood... but i only want to hear korean song which is..From big bang..I have no feelings now...but this 2 songs...kinda speak for me...So enjoy it

1..

2..

I find

2008-09-21T21:54:00.000-07:00

I find kari byron hot!
check this out...

I need you =(

PaInt Ball

2008-09-20T02:26:00.000-07:00

As you can see...today is paintball day!!! we were finalist but due to my ..miscomunication with the reff... we lost :( could had won rm500 in CASH~~!?!?!? damm laa.... soo tired...paint ball is very very fun!! omg i love it.... i wanna go again....more more !!!

After that went cc with charles....go home...and now blog bout paintball then...going to sleep edi... dam tired XD..

tata...time no oink oink

End of Term4!

2008-09-19T01:04:00.000-07:00

Term 4 is Officially OVER!!!
Parttyyy..!!

First of Happy Birthday to
Piggy!! [ cole]

And

David!!

Its been a long time since i blog ^^ due to some reason set ups.. My internet was block...DUN USE KAPESKY!!! sux wei lol... but good la when configure properly hehe
Anyway this week exam week, i last minute study alot!! kau alot..thanks to Alvin, simon, pam, ju whole of group 1 la...hehe last minute study moment really helped alot ^^ thanks Guys and Gurls ^^ .. Exam, was easier than mid term...dam WTF... hahaha i hope i get a good global avarage...if not sigh...

well starting 19 sept 2008 im going for my second training...at parade in sakae sushi ^^ sux when our 2nd training suppose to be all kitchen but i have to do service for 1month sigh....

While working part time in Parade...i meet my very very old friend...her name is Emily ^^ if i remember the last time i saw her is when form 3...if not mistaken..its been so long!! but today too tired cannot see her...lol. I organize to meet her wan today, haha but i think its ok la...since she got assignment to do.. Anyway tmrw im going for paint ball competition...organize by college, first time in my life im playing paint ball wanna experience it...lol then need go give resign?regisn...w/e letter to desert's bar, since stop edi...sad..but get to see them everyday hahah...during training of coz..

I miss church people alot...specially aim, and love ones haha...just when i wanna go back youth training, ill try make sat off so i can go youth ^^ Church church..haizz
Muiii!!! did i do something wrong?? must tell me, plz dont ignore me =(

Well i guess thats all for today...wanna go DOTA!! kick some AIs ass!!!

Tatata!! ^^

gonna miss term 4, how time flies. Just started day 1 and now ended...sigh

sorry aunty... lol

2008-09-09T07:38:00.000-07:00

Kesian her

man Singapore radio station are much better than malaysian one i guess
I guess im ok now...controlled my emotions..lol... but there was something i did not want to hear...but nvm la...i can understand ^^

this is the best one

I hate today

2008-09-08T08:23:00.000-07:00

Look man...i know i sucked badly today ok...dun think i dun know , dun have to remind me..
I did my homework...it did not turn out the way i wanted to..i dun blame the ppl who came late..woke up late..ok im blaming my self rite now, i dun even know how to face tomorrow to my group. i feel like an ass, i tried my best i really did, if i didn't i wouldn't even come today. I wouldn't even care. sorry la i screwed it up... I love pastry but its not my field, i tried to be organize but it doesn't seem to happen... SORRY LA DAVID...im not good enough.
Once the wound is stabbed, dun punch it in. Im hurt, really i am, this is a nightmare my first dissaster. We are learning,, so am i. I even threw away my pride and appologize to EVERYONE in the group. If im a bad chef today, plz do so say it. Wanna make the wound deeper please do so!! ok..

.

I hate TODAY!!!!!!!!!! I HATE IT , I HATE IT!!!!!!!!

if wan me to appologize again... IM SORRY GROUP1 SOOOOOO F....SORRY I SCREW UP TODAY...

OMG!!!

2008-09-04T06:32:00.000-07:00

Currently dam dam dam dam dam dam!!
Stress ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
i scared monday not enuf ingredients.
I scared what i plan all wrong..
omg im in a panic state rite now, i dun care bout food science rite now
All i wan is monday to over quick and Steady going...i am scared!!!
terrified... feel like im standing alone..
I hope im not...i hope my group stand by me....SORRY GUYS IF I FAIL U!!
Ill hang my self never to come back T_T

Today, went out with u.

I thought it was gonna be fun, walk around at time square w/e.
But i know this is important for u.. so i bare with it, When the whole time i was there i just felt...
Left out..haiz,, ur my mui, we should be closer than bf and gf.. Sorry i ruin ur day with my
emotions.. sorry

[PART 2] of What A day

2008-09-03T06:25:00.000-07:00

Today, is like POW~!~!~! Full of Crazyness and all..
AS you can see, pictures down there, hehe
erm. there was presentation for french is like our assignment la,
so we have to act a celeb scene, but everything in french. And make it as interesting
as possible la. So we had singers, Gay actor[me], and [mr.anonymous] X.x [Shemale.]
hahahah its all fun la, learning is all bout fun,specially when comes to french.. mad-ness
With the lecturer lagi GG...

Then kitchen, we had basket style? if thats how u call it, it means
no guidance. like no recipe hehe, so everything if own skill and style.
I partner pam, hehe she kept saying sorry, aiya pam no need say sorry yah^^ im not
sooooo GOOD like someONE heheh ;) so yeah we learn from our mistakes''
[ANDY I WROTE BOUT PAM HAPPY NOW??]
So as i was saying, during studies we can aim to be number one. But like
when me , derrick, david and aiman were discussing, when we go out and work
its either big or small, skills is skills no more the best no more the number one
yes we still have our rankings and all, but it all comes down to that person... hehe
So yeah, we are not born perfect, so whoever pandai pandai say we are perfect and all,
go CHURCH ok, learn the truth seek the truth ok! xD

Today, i told her i would wait for her to finish dinner service, and like go home with her
Then, i only have like one reason to wait *Something laa* and i feel kinda bad coz
I left and went home first, im not trying to be bad ok, i did my very best to
contact her, but her cellphone was off, i even tried calling her friends to give her the message.
So i hope she dont think me as a fangkuater or something, Im soft xD what to do
ahahahah

Haizz,,,now i dam stress lo, thinking bout next monday.
Im the exu chef for pastry next monday. I hope it turns out well =(
I'm afriad that things would fall apart, i know im not good in all this
But Dc28~~!! group 1 i promist ill do my best to stay awake and organize.
Bare with me ok for just 1 day, then later hate me or love me la kk^^
If ur readin this...group1 hehehe im like pleading ok XD coz im very worried =(

What a DAy XD [part 1]

2008-09-03T06:15:00.000-07:00

Omg what a Crazy day!!! ill explain in PART 2

Hmm

2008-09-02T05:23:00.000-07:00

There are somethings in life which i wish it would repeat but..i guess it will never happen.

Girl keep it to ur self ok. I know its been a long time now, As i sit here staring at the computer *not a good idea* its so random thoughts of you just appear. I remember the day, first day where we were watching p.o.t.c2. At first u were on the beach chair, then u came down sat beside me. As time passes by u made me hold ur waist. I didn't made the move, i was scared, i was afriad, i thought it was only like flirting around kinda stuff. But when you gave the kiss at the cheek, i knew u were mine. We stoned there for a minute and i replied u with a kiss and say " i love u" . Hearing u saying it back to me made me so alive. But now, i cant seem to hear those words anymore. I cant seem to find it anywhere, As i sit here not sure to cry or to smile. Memories memories memories, no matter how sweet u can be memories there is always the bitterness in it. Thinking of my emotions right now, and i wanna cry eventhough im a guy, but as i sit here thinking of the old days, i realize its time to smile again. Let the tears fall and never to climb back up to the eyes, but a smile even if it falls no matter what it comes back with a smile. =)
I miss u, no one has replaced u yet, i know someone replace me long time ago, im happy that ur ok,good condition,when u emo dont forget in here, here to listen. there is always a 10% of u in my heart no matter where i go or what ill do. I just wish i could fix the mistake i done once, so that it would not break our hearts. Im the one who is selffish , im the one who made our breakup big. Im sorry for it, trully i am.

ok Here what just happen!! 9pm sharp!!! charles asked me for translator website from english to french, ok la i tell him. propelly the very good website i kinda lost it since stupid destop formated and all the bookmarks are gone. Then he blackmail me pulak, but i know him he wont do so.. Then ANDY!!! yeah andy im talkin bout u...blackmailer =P i know la ur kitchen very geng but...those poor ones like me, aiyo help la sikit =.= no need black mail me ma.... u should listen to mr.yeoh more la... ish...BLACK MAILER!!!!!! BLACK BLACK BLACK ANDY IS BLACKMAILER...carefull ppl andy lim mun kong can scam u!! and black mail!!! wakakakak!!!! [ Sorry la andy i just feel like writing bout u rite now.. heeh Blog page number 24 www.andylimslife.blogspot.com *fake* Today arrr i blackmail asher!! its so funny hahaha!!!!!!!!!!! ]

ok done... XD
Kinda stress bout next week monday, haiz... But when its time to shine...lets shine!! and Defeat the enemy ANDY LIM!! opss i ter say it again!! hahah... play play only ma...we are friends ma andy XD oppss. So yeah thinking of putting a target... rm1500 profit...dunno can make it or not, BUT I DUN WAN GIV ALL THIS MONEY TO college...so im planning take back wat we earn wakak!! not fair ma..we pay college like hell, then give us rm250 budget then take all the profit away without giving it to the students who work so hard to sell it. Even outside if we were treated like shit! we oso get pain for what we do...so...not fair...darn taylors money eaters ishh!!!

Anyway g2g now...need do the costing heheh and hang clothes =.=

tata..
-Andy lim- [nice name la i shall name my son andy lim park... second thought...nehhh]

Tagged

2008-08-28T08:34:00.000-07:00

Tag...Yi qing old buddy ^^ miss yah hehehe

instructions:
Remove one question from below and add in your own question,
make it a total 20 questions.
Then tag 8 people from your list.
List them out at the end of the post.
Notify them that they have been tagged.

1. At what age you wish to marry?
lets see... 26? ++ when older of coz

2. Are you straight?
yeah i am

3. Do you smoke?
Ermmmm

4. What are the things that interest me now??
Excu day..next next monday, i want it to be great ^^ pastry sale, rm1 at TCPJ!! come come

5. List out two things that you'd like to do now.
Sleep its kinda late now, and find a song which i cant find =(

6. How old are you?
19!! octo 21!!

7. What is the latest thing you bought with your own money?
Movie ticket, hot dog, coke

8. Do you believe in love at first sight ?
yeah i do

9. Currently into?
studying

10. Getting married is going to heaven or grave?
???

11. How many kids do you want?
Maybe 2? having kids expenses are high la..but..i wan a daughter and son, i was born with no sister.. hahah

12. Are you in love?
^.^

13. Where is the latest restaurant you have dinner?
Some place...

14. Name the latest book you bought?
LATEST!!! NO NO NO...asher dun buy book haha =P

15. Do you believe in open book test?
Yes done that before lol

16. Single or Attached?
safe draft =.=

17. Name the first person that comes into your mind now.
Chooi yin lo...since we're chatting on msn rite now lolz.

18. The most exciting place you want to go?
europe!! Amsterdam LOL!!! haha :P and many more la... haha

19. Which quality is more important in a lover. Looks or personality?
Personality!

20. Any regrets??
Kinda, by being an idiot and a fool.

Tag
Carmie
shannon
yvonne
pamela
alvin
wong lee en
rach soon

Je T'aime

2008-08-27T07:35:00.001-07:00

today...Today... went College..Study...oh oh during Maths class...usually miss, oppss sorry if im not wrong she is puan dila now... XD

And and well usually when she teach, everybody just dies of boredom and she speaks really soft...i can barely hear her say anything...so what happened was this French guy from dunno where. apparently his the like Judge when im finishing my course...yeah lol.. So he was like in the class monitoring us and the lecturer.So dunno why la today she so nice, TALK SO LOUD and GAVE US NOTES for the FIRST time! serious bull shit... So we bagi muka lo buat buat macam belajar tapi tak...hahaha XD

Anyway today was my interview day. So me derrick and joseph went to pyramid lo, at zen Japaneses. So ermm... went there of coz i was nervous but during the interview i realize ,actually all of us realize that mrs.tong was talking bout during training we only be doing service, so its like impossible la since we DC students we are mente to be in thE KITCHEN. So kinda too bad la, haiz.. so then went starbucks and i purposely put a black coffee been into the green beans?? dunno it says there.

But i guess there is no choice lo, i dun wan be doing service for 3months. so now we are going to sakae sushi. Got parade branch, pyramid and midvalley the new branch...so if get either one oso is good enuf edi..i hope this 2nd training is a good one...

After that went back college, got ready for kitchen. todays menu is crepe seafood. My starter din get a chance to take picture..but main course.. there it is,

And after class, i and charles hav to clean the sink OMG. OMG. OMG!!!!! LOOK AT THE PICTURE OSO CAN GET SCARED!!!

Outside..while waiting the rain to like slow down>?? I gave a special someone a call, I kinda realize how much i missed her, and i know i was a jerk an idiot to assume.Im sorry, i feel really bad the way i treated u the way i do these days. Now i know, so i just hope u can give a 2nd chance..Sorry

Anyway, enuf of the Heartsick emoing. August 31 is coming..dunno whether i should work or not...i think pay is x2? rm5.50 x2 = rm11 an hour... wow? Shit thats good.. work 8 hours rm88 whouaa... Hmm...i guess that would be all today, kinda sleepy now..so
Good night folks

for me formidable

2008-08-25T01:46:00.000-07:00

Today in French class we sang this song, as the title and my blog song lol... For me formidable - charles aznavour
So now lets sing along...

Charles Aznavour
=For me formidable=

You are the one for me , for me, for me , for me formidable
You are my love very, very, very , veritable
Et je voudrais pouvoir un jour enfin te le dire
te l'ecrire
Dans la langue de shakespeare
My daisy, daisy, daisy, desirable
Je suis malheureux d'avoir si peu de mots
A t'offier en cadeaux
darling i love you, love you, darling i want you
Et puis c'est a peu pres tout
you are the one for me, for me, for me
Formidable

You are the one for me, for me ,for me ,
formidable
But how can you
See me, see me , see me , si minable
Je ferais mieux d'aller choisir mon vocabulaire
Pour te plaire dans la langue de moliere
toi, tes eyes, ton nose, tes lips adorables
Tu n'as pas compris tant pis
Ne t'en fais pas et viens-t-en dans mes bras
Darling i love you, love you,
darling i want you
Et puis le reste on s'en fout
You are the one for me, for me , for me,
formidable
Je me demande meme
Pourquoi je T'aime
Toi qui te mosques de moi et de tout
Avec ton air canaille, canaille, canaille,
How can i LoVe you.

Alright people ROUND 2... Sing!!! lol
hahah thats all...boring and tiring dar... Profit Rm706.. not bad huh and chef only comes in like wat 10.am... dam sayang if she comes in
we sure reach 1k... *look cocky talk * hahaha

I saw ur smile..and i was touched

Soul Sucker

2008-08-23T17:42:00.000-07:00

Wooo sunday morning...dam tired.. haizz.
Currently im doing part time job in... *drumm roll!!* babababbabababaadmadmamdmadadadbabdmadmadamdmad
Kachinggg... "Deserts bar" Yea so im currently working there, while studying. errmm i work every friday nights. and saturday evening shift...so if u happen to drop by Subang parade..come and visit yah...and Eat there too..i tell u all the ice creams there are like.... Heaven *haallelujah*
Im so tired la, after come home, eat maggi then i DIN go to sleep. Watch movie, online lol.. i found a website thAT can watch movie online Streaming. So i watched hulk and love guru since i haven seen it lol..love guru funny hahahahah XD sorry shock sendiri since i neva watched it before..

Anyway here is a pic of my uniform..its almost like gasoline

this is actually cream.. but logen was asking on msn:
Logen: waa asher whats all that white thing.
Asher: its sperm, what do u think it was?
Logen: waa how come can come out so much wan?
Asher: err...swtt no comement.
Asher: tired la just come back from work
Logen: of coz la tired, hard work taking out all the white stuff.
Asher: okay logen./..no comment@!! its creme by the way -.-

Crazy chat lol..Well, Life is getting much better. Ermm dunno la its just diff from last time, kinda really TAKING things slow, Bit of care-free so on. Now i just wan to be happy and everyone to be happy, But only one thing that is drowning me,is that i miss her.

Oh oh oh see my title today...there is a story to it from my French Lec haha... all TCHT DC28 sure know bout this.. haha =)
So next post i shall explain it more...now breakfast!! then go church See ya all ^^

Woke up from a Dream

2008-08-18T18:14:00.001-07:00

Woke up From a Dream,
Its not a Nightmare.. Sweet Dream
Where there was [You]Ω♥Ω[me] ,
I dreamed of The Day when u First kissed me,
I woke up from a Phone call to my house..I was angry
But i ended up smiling, as the sun brighten up my day,
I was in Joy.
As i sat infront of the Dumb Box[TV], Sad-ness draws
As i realize How much i want her again. 10% kills a person..
I just Missed u so much [ 4 6477 968 ]

~~Emo...Asher emo... =D~~

Thinking of us in the past..Makes me SMile..All the memories

Currently thinking wat to do for my pastry when im exu chef.. come visit TCHT every monday...Pastries are sold for Rm1 ea
Come buy come buy!! delicious and good too ^^

when can i hold u in my arms again??Ω♥Ω
BullShit...

Thoughts of today

2008-08-18T02:09:00.000-07:00

Why do i hate jack asses so much...Before that pictures!!
I always have a picture of my self...this time i got glasses on...actually i dont wear glasses?? just for fun..its kinda a good picture though to me =.=

I got back the Girl whom i used to Love...my mui mui ^^ opps the way i said it its like we couple ...haha no la i wish :P
Got some prob back then...but now im happy we are family again ^^ love u mui ^^

hehe okayy for this one...hmmm Pam and simon...You know when that say...a pic ment a thousand words.... haha well...there are somethings that were made up...from alvin and edmond...kinda forget edi...but haha it was dam funny ^^

Loves...Cake~!!! This was for ms.pam requested wan hehe...looks nice yahh.... u should see my hand...down there....First time baker...First time kena burn from baking !! lol.. oh yeah... thats alvin preparing the cake... sOlo man!

See see my hand!! BURNNN

Oh well...

Ok now for the real talk... im gonna create a Comment Tag board..where that is only for comment...and chat box is only for Chat...coz this blog is gonna be comment and gossip BLOG...oo sounds INTERESTING!! hehe..ok la im sure everybody knows today i am Frigging pissed off...angry!!! yeah blablabla...Guess who la no need say...no need read oso know edi.
Comment on this please.. :
1.) How do you feel...when almost half ur life... u been helpin being there and like a buddy to this person...and they way he/she treats you is like...Bullshit! yeah.... bullshit... Its like u help ppl but in return the treat u like shit...tahi...kambing babi! understand? good.

2.)What is Baking...during baking there is alot of time rite...yes of coz i go around see wat i can do...sometimes go outside see ppl to ask buy pastry... But But... ok i know manyh ppl in college...But i just gonna spend 1min talkin to my juniors...and BOMB!!! that feller explode...im doing something good for the group..which is askin people to buy our pastry... that is an advantage rite..when u know alot of ppl..

Anyway... Do comment yeah..Meet
Qiki aww *huggies* haha Saw mui @.@" i cant keep my eyes of her la...Cy.. Coz i was in luv with her maybe lol.!! Saw her dar dar oso...
When to French Class....Got papers...was bad...hate my Result...Kinda think of it...how much i study oso no use...maybe im useless!! Dunno la..Dun wanna think bout it.. Anyway Tmrw only 1 class....Seinz...i think go out better....waste time..with econs even though its...nvm hahaha.. haizz boring la...Sigh...Sometimes...i dont wan to be a nice person.. just once in a while...haiz!!

Been a long time

2008-08-10T09:03:00.001-07:00

Well it has been a very very long time since i last blogged. Anyway im fine ^^ Good, Everything is Good emotions , feelings, ect ect is good EXCEPT!! Assessments~!! T_T pain in the Ass..
I got a reason to blog today, i wanted to express how i felt today coz today i felt something awkward. Lets see how should i start...ok i been thinking about my past lately "today" . The things i went though , friends i meet..Well honestly in never regret any of those..How i failed in my exams..Nope no regrets coz this is what is what i am today. What i really think the most is After seeing *old nick name* "baby girl" ... maybe some knows or only you know, yeah her..Well i sat behind her today, its weird coz she,rachie,hansel like sit diff place edi...oh yeah this happened in church ^^ ... YES asher park goes to church hahaha..Well, when pastor said..before you sit, turn around and greet somebody..I shook hands with rachie...and then her, its been a long time since i see that smile, which took my heart away a long time ago.. To my senses i Thought i had let that feeling go 100% , But the thing is i dont think anyone can just let go of their feelings 100% most probably i let go 90%?? As i look at her, i just think back of the past...yeah this how it started out hahaha..
Think bout it, i never once regret even after the break up. I thank God i meet such a wonderful person. Coming to the present, ppl i meet the ppl who i loved. J C C. Short form find out ur self, well i neva regret knwoing them. its just that, as time goes by they know and i will slowly learn that they are not the right person.. I wish i was back with u.. but i know, that u wouldn't. haiz... Anyway im not here to be emo...im happy now... seriously. Anyway...lately hmm got la commotion in college, now there is big politics i can say in Dc group1..not sure la, but i know ppl hate ea other, berpakat ect ect... well i know its not healthy but i just want to be in the safe side...and do the best i can for my group... OK I ADMITE...i might not be SO good in KITCHEN! but i will do my best ^^ ppl learn rite? well i hope we all can still work as a team..rite group 1?? Rite?..
haha...now i got this junk laptop, can blog...if not stupid kapesky in my destop would block it...so yeah thats another reason why i haven blog in a long time....i got more pictures actually maybe next post i post them all out here.... Anyway its late now..got to go sleep... THOSE WHO ARE IN TCHT!! DROP BY THE PASTRY ROOM 1... SELLING CHEAP DELICIOUS PASTRY AND SANDWISH ECT ECT!! COME COME RM1 ONLY!!!

The key to the Pouch...is ur Heart...

2008-07-14T16:34:00.000-07:00

Alrite... MY blog is finally Fixed!! dammit la.. for weeks...[actually days] The posting is screwed up... My background no more...my codes all died... So yeah...shit la i missed my old background =(

Well...Today class starts at 2pm.. im thinkin how to go... I mean, what if it rains? how am i gonna take the bus... Hell no... no umbrella ~.~" coz no matter what ill still get wet... =P

Erm...Yesterday Dc28 group1, which is the group im in... We had pastry selling.... and I can see... that in term4 things are going to be different... People change, skills are different now... This is the Time where is time for Us to SHINE!? and see how good Dc28 group 1 really is.. I love my GROUP!! But somethings might not change, I just hope ppl know that im a different person now...im not the same like i was..maybe i still talk alot of craps...or still flirt.. lol. im a guy dammit..i flirt la :P

Anyway i didn't take pic during our production coz...eventually not much time.. but was quiet free too...Hmm weird ~.~

After that , Went pyramid... with Piggy!! ^.^" What?? dating la of coz... hahah no la.. Teman her go cut hair only..
Ermm had lots of fun of coz...knowing piggy...sor por.. just like me sor lou lolz.. There was this giler giler cam whoring moment...Even inside ktm.. wanted take kau lots pic..but coz since there was many people.. Shy edi...so cannot take hahaha :P anyway yeah it was a good day ^^

2008-07-09T06:31:00.000-07:00

a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.

1. If someone says,"Is this okay?"
Witchdoctor- u e u ah ah ting ting walala bang bang
[Uh ee u ah ah ting ting walla walla bangbang... Duhh :P]

2. How would you describe yourself?
leona lewis - bleeding love
[Well....its true...im bleeding love...there are ppl who can cure me..but not willing to]

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
nickelback- far away
[ermm...Because they are far away?? :P What la this survey...YVONNE UR FAULT]

4. How do you feel today?
chris brown- get at ya
[wow...talking bout acuracy lol.. I feel like getting at ya... *evilszzz*]

5. What is your life's purpose?
Eric calpton - tears in heavon
[ To cry till reach heaven, then ill stop because i found u.LORD =D ]

6. What is your motto?
basshunter - dota
[DEFEND OF THE ANCIENTS. DOTA DOTA DOTA...my motto.. hahaha]

7. What do your friends think of you?
micheal buble- home
[They think i wanna go home... ]

8. What do you think of your parents?
Dj mangoo - eurodancer
[not dancers....]

9. What do you think about very often?
crank that - saulja boy
[youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..............]

10. What is 2+2?
rachealle ann go- love of my life
[2 + 2 = love of my life... [Piggy]]

11. What do you think of your best friend?
wannable - spice girl
[ i tell u wat u wan what u really really wan.. If u wanna be my lover... Friendship Never ends ^^]

12. What do you think of the person you like?
colbie caillat - realize
[ I hope she Realize]

13. What is your life?
james blunt - 1973
[1973... not born yet lol.]

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Danial powter -one night stand
[one night stand... no no not a pimp :P]

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Karen kong - oh kekasih!
[OH KEKASIH!!?!?!? sooooo true!! :P]

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Boys like gals- up againts the wall
[..i dunno]

17. What will they play at your funeral?
vanessa hudgens- say ok
[...its ok i know...see ya in heaven]

18. What is your hobby/interest?
alvin & chipmunk - come get it
[get what?!?!]

19. What is your biggest fear?
high school musical 2 Cast- gotta go my own way
[To go my own way...]

20. What is your biggest secret?
pan wei bo- bu de bu ai
[You dont love me...Got something to do with ASAP.. XD]

21. What do you think of your friends?
the veronicas - leave me alone
[LEave them alone?? Noooooo~~~~]

22. What will you post this as?
The click 5 - just the girl
[She's the one i after, coz she's a mystery]

23. What song would you play during your first time having sex?
boys like girls - 5 min to midnight
[HURRY UP BABY!!! 5 MORE MIN!! COMEON COME ON!!! *Faints*.]

Tagging:
CARMEN
SHANNON
VICKY
OTHERS

LAst Day in Lemon Garden

2008-06-25T07:36:00.000-07:00

Last Day,
Lemon Garden.

*sobs Sobs* So sad, today Last day of Lemon garden... im emotional now...Very.. I mean many would like " YES FINALLY TRAINING IS OVER!! WOOHOO" But to me.. its not like that " i wish i could stay longer, With my Lemon garden family " T_T
im So miserable rite now... Sigh.. Today was the Most happiest day hahah!! Out of the bluez during Briefing Adli like... Aiyoo come on!! faster give me camera...take picture... AS you can see my journey in Lemon Garden ends now =(
I wanna go back , I dont mind doing FnB.. Really I dont, But i know i belong in the Kitchen Family... But i know where i want to work.. After diploma... Im gonna come back to Lemon Garden...Most prob into the kitchen rather than FnB...Then i can see MY Lovely Lemon Garden Family... Thats the ONE DARN BEST THING ABOUT LEMON GARDEN!! *Cries Cries*

Im sure.. Lu shen and Lim yin Feels the same way.. and the others who ends today..

So who wants to go dine in Lemon garden.. Lets go... The food is Great the People is Great..the Service staff is Great..... Lets go make big big plans ^^"

Thats all bout it.. Lemon Garden, Main Kitchen Gonna miss it SO SO SO SO much!!!

TeeHEeee!!?!?!

TaggeD By shannon

2008-06-25T04:38:00.000-07:00

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 7.38pm ( + 8 gmt )

Name: Asher Park

Sisters: If not Related there are a Few

Brothers: 1 Younger

Shoe size: 10

Height: 170cm ??

Where do you live: Malaysia

Favourite drinks: Hot Coco, Milo ice, Limau ice..

Favourite breakfast: Many

Have you ever been on a plane: Yeah

Swam in the ocean: Drown ~.~

Fallen asleep in school: Who neva? wow?

Broken someone's heart: Maybe i did.. i got mine broken

Saved e-mails: yes...?!

What is your room like: A couples Room.

What's right beside you: Pretty much my room punya stuff

What is the last thing you ate: sandwich

Ever had
chicken pox: yes

Sore throat: Yes, having one now

Stitches: yeah appendix

Broken nose: NO

Do you believe in love at first sight: I wont call it love at first sight anymore.. its called "CRUSH AT FIRST SIGHT"

Like picnics: Yeah, nice.

Who was the last person you danced with: No idea ~,~

Last made you smile: Yin, lu shen, lemon garden ppl, parents, computer ~.~

You last yelled at: I... I ... forgot =.=

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: ya

Kissed anyone: No

Get sick: Yup

Talked to an ex: Nah, lazy talk to that one...others dont mind.

Miss someone: Of coz.. i miss everyone

Best feeling in the world: One night stand o.o? Kidding... =P

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Errr... You come and see..

What's under your bed: Tiles

Who do you really hate: I hate M ppl... But only Good ones are Good...

What time is it now: 7.44pm

Randoms :
Q:Is there a person who is on your mind right now:
Yup..

Q: Do you have any siblings:
Yeah, i do...Brat -,-

Q: Do you want children:
If i Get married...maybe 2kids

Q: Do you smile often:
These days , Too much of smiling ^^

Q: Do you like your hand-writing:
No, but everyone else thinks their writing sux too i think..

Q: Are your toenails painted:
Geezz

Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in:
Me and MY only bed

Q: What colour shirt are you wearing:
White

Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday:
Tv

Q: I can't wait till:
I grow old and Die

Q: When did you cry last:
Few days ago.

Q: Are you a friendly person:
. im cute.. so i am.. =P

Q: Do you have any pets:
Yeah a DOG

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
~she's Probably at home.. or out or oversea... up to her.. Actually... no feelings for anyone rite now.. so the she is just a Dream girl

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?
who i last held hands? Cant remember but remember means something to me

Do you sleep with the TV on?
yes when things get boring.

What are you doing right before starting this tag?
Reading Blogs...

Have you ever crawled through a window?
Nope...

Are you closer to your mother or father?
Cant tell.. maybe neither

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Computer =.="

How many people can you say you've really loved?
only 2... Recent one.. and the problem one

Do you eat healthy?
NAh... even though i eat healthy food, there would be times a teen would eat junk food

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
Yes... But apparently one end up..oh well and others...din get a chance to take picture.

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?
Im not that soft... But soft enuf to cry over someone...

How often do you go to church?
sat, sun...

If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?
Anyone Close to me...

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
I am Loud when im hyper...and quiet when im Emo...

Are you confident?
yes i am!

5 things I'm going to do 10 years to come..
1- Marry
2- Catch Butterfly
3- Cook
4- Love
5- Cook

5 things on my to-do list today
1- computer
2- dinner
3- sleep
4- ...
5- Finish this tag soon!!

5 snacks I enjoy
1-
2- -
3- --} Anything that can eat
4- -
5-

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1- -
2- --
3- ---} I wont become one
4---
5- -

5 of my bad habits
1--
2---
3---- } you be the Judge
4- --
5--

5 places I have lived in
1--
2---
3- --- } only Usj 6 Subang
4- --
5--

5 jobs I've had
1-Student
2-Chef
3-Day dreamer
4- Chef
5- Traniee

5 people I tag
1- Vicky
2- yvonne
3- Simon
4- -
5- -
Do if you want to

I strongly advise that you to plan your time, make sure you are extremely free before you do this tag, coz this tag takes a long time and tends to asks questions you cant answer on the spot (that's where your creative mind comes in). So yeah, have fun!

Second last Day

2008-06-24T07:45:00.000-07:00

Sometimes its best to say the things that we need to say to that someone,
Even though it would that someone,.. Rather than keeping those words inside of our heart,
and make it a burden for us to carry. Never keep things inside of your heart, let it out, Cry it out
,Scream it out... You would feel better Trust me.

Today is the 2nd last day of work, in Shang ri la.. Yeah im kinda , well actually sad Coz im gonna leave a place i put my effort and hard work into, I learn alot. Thank you kitchen staff, Thank you lemon garden sTaff.. Damn you guys are the Bomb@!. I din realize most of you are married, You guys look so... Single or just couple like that haha.. :P
Today is the last day i see Joe... Dammit T_T First time i meet Joe.. he asked me which college im From, i showed him the white shoes =P and he straight away said *tooootttt* taylors... Haha, but its been 1month now.. Joe is a Great Chef, joe ill always remember ur Story the "ahemm ahemm wan =P "
Anyway Joe's motto " Believe in Your self , Look at me This is what i am today"

Well joe, ill take ur words ^^ ' We dream Alot, Some of us Dream Big car, Massive amount of money, Big house, Wife, Children, Great job.. These are Dreams of man, Many of us would know Dreams would not come true. But if we believe in it and believe in ourselves We can move mountains. I dunno what im saying -.-

Anyway Life is full of surprises , As the ending days Working in Lemon Garden I realize I smile alot, Laugh alot Even though I cried and was really depress over something, I manage to keep my Smile even though i emo-ed that day..
I always knew the meaning of my English/ Christian name " Asher " But for some of you who dont, Asher means "Happy" in the bible. I guess my parents had a reason to Give me that name, But im not sure i would always be happy... after all im a human too ^^ *ALIEN**

Well tomorrow is the Last day of Shang ri la Life, I planned to after finish work in lemon garden, ill go back into main kitchen for few hours, I really miss kitchen so much.. I hope life when college start again would be diff.. Going for traning changes life...

I dream to be The best Chef in Europe,
Conquer Malaysia then proceed.
I just need someone to be there when i fall,
Make me Feel Loved and cared bout,
I never wanted anything Else.
i Just want my Dream of a chef and a....